Saturday, February 28, 2009

Dear annabella

hello annabella, even though i have no idea who you are, but i think you are kinda dumb. i dont feel like going, i dont go. hello! i have the tickets and everything already. what kinda stupid idea is that. so even though i dont feel like i will still go:) or are you jealous that im going and you cant?

Friday, February 27, 2009

Fatty-bombom.

thanks for telling me in my face that im fat and need sliming down. i know that without you telling me. and FYI youre not that thin yourself either. or may i say you are double of me?
In ruins.

whalau the more i think of it the more pissed i get. i can get so pissed until i tear. imgine that!
actually if i counted it right i will only have 1 full day of shopping, which never will come true cause my mums stamina sucks. i feel like fucking everything now. argh
let my list down my schdule okay
3march - reach at around 1pm, get out of ariport get to hotel. still got time to shop meh?
4 march - early in the morning have to go see fking extibition, waste of time. dont know if can half day. anyway after that you wear formal want to go shop meh? still have to go back change. and my hotel is like at the end of hongkong. wha great just for getting a free hotel stay i have to stay at such a hotel with GREAT location and waste a day at the exibition.
5 march - finally a whole day free for shopping. dont even know can whole day. according to my mum i think she 3-4 hours die already. WTF
6 march - have to reach the airport by 5PM, HOW TO SHOP YOU TELL ME! ya im going back on fri NOT sat! thanks for telling me yesterday mum! GREAT.

dont say its recession and if i get to go overseas it already good enough. i mean come on la. since youre already there, shop to the fullest do whatever you like, or youre just wasting the airticket am i right? and imagine, youre so excited over the whole thing, thinking that okay i cant go shopping now cause im going over to HK for 4 days of shopping, then your mum tell you eh no leiis we have this this that that, so only got like 1 day of shopping. do you feel fked up!
really dont feel like going now, seriously whats that point? take a 500plus ticket there, shop 1 day? wha damn economical lo.

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Woori yeongwonhi gachi hamggeh haja!

i hate liars! if youre one you better own up and tell me what you havent told me, cause i know it already, im just keeping quiet until you tell me. lets see who will be the one who say anything first.

anyway im kinda pissed partially because of this, and cause my trip to HK is totally short! i will only have like 2 days to shop! how great!
Fickleminded-ness have to change.

ahh! i got a new baby! LOl. okay i shall name him differently okay. so i got 1 baby, 1 hubby, 1 brother from another mother and well... what should i name him? chagiya! LOl
my collection of pretty boys:)

anyway i learn another 2 lines today.
1. Lets be together forever!:)
2. ____ towards. (its helps if youre asking for direction)

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

I love you baby!

facial was great today. anyway i just learnt 3 lines in kor today. so i had to blog!
Lol but im not gonna teach. if you al want can ask me:)
1. To keep a lion
2. To keep a cat
3. To keep a puppy

i know its dumb, but its my first step:)
and the most important thing is, my baby taught me! Lol
Someday you will know.

yayness exams are finally the past tense. over and done with. FREEDOM!

im currently addicted to Jason Mraz ft. Colbie Caillat - Lucky freak nice song!

anyway went out with girls yesterday right after the paper. even though they made me waited for AN HOUR! i still love you. LOl.
had starbucks while waiting for the stupids and walked about, finally settled at sushi tei for dinner:) yumyum. stupid sushi tei is situated outside takashimaya and they still wanna put their address inside the directory! we walked around for like 15mintues looking like complete idoits before asking a nice lady where isit. then we finally found it! ate and gossiped and had loads of fun just enjoying each others stupid comments on our lives.
treatment today. i put the session today to give myself a treat after all the exam stress. okay i have stress okay! dont say i dont have stress. i have mental stress cause i know i dont study enough and im too lazy to study for it but i dont show it.

meeting alicia chen tomorrow! for a sercret session before i fly off.

im so sad i cant attend krystals birthday picnic before i leave, cause i think its gonna be a really fun one. so i hope everyone else will have fun on my behalf. :)

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Im missing you.

