so many things had happened in the past fews wks
things dat i thought wont happen

im so tired
tired about everything in the world
relationships wif frens family n blah
if only it was like last yr
if only everything hasnt happen
if only i wasnt born
if only my parents werent married
(okay, tis is getting far)
if only..

i hate my life
i hate everything
i hate myself for me
i hate hate hate

i wish im dead
i wish i wasnt me
:[

but wishes dont come true

in reality
ppl betray each other
ppl hate each other
ppl kill each other

i hate reality
it sucks
there's no fairytale in tis world

im not strong any more
i thought i am
i hate the weakness in me
i hate crying for no reasons
no one understands
no one believes
no one bothers


....if only i was dead

todays a gd day
:]
woke up early :didnt feel tired at all
weird
studied a maths first four chapt yesterday nite
dowan let my mommy kan bu qi wo
jia you!
gonna pia studies again
nid to buck up liao
my results really sux

i am goin amaths tuition tomolo
i will ok
mr wong say de :]

yesterday was a great day for me
execpt part where i have to go to skool early in the mornin
:skool was ok
thought it was gonna b loner's day for me
but pris did come
:]
thankss buddy
u make my day.

miss wang gave us chocolate
yum :]
so nice of her
failed two maths test again
omgosh
i really nid to buck up on maths sia
damn hard canss

anyway.
ok i take back the i not goin to pon tuition again line.
hahass
i ponned again
but tis time nic nv pei me.
but nv at least i 'studied' at lib
wif sam abi n ji xian
loads of crappin toos.

wen to pp after dat
ate noodles
den walked around pp to pei abi buy stuff
reached home about 10.25

no skool today!
goin to bugis soon to study
:]

hope i can learn something
im really gonna 'try' my best to concentrate now

another day..
i swear s'pore's damn boring la
went to lib to study at 12 plus.
hehe so guai..
den went to queenstown wif bryan n co.
saw loads of stuff dat is so nice.
:nid to save n scrimp to buy

ponned tuition
nic ponned wif me
:]
thankss buddy

reached home at 9.
went to bath

mummy check my file
i thought she noe i pon lo.
damn scary
next time i dowan pon le
:]
im guai.

bad day..
dont feel like blogging
mayb tomolo

cramps today agin.
but not as bad as yesterday.
:ate quite alot today.
ws n terry says i nid to slim down le
:yupps
i am fat XD
nid to cut down on food intake

feel like drinking jus now
long island!!
but my maid refuse to go to siglap wif me
wtf :so bad!

now pris is sending me lovely songs

hahss
ilu!!

<3ssss x 123456789thousand

XD

i nid to buck up on my studies le.
my humans sux like hell can!
my maths also no better

i love my frenss :D

mummy's goin overseas today!!
yay!
hhass

i am free!!

*woots woots*

i nid motivation!!

......

hello
is my tagboard dead??

ate shaker fries today! hahs
2 times some more
o ya..saw adriano at ps on sat.
cus i skipped tuition.
XD
but i still got go tuition leiis jus late nia :]
saw fii n pris at pp also
pris is mabo queen!
hahss
jes mummy sent us home today.
:]
played wif the ice cream dat i bought
totally squshed it
hahss ppl were staring
:]

i love shaker fries!
<3s

LAU GEK HOW ISHI FROM SOUL IS SOOO CUTE! hahss
:]
juz-b their singing was superb!
:]

hahss ok stoopid

anyway dont feel like goin to tuition but my mum wans me to go. so mayb ill go to pp but not to tuition jus walk around until my mummy come fetch me.
:but no one to pei me!
haizz..
i wanna watch ice age 2!! hu wan to pei me!
so bored i wanna go out.
hate mid yr! dont feel like studyin!
stoopid!

random post..

cant wait to grab shakers fries later!!

