i feel like crying
but why when tears fill my eyes im laughing
laughing at my thoughts
my thoughts of crying

as stupidity fills me up-

finally almost half the exams are over:]
another week of suffering and its over
i think i gonna fail alot of subs la
al last minute chiong to lib and study de

anyway study for one whole week liao
im so tired of studying!!
but only left amaths and hist nid to study!
SO MUST CHIONG!

i feel so left out at times, i dont even know if im really there.

both apex over liao
the upper sec one i was like stoning thru out man
ohmygosh
so pai seh

anyway exams are coming
ive been going to lib this few days to study:]
yes STUDY
well i nid to buck up:so mayb i wont be online so often

dont miss me okay:]

im so nervous and excited for the apex tomolo
and the worst thing is we have to wear long pants
well for those who dont have
like me
have to wear those pants
that were wore by some random people

eww..

anyway
todays like damn suay
i got hit on the head for like more than 5 times
and that stoopid birthday boy
if you know who im saying
brought a pen knife stick thingy and a cane for protection
but in the end also kana snatched away
plus people used those things to wack him:
classes were like okay
but i hate e maths

stoopid robot
she was like in front of me
took my paper and smiled and walked away
when i was asking her a question bout the paper
then terry asked me why im like so pissed
so i told him
then he go and raise his hand and say "miss chua yuan lin say she angry cus you dao her"
then she reply
"obviously i didnt hear her"

i mean how can she not hear me when she was beside my table

then during the test she came and ask me what i wanted to ask
i was like no need already..
duh the test is already going to finish
how the hell she going to explain the qestions to me
she still ask me i got clearify anot
wth

went out till damn late yesterday
fun
took neos, ate swensons, fooled around, being spastic, played at the children arcade:]
reached home at bout 10 plus
spent loads of 'bling bling'
took loads and loads of pics:]

http://www.imagestation.com/album/review.html?id=2101837776

if u wanna see it's all here
most of them:]

i just wanna highlight one pic:D
me of course



is my hair that long?

hellos pepps:]
miss me??
so long never blog liao

lazy to go online ma:D
well exams are coming
even though i dont study
i can feel the pressure
im so scared!

tomolo going out to celebrate pris's bday even thought pass vv long le la

lazy leiis
but promise liao:im still excited though:]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRIS:]

i slept in my mommy's room yesterday
hahsss
wth right
cause i had a damn bad nightmare the day before
so i was so scared it was going to happen again
that's why i moved in with my mommy:]

not going to do much today i think
just going to prepare for tomolo:
gonna have to cut my nails again!!
hate jamila!!
ggrrrr...

im feeling so much better now:]
im blogging so early cause i have nothing to do while waiting for 'it started with a kiss' to load
it's so cute

do not go blue max to buy vcds or anything japen anime nvm la
cause they cut alot!!
i thought i watch until epi 15 liao
but when i go youtube its only epi 12 sia
cut so much!!

but if u really have not much money den you jus have to go there
cause it's so much cheaper
but you shld have an idea of wad you will get den

did a little work just now:]
not bad!!
at least i did a little :D

i was sick
i am sick
and im still sick
i keep getting sick these few days
grrr...

anyway i still love 'devil beside you'
but im watching the other show now
damn stoopid:]

going for the stoopid field trip tomolo
didnt know it is going to be so damn long man!
until 6.30 leiis
wha lau
die die...

i think i should buy the protable dvd player
den i can watch shows anywhere
den it wont be soo boring..

well lets hope i wont get mosqito bites tomolo:\

just came back from airport
:]
before that went to lib study
den go pp eat and bought presents:]

didnt do much today:]

i just feel so left out sometimes....

i am so freaking fu*ked up now!!

went to ecp yesterday for picnic
so long and boring...

didnt eat much anyway
cus of my weight mangement:]

goin well:]

watched finish 'devil beside you'
so damn freaking nice
the guy's hot i tell u:D

oh gosh didnt do much today
stayed at home the whole day
feeling weak and all
cause im sick!
oh my gosh
feel so tired and all
didnt eat much but slept alot

was slacking the whole day
flu is so irritating
plus i think i gonna have sore throat soon

my mummy finally saw the cut today:is she slow or what

i promise i will try not to cut myself anymore :D

i wore the earring out yesterday:]
damn nice

anyway i miss yuhan already!!
6 days will pass quickly right?

okay yesterday after skool end we went to naps
waited for damn long cant see mr foo
den i cabbed home :

den went to sam's hse
waited for the da xiao jie to bath
den me try guan and her laft the hse
we were nearly late la

went we were at the airport it was already 6
lucky dey goin in at 7.20

den wha lau
that stoopid bunny go hug me say good bye
and make me cry sia:and the point is she is not even goin in yet
not for another hour or so

we chatted and chatted and chatted outside the glass gate
soon 7.20!!
she made me cry AGAIN!
ohmygosh
i mean its only 6 days ma
why i cry sia:
den went to bugis and ate at sam's uncle there
the cafe was so nice
the food was yummy-licous :D

den we go walk walksat at starbucks
saw my cousin
but i didnt say hello

den went home
reached home at 11 plus
bath and al

guess what my weight had gonna down!!
:]
happy happy

study study study
maybe later going studying lo :