just came back from grocery shopping. anyway today was quite a boring day.
suddenly had this thought. why didnt my mum send me to any courses when i was young. maybe if she did. i would had learnt dance? musical instrument? anything is fine. better then now, i know nothing.
even now when i wanted to learn a new language, she doesnt seem to support me in my decision. is this normal? i mean if my child wants to learn something, i'll be somewhat happy, and i would go out of my way to find a good teacher for him/her or at least offer to pay for the expense. at least he/she showed some interest in something.
and even now, my brother is practically at home playing games all the time. when i asked him, what do you want to learn. he was like clueless for a mintue. after like a longg wait he finally said badminton. and even so he wasnt really keen on taking it up.
i dont know, maybe kids nowadays have too many games etc to keep them occupied, rather then going out and learn something.
to me, maybe if my mum had been a little more 'kiasu' and brought me to learn stuff, i may had noticed my interet in drums and electric guitar at a much early age. or maybe even dance. i mean we absorb stuff easier when we are young right?

anyways, zara's latest collection is soo nice. is soo me! so black! so punky! so cool! i saw soo many stuff that i want. but i control. go HK then buy:)
Lucky to be in love with my best friend.

YAYNESS i got babys album! nice nice.
I kissed a girl and I liked it. The taste of her cherry chapstick.

OMG i just finished skipbeat manga! Chapter 135! i cant wait until the next.
i have so mnay things to look forward to. Skipbeat manga and anime and BBF:) yayness
last but not least 3march and sundays! im so excitedd! i think im gonna explode with excitedness? LOL

anyway job hunting was fun today, caught up abit with sammy, even though yuhan cant come due to some reasons. but we still miss her and hope everythings well and fine:)
and no outing tomorrow, i dont know what happened but ya. i guess no one actually confirmed. LOL.

Thursday, February 19, 2009

And I hate that I love you so.

FINALLY MANAGEMENT IS OVER! HALELUYA!
im totally in holidays mood already! left AFA, heck la. sunday then revise:)
going out with girls tomorrow and sat! cant wait. IM A FREE WOMAN!
celebrated mels birthday today! so pictures anyone?



*ignore my fat thighs!
Feel the rush.

im so addicted to UVERworld's rush. listen to it. can destress!
im so stressed up about managment later on. its sooo crazy. i only started studying yesterday! like dman smart right. lucky teacher got spot chapters. or see how i die. anyway i spent hours yesterdat watching american idol and writing notes. and this morning like 1 hours reading through them, hoping they would gain some space in that tiny brain of mine.

wish me luck!

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

baby baby tell me.


babys album is coming out tomorrow! AHH! freaking excited!:)
should i buy? i hope theres poster included!

stats was alright i guess, passble but not ace-able. nehmind. i didnt put in much work anyways.

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELISSA HENG! im gonna sing you a korean birthday song tomorrow. LOL i forgot to do that today. :)
be happy youre the first one okay!

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Tears roll down my cheeks even before you said Goodbye.

i fking hate my brother, guess what he just told my mum.
-im gonna sleep like a baby today.
WTF hellooo! earth to human! how fking old are you? grow up! fking childish, i can fking kill him.
just now when i was like stoning, my mum called me, he was like wha even not playing computor also cannot hear mummy calling you ar.
WTF fking sarcastic can! gayshit. hes even worst then me, who does he think he is talking to me like that. fking anonnying. FK. im fking pissed now.
im fking saying so many fk now and i still feel that its not fking expressing my fked-up-ness. imagine how fking pissed i am now. ya like FK!

okay, enough with the fking.
econs paper yesterday was a breaze. hope i can get an A. im quite confident of tomorrows stats paper. just the management paper that im dreading. thursday is DA day! and after that, im freeeeee.
i wanna go out. but everyone seems busy. ask people out, all not free. guess im the only one in the whole world who has nothing better to do. should had just get a guy and pass my time.

Saturday, February 14, 2009

You keep playing me like a fruit machine.

HAPYY VDAY PEOPLE!
to all single and non-single people. i think most of you al had enjoyed your day!

spent my day quite wisly i think. went to do my secret. then went over to big splash for the flea market at 2. meet tryphena there, helpped her with some stuff. left my stuff for her to sell for me tomorrow:)
stayed until 6? ate sushi tei! yumyum. mummy came to pick me up. so while waiting i walked around for abit, and bought a bag for 16 bucks! suchasteal right! im quite happy today. all in all i spent 350bucks and its all worth it. i ate i bought and i ~.
happy happy me its a treat for myself this vday.