YAY SHAKER FRIES ARE BACK!!!

sports day yesterday
hot nd tiring
went to discovery centre in the morning.
had to wait damn long for the stoopid bus.
got quite a nice one at least.
journey dere was damn sian.
no yuhan no edmond no 2r1 no NOISE!
reached there blah blsh blsh.
den ate our lunch in the bus
nd we got a lan bus :reached the stadium.
the seats ar wet! eww!
talked, ate, listenin to music...
some one keep hitin my head
donnoe is xh kenneth or terry
-_-
lamers.
screamed shouted cheered

i tink it shld b called the adriano sports meet cus loads n i mean LOADS of ppl were tryin to find him instead of watchin the runners
qh shot a pack of chilli sauce on a gal n dat gal actually cried
omgosh so baby can
lidat also cry

after the sports meet ended went to pp wif bryan
sat 79 go to jourong east interchange.
den sat 197 or 196
i cant remember
i was slpin al the way!
hahss.. piggy me
sit until my butt numb can!
wha lau damn long la.
reach pp at bout 8+
ate ban mian!
yum-yum
went to buy choco tarts
den bussed home
was damn tired when i reached home
bathed n slept
woke up at 10 plus
slacked in bed b4 eatin my breakfast.
den watched tv, ate lunch
STUDIED until now
hahss have to caps the study word cus i seldom STUDY
tryin to upload some pics into frenster but cannot
:(
nvm i'll keep tryin :]

got prank called yesterday.
hahss
so stoopid. :]
i haven even hang up n dey thought i did.
had dance yesterday toos.
went to the hall quite late.
heard dat we gonna have performance in july wif the drama ppl.
:today didnt do much stuff. went home straight after skool.
hehe
so guai rites??
goin to tuition later.
dont feel like goin lo :(


tomolo's the sports meet n the stoopid goin-to-discovery-centre day.
tink i gonna slp early tonite n when i say early means real early!

o ya. n for more details on what happen in our class.
can refer to ah huei's blog.
she really remembers the details.. :]

yesterday went for my 1st a maths tuition.
guo hao sent me dere.
how nice
:]
so many damn cch ppl. wtf
n mr ong was practically shoutin in my ear the entire lessons.
but he's quite cute hahss daniel-ong-look-alike
bought auntie anne's
my dad sent me home.
ate inside my room
eww..a fly land on me. n it doesnt want to fly away! i was like screamin like siao. hhass

today had nafa.
did sit-n-reach n sit-ups
got full makrs!!
got poa test eng compo test n chem test.
so gonna fail all!
didnt even noe dere was test!
wth
went to pp wif sam n try.
den ltr abi met us.
we went shoppin
:]
saw stuff dat i one.
must save $$

:\

got drenced in the rain again.
:skipped dance today. dont feel like goin lo.
hate my mom.
she sooo bias towards my bro.
he gets everything.
:last time i wanted to subscribe a mag. den she say dowan waste $$.
den now she subscribe coco for him. n say its usful for him.
i mean wtf la!
den i wanted tuition. she dowan to pay for it so i ask my pop. he agree.
den she gif my bro like more den 3 tuition la.
i only ask for 1 vv ex meh.
last time dey spent more $$ on him la.
now she even think tuition for me is wasting $$.
think she doesnt see me as her daughter.
:[
im an orphan even wif parents.

lessons as usual.
haven do my reading log!!
went to pp awhile.
cus sam l wanted something.
got drenched in the rain. hahss
damn fun!
:]
den got home.
get to eat dinner downstairs.
drank BARCADI WIF COLA!
yum-yum
:D

NOOOOO!!
GERALDINE'S OUT!!
*SOBS*
- PUDDLES OF WATER FORMING BELOW ME

didnt do much saddist stuff today. cus i didnt bring my ruler. :had anasing race. sam n pris didnt go!
woke up at 6.10. cus i slack in bed for 10minds.
so lazy lo. sat wake up soo early :[
den do all the stuff den go bs meet jes.
meet xh in the bus.
went to bedok interchange.
wanted to eat breakfast. but didnt
:(
wait for ws n ek jun.
feeling damn hungry.
dey were late.
and WHERE MY DRINK!
meet yj in the mrt.
he damn cum gong.
say he at the back actually he at the front.
den he say both also back ma.
:the weather was freaking hot.
joshua's father got abit pissed off i tink.
everyone was slacking.
slowly taking their time to walk
xh even brought mags n food. hahss
found 3 stations.
didnt even get anything.
it was a total waste of time!

went home. thinking of goin out but was to tired.
plus my mom want to make dinner for me.
so i stayed at home. and slp.
jus woke up not long ago. i tink i tonite no nid slp liao
:going to mum-mum now liao.
bye bye people :]