hello peeps:D
felt really happy today cause yuhan try and sammy went all the way here to vist me. :D really very gan dong. and we went singing. even though i felt really guilty for singing the most and they didnt really seem very... hyper. but its okay. although we didnt take any pictures. but next time kay:D
byebye
Thursday, February 28, 2008
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
hello peeps.
im so close to breaking down now. everythings wrong around me. i mean i shouldnt be working? i should be enjoying myself with my friends outside playing till night cause polys gonna start in less then 2 months. so where are you al?
after ive moved so far away from everything i know. its only loneliness accompanying me. been online so long throughout the day just hoping someone would talk to me is just purely pathetic.
anyway been addicted to this new song from dou niu. its bei ying by lin yujia. hes the winner of taiwan's version of superstar. i mean not to say s'pore's lan. but taiwan's singer and winners are really so good. i bet even their kick-outs can be better then darren. sorry to all darren fans out there. but thats the cold hard fact. lin yujia rocks my socks :D
anyway back to trying to fix my life.
byebye.
im so close to breaking down now. everythings wrong around me. i mean i shouldnt be working? i should be enjoying myself with my friends outside playing till night cause polys gonna start in less then 2 months. so where are you al?
after ive moved so far away from everything i know. its only loneliness accompanying me. been online so long throughout the day just hoping someone would talk to me is just purely pathetic.
anyway been addicted to this new song from dou niu. its bei ying by lin yujia. hes the winner of taiwan's version of superstar. i mean not to say s'pore's lan. but taiwan's singer and winners are really so good. i bet even their kick-outs can be better then darren. sorry to all darren fans out there. but thats the cold hard fact. lin yujia rocks my socks :D
anyway back to trying to fix my life.
byebye.
Monday, February 25, 2008
hello peeps. its like one of the latest that ive stayed up.
emo-ing now. so just allow me to rant okay.
i feel so sorry to everyone ive hurt in the past few years.
i really cherish everyone in my life. trust me you all are more important to me then you al ever imagine. i cant imagine a day living without you al.
to all that i dislike, thanks for making me grow and understand this cold cold world. to al i love, thanks for walking beside me al these while. without you al. the days will seem longer, the lonliness will be greater and the pain and sufferings will feel worst then ever.
i really hope our friendship will last throughout the years to come and we can laugh at how dumb we were in the past.
as i write this post and tears are uncomprehensively clouding up my vision. i feel so alone and invisible sometimes. but those are the times that made me grew stronger. but i had also unknowingly became more reliant on the people around me, expecting them to always live up to my expectations. thats wrong and selfish.
but thats what humans are like too. humans are selfish beings, thinking of only themselves and ,mostly, themselves only. and when they make mistakes they will give excuses like 'im a human being, i make mistakes.'. as i said these are all excuses. if its others who made the mistake they will be unwilling to give others a second chance. why? because they are selfish.
i hate being able to think to such depth, cause it also made me realise what kind of life i had been living and what kind of a person i am.
to think that im like those very people im writing about now. i really feel very ashame of myself
done ranting:)
byebye peeps.
emo-ing now. so just allow me to rant okay.
i feel so sorry to everyone ive hurt in the past few years.
i really cherish everyone in my life. trust me you all are more important to me then you al ever imagine. i cant imagine a day living without you al.
to all that i dislike, thanks for making me grow and understand this cold cold world. to al i love, thanks for walking beside me al these while. without you al. the days will seem longer, the lonliness will be greater and the pain and sufferings will feel worst then ever.
i really hope our friendship will last throughout the years to come and we can laugh at how dumb we were in the past.
as i write this post and tears are uncomprehensively clouding up my vision. i feel so alone and invisible sometimes. but those are the times that made me grew stronger. but i had also unknowingly became more reliant on the people around me, expecting them to always live up to my expectations. thats wrong and selfish.
but thats what humans are like too. humans are selfish beings, thinking of only themselves and ,mostly, themselves only. and when they make mistakes they will give excuses like 'im a human being, i make mistakes.'. as i said these are all excuses. if its others who made the mistake they will be unwilling to give others a second chance. why? because they are selfish.
i hate being able to think to such depth, cause it also made me realise what kind of life i had been living and what kind of a person i am.
to think that im like those very people im writing about now. i really feel very ashame of myself
done ranting:)
byebye peeps.