Friday, February 13, 2009

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Aligo olio in da house! yum-yum!

the reason for this post is just to tempt you al:)
i need a life. i cant stop waking up early. i wanna wake up late, but i cant!
i wake up early and stone at my maid until like 11 then i'll come online, then bloody msn will not work yadayadayada.
this daily cycle sucks to the core. once exams are over im gonna go out and really enjoy myself, i dont care. cause its exams i cant go out, i'll end up feeling guilty for not studying, and not enjoy myself. stupid study week.
i cant wait for tomorrow though, ive studied my econs and stats already, so im guilt free and of to see my girls:)
and of course do soemthing else which i will not reveal until well ive completed it:) and only yuhan and a few other people know. so if you do SHUTUP. kidding!

hey ive hidden myself from society for like this whole week kay! no seeing of friends no going out and no stepping out of the house. just notes notes and more notes. give me some credit! even though most of the time was spent stoning, online and irritating my maid. at least i forced myself to study!
fyi, i dont even do my tutorials. i think its a miricle that i can stil remember what the lectuer said. i may sound slacky to you, trust me im worst then slacky. im beyond cure. im like the laziest bitch on earth! and im study (not) my butt of for this exams. :)
i just hope i pass, and get some As.

ps. the birds outside my window are fking annoying me.

Thursday, February 12, 2009

that was just an emo post:) im fine now.
Sashibuli.

its been a long time since i feel like this. actually not so long.:)
do i really know you? or we just went our seperate ways?
i dont think we are the same anymore. you may not know who you are you may. i dont care.
isit the distance or the time? or is it just the lack of interest in each others life, maybe you have too many people in your life whatsoever. maybe you dont even come anymore. i dont know.
maybe we were never that close in the first place, but i just want to ask, is our r/s that weak. i thought we were more, i thought we were better. but i guess not.
its okay, i have new people in my life too, maybe its better this way, maybe i dont need you anymore.
i realise in this post, i have alot of maybe. cause im not sure of what the future holds, but i hope we just dont regret what we do.

love, me.

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

let's attend the midnight ball.

babys mini album is coming out in feb!:) yayness.
gonna go flea at ecp on vday with yuhan and try, sell my stuff at trys booth. do come down and buy stuff kay!
before that im gonna go do something:) shh.. secret.

anyway finished econs today and started abit on stats.

mummy say maybe i can go hongkong! :) shopping~

my maid was scaring me with the thoughts of stomach cancer yesterday. cause im having MOST of the syptoms. i was burst out laughing LOL.
okay im weird. whatever
anyway they all stopped today, so thank god:)

werid people should die! chu-kahae!

Monday, February 09, 2009

Sin it like an angel.

skip beat is like the best anime alive! i cant wait for the next episode la! i wish i could just run out and gte the whole comic set. but no! i have exams coming up. shit!
Very first day!

yes today is the first day of study week. anddd i manage to study!! three cheers for me!
i did first 6 chapters of microeconomics kay! easy la. LOL the behind ones are the tough ones.
gonna continue tomorrow. i already have my study plan, so that i can got out on vday with a peace of mind:)

vday with girls, and sammys mummy, heard that shes gonna bring us DRINKING! yayness!

babys band got a new album coming out and the newest MV is out. freak sexy, even though i think his hair abit cock up but hes still my baby. <3

watched first 7 episodes of boys before flowers(kor):) nice nice!
kimbum! and ji hoo? i forgot his real name. LOL

Saturday, February 07, 2009

Pretty please, with a lipstick on top.

shopping with mummy is a sucess today. no quarrels in the middle of shopping. at city plaza. dont under estimate people who shop there. things there are definatly NOT cheap. freak expensive. bought 2 tops and 1 jacket and 2 pairs of shoes. mummy paid for everything, but i did give her 50 bucks. we spent a total of 170! in like 1-2 hours! she bougth a pair of pants!

i dont know why am i going shopping when im not even going to lesson for next week. and we cant dress up for exams right! LOL.

i didnt dream of baby yesterday:(

pictures from the last presentation!




Friday, February 06, 2009

baby baby tell me.

yuanlin did something weird but exciting today. i ran barefooted to school:)
cause i was late to meet my group, 40mins late. and today was presentation, so i had heels on. imagine running in heels.
i walked really fast in heels until i reach my school. then i took of my heels and started to walk even faster. hey i walk past a canteen for gods sake, embrassing. LOl but damn exciting! you al should try it out one day.

presentation was great today, we had last mintue corkups but still manage to pull through:)

study week next week = no school! = no lessons = waking up late = sleep late:)

YAYNESS!
i shall update pictures later on!
'Dreams are the opposite of reality.' they say.

okay its one of those rare moments that i woke up and remember my dreams and liked it
so im gonna blog it. since i woke up early today, for i dont know what reason. and i dont feel so tired that i have to crawl back under my covers:)

enjoy!

