Friday, November 26, 2010

Thursday, November 25, 2010

well, works been busy. SUPER busy. thus explaining the lack of updates here. I've never been one to update it often anyways. so other then those spammers and virus who reads my blog, who knows who else reads it.

anyway this week I'm claiming my Public holiday. so i'm gonna get 3 days off. after today, its 2 days of lazying around! then sunday its back to work again. can't wait for sunday though, means ITS PAY DAY! i'm in serious need of money, i want to buy so many things so badly. my chanel wallet, my hermes bag, my thailand and hongkong shopping trip etc etc.

i need to chill out reall soon. my face is getting worst, i'm getting fatter. nothing seems to be turning out good during this internship period, other than getting paid a measly sum for doing a whole shitload of work.

i don't even have time to catch up on my dramas, music, entertainment news etc etc. fml.

and travelling to harbourfront everyday is no joke, dressing up for work everyday with the amount of clothes i have is also no joke.

all of a sudden, i'm feeling sad again. hate this when it happens. now i just want to sink in the background, melt in my wallpaper and just disappear for awhile.

Thursday, November 18, 2010

What i need for my birthday? Clue: MAKEUP!

I'm pretty unstable these few days, super moody one second, pissed off the next and laughing like a mad cow after that. crazy I know.

Internship is going fine, other than a few hiccups, I pretty much love my job.

btw, selamat hari raya haji?

Look below! baby's cute right:)

Monday, November 15, 2010

Tumblr is annoying the hell out of me now. can't even post baby's picture:(
thank god for facebook and blogger~




Handsome much~<3

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Hi people,
i just had this random feeling of wanting to post something. so anyways people always ask me why can't i take a nice picture, like not do a weird face. I do that cause i feel ugly, dont ask why. IDK!

and if you don't alreaady know. i've got a fetish for pretty girls. maybe that's why i feel even worst about myself

i know i got some serious self issues to attend to. i need to learn how to get over myself. i can't help it. im afraid of myself, i dont want to end up having depression.