Saturday, February 23, 2008
i am having a HUGE headache now! worked from 7-1 yesterday at hyatt then continued to work from 2.30 to 11.30 at marriot. super tired when i reach home. pang sehed alot of people yesterday:( sorry peeps
luckily i caught the last bus yesterday or ill start killing black coats people at marriot! met two new girls yestedray. one was super pretty! and the other was well okay.
maybe im a little bias cause im jealous that that girl got to do vip for like since the day she started when she doesnt even know how to do the basics. well for all i can see is she is super hard working. maybe cause im there yesterday. she wants to snatch my job uh? :D
anyway worked vip, after begging the peeps at marriots, with fel yesterday. but that girl still gets to help out at vip. i mean thats totally unfair. but thats life. i think she thought that i was a newbie cause i didnt turn up for work like months. so she was like smiling at me before the breifing. but during the breifing she kept staring like i killed her mom or something. hey its not just me. fel saw her straing too okay! then when the black coat man wrote my name on the board shes like super unhappy face. but hey sorry, im more senior lo:) its totally not my fault i came in earlier then you.
i mean no offence but i think vip servers should be singaporeans cause at least if there is older peeps sitting at the vip, we can understand what they are saying. you get what i mean.
im done ranting. and theres no one on msn now.
byebye.
luckily i caught the last bus yesterday or ill start killing black coats people at marriot! met two new girls yestedray. one was super pretty! and the other was well okay.
maybe im a little bias cause im jealous that that girl got to do vip for like since the day she started when she doesnt even know how to do the basics. well for all i can see is she is super hard working. maybe cause im there yesterday. she wants to snatch my job uh? :D
anyway worked vip, after begging the peeps at marriots, with fel yesterday. but that girl still gets to help out at vip. i mean thats totally unfair. but thats life. i think she thought that i was a newbie cause i didnt turn up for work like months. so she was like smiling at me before the breifing. but during the breifing she kept staring like i killed her mom or something. hey its not just me. fel saw her straing too okay! then when the black coat man wrote my name on the board shes like super unhappy face. but hey sorry, im more senior lo:) its totally not my fault i came in earlier then you.
i mean no offence but i think vip servers should be singaporeans cause at least if there is older peeps sitting at the vip, we can understand what they are saying. you get what i mean.
im done ranting. and theres no one on msn now.
byebye.
Thursday, February 21, 2008
hello peeps its been awhile since i blogged.
cause my internets down. anyway i moved to my grans already. so fast uh?
the last night there was fantastic except the movies we borrow, sucks to the core man!
anyway anonymous was right i didnt get into the course i wanted:D
but hos and resort management in nyp's not bad either. so im not that sad:D except the fact that no one would be with me:(
been busy with work these few days worked and worked for the mola! didnt eran much but spend loads these few months. so have to mend back the hole in my pocket:D
miss you guys so much! im like totally lonely here! its like old people village! otehr then work ive been staying at home the rest of my time. boring life eh? visit me okay!
byebye people.
p.s. anyone with the same school please tag my board so we can be friends:D:D
cause my internets down. anyway i moved to my grans already. so fast uh?
the last night there was fantastic except the movies we borrow, sucks to the core man!
anyway anonymous was right i didnt get into the course i wanted:D
but hos and resort management in nyp's not bad either. so im not that sad:D except the fact that no one would be with me:(
been busy with work these few days worked and worked for the mola! didnt eran much but spend loads these few months. so have to mend back the hole in my pocket:D
miss you guys so much! im like totally lonely here! its like old people village! otehr then work ive been staying at home the rest of my time. boring life eh? visit me okay!