its started on a beach or a coast, its definatly not in singapore. but i dont know where.
baby and i were working in a resturant along that beach. it was unusually small. like only a mini cart where the chefs cook inside the kitchen and people can only takeaway. weird i know.
at first we were working together at the back. like packing food and making the boxes for the food. then suddenly they pulled me to the front to serve the customer, and made baby go to the raw food section.
after work was done, baby and i was suppose to go see fireworks. romantic right! but somehow he was unhappy cause well i was chatting with some other guy i cant remember. so when we walked over to him (me and the other guy and some other random people i cant remember)
FYI cause hes been working with raw food, he stinks and hes shirt is like partially wet, when i touched him i kinda got a piece of salmon stuck on my palm, so i was annoying him to make him take that salmon away, raw food is gross!
anyways i said baby lets go, i was intending for us to go only cause work was over. he was so angry he took this plate with octopus on top.
up till now i think you all might think that hes gonna throw the octopus on the guy, but no!
that plate was kinda sharp, so he was like hurting himself. then he walked away, duh of cause i hurried after. then when he put down the plate at i dont know where, hes fingers were like damn red and swollen. then i started crying, we hugged. and we were like squatting down on the floor, i dont know what kinda weird position is that. lol!

then i woke up.

okay this is like the second time i dreamt of this exact same thing, okay not exact i changed clothes. LOL but the point is it seems so familar. im sure many of you say i think of baby too much, but please im too busy doing projects and worring about presentation to think about baby.
its weird but i like the dream.
and throughout baby didnt talk, i mean even if he did i wont understand right. LOL

gonna go get ready for class now

Thursday, February 05, 2009

and we moved on.

my brothers damn funny. no offense to any obama supports, my brothers just a dumbtenyearold.

mum- obama is the first black president of america
brother - then he must be sunburnt!

LOL wtf!

anyway last presentation tomorrow, did our ass of today just for sharepoint!
guess what i have to wear i dress tomorrow. thanks to my group of ladies. or else i'll be the odd one out. i was thinking of wearing my new top. but..nehmind. another day perhaps.

Wednesday, February 04, 2009

Love like oxygen

back from my first facial treatment. it was painful. i shall not elaborate on that:) imagine ya.
i wonder if i would scare off people who havent tried facial before. LOl beware~

anyway i didnt something real embrassing and bad on my way to the bus interchange to take a bus home. you know the vegetable they put on the floor for the lion dancer to grab with their lion head mouth. i kinda kicked it away. LOL i hope they dont have bad business cause of me.
i mean i dont have 4 eyes you know. try putting a huge sign there that says 'There's vegetables here dont step' maybe i'll notice it next time.

two more days till the last presentation, im kinda happy with what we did:)
tweleve more days to exams. im totally UNhappy with what i did so far. cause i did NOTHING.

ohya and my management project group got like the only A in our class for our project, are we the greatest or what! like that i can be assured i cant fail my management too bad. :)

Tuesday, February 03, 2009

Boy, i love your style, love your smile. Wish that you can be only mine.

AH! babys damn cute. i can literally drool over him kay. kawaiii. LOL
okay i sound like some crazy stalker.

anyway halfway done with sharepoint. presentation this friday. cant wait, gonna wear my new formal top:)

exams are cominggg. like zommm. damn fast. study weeks next week. sucks.
and facial treat tomorrow:)

Monday, February 02, 2009

sarangun hajimayo

AHH. i wanna get a coach wallet. i bet its gonna be damn common, cause its the vday collection, and guys have no new ideas so they rather get something like a wallet for their girls and coach is a common girls brand, its cant go wrong buying coach stuff. AHHH. whyeee.

babys band gonna have new album:) babys my new idol, but im not gonna say out the name. LOL shhh..

and i cant wait for my hair to grow grow and grow. i finally found a hairstyle that i like. its SOMETHING like bangs BUT NOT.

i swear my maid damn funny la!
today is the sky god? birthday, so have to pray. then i was praying my mum was at the side, telling me pray to pass exam, be more filial all those crap, then after i pok the 'xiang' i went to my kitchen. my maid was like, 'pray yuanlin to get a bf soon'. LOL i was like WTF! this kinda thing also can pray one ar! burst out laughing can!

my brother also freaking funny can! he made me literally spilt out water when i was drinking. imagine those comedy sitcom kinda spilt. LOL. i cant explain what he did, but his actions were like LOL!!