byebye people.
p.s. anyone with the same school please tag my board so we can be friends:D:D
Monday, February 11, 2008
hello peeps i guess its a lonely Vday for me again:D
its okay once you get used to it.
maybe its with the girlfriends again but i feel so guilty for pulling them away from their bfs. sorry guys.
anyway went out with sammy and yuhan today for their job interview. went well. then we went to clark quey. or whateverthe spelling is. sat there and just talked for damn long. i think like hours. until very late. then we went to walk around singapore river. looking at the night lights and everything. took pictures:D
yupp. look at the difference of the sky colour. we talked from bright to dark. imagine how much talking we did:D
yupps. we are being idoits in the middle of the walkway at CQ. how embarrasing!
this pub is so cool i tell you! its called 'clinic"
so clinic-ky right??
its time to emo.
byebye people.
its okay once you get used to it.
maybe its with the girlfriends again but i feel so guilty for pulling them away from their bfs. sorry guys.
anyway went out with sammy and yuhan today for their job interview. went well. then we went to clark quey. or whateverthe spelling is. sat there and just talked for damn long. i think like hours. until very late. then we went to walk around singapore river. looking at the night lights and everything. took pictures:D
yupp. look at the difference of the sky colour. we talked from bright to dark. imagine how much talking we did:D
yupps. we are being idoits in the middle of the walkway at CQ. how embarrasing!
this pub is so cool i tell you! its called 'clinic"
so clinic-ky right??
its time to emo.
byebye people.
Sunday, February 10, 2008
hellos peeps. went skating with the girls and a fish yesterday.
it was someone's birthday yestedray so bubbles were coming out from the middle. me being a noobie decided to not fall like an idoit and stayed at the side.
here are some pictures. enjoy :D
after that follow yuhan to meet fox then waited for them to donate blood.
went to watch 'AH LONG PTE LTD' with two of them.
after that longg story:D
reached home at 11 i think.
anyway got another family reunion tonight.
got to go prepare.
byebye poeple:D
it was someone's birthday yestedray so bubbles were coming out from the middle. me being a noobie decided to not fall like an idoit and stayed at the side.
here are some pictures. enjoy :D
after that follow yuhan to meet fox then waited for them to donate blood.
went to watch 'AH LONG PTE LTD' with two of them.
after that longg story:D
reached home at 11 i think.
anyway got another family reunion tonight.
got to go prepare.
byebye poeple:D
Thursday, February 07, 2008
happy cheena new year to all:D
its a supposely joyeous occasion, but.......because i slept over at my grans yesterday, i woke up to a crowded house. and please i woke up at 10 which is damn early cause i slept at like 1. then it was so embarrassing cause well you know.
so i rn off to bath and change into my new year clothes. which is a dress. and of course the adults fuss over me. cause this is like the second time i wore a dress infront of them.
and my cousins fuss over my height. hey i still can grow taller okay! :D
anyway i think im gonna go over to my grans again tonight. and maybe sleep over again tomorrow.
i hope sat or sun we can go iceskating! i've never been there before. i know im LKK. well forgive me :D
byebye people.
its a supposely joyeous occasion, but.......because i slept over at my grans yesterday, i woke up to a crowded house. and please i woke up at 10 which is damn early cause i slept at like 1. then it was so embarrassing cause well you know.
so i rn off to bath and change into my new year clothes. which is a dress. and of course the adults fuss over me. cause this is like the second time i wore a dress infront of them.
and my cousins fuss over my height. hey i still can grow taller okay! :D
anyway i think im gonna go over to my grans again tonight. and maybe sleep over again tomorrow.
i hope sat or sun we can go iceskating! i've never been there before. i know im LKK. well forgive me :D
byebye people.
Sunday, February 03, 2008
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