sometimes i just hate myself for being myself
why must i be the way i am
life just suxs

okay enough emo-ing
todays okay
there dance today at tam west cc
so damn dirty

theres sports thing tomorrow
everyine's wearing jersey i think
but my jersey is way too big for me la


random thoughts
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i hate myself

i feel fat today cause i ate alot these few days

i normally dont understand my feelings

thats it people
ciaoz

well todays jus another day that pass real slowly
after lesson went to eat MOS wif pris and jia min
super nicee:D

then went home
i cant believe i fell aslp on the bus
i bet i look hilarious la

random thoughts
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anyone have the lastest link of everyone on my links can tell me on my taggie
please la
i lazy go look for myself

theres supernanny tonight

ive got a new 'love' and a new 'hate'

theres dance tomorrow in an unknown community centre
theres bus to bring us there but no bus to bring us back :\

theres some sports thingy on sat and its a 'must go'
as in have to go not cause i want to

after that going to town i think with cass and sammy

going to concert on sunday
with 3 guys:\
cause no one wants to go with me! *pouts and wails*


ciaoz

well today jus suxed
time passed so slowly today la
then there's chinese oral

got scolded like 2times today by mummy cause of my bro
like wtf

well nevermind

im off to watch dancefloor already
ciao

mummy came back today
okay i was disappointed when she didnt get the earrings i wanted
and i was super disappointed that she didnt get anything for me

forget it!
dance was super duper tiring today
it was like hell man
time was like super slow today
esp during lessons
mr leonard tan said that there wont be history today:]

ate ebi rice burger
eww.
i totally didnt like it
okay maybe its nice but not to me

dance on sat changed to fri
im going out wif cass on saturday
and suynday i have a concert to go to:D

okay ciaoz

watched mr bean yesterday at cs with pris and fel
got the first row!
my neck nearly died can!

anyway the line was sooo long at tmall la
until past pasta mania lo!
so we went to cs to watch
all the timing were full la
only left the 7.45 one
so we took it
i think we got the last tickets lo
lucky us:]

we had like almost 3 hours to waste b4 the movie
so 1st i went to buy jimson's beeelated bday present
then we went to walk around
played ocean hunter at tmall
some random ah beng tired talking to pris:D

until finally we went back to cs
bought popcorn and went in
its like the 1st time in my life i went in early la
the cinema soo totally full of childish immature kids
it was so irritating

we finished about half the popcorn even before the show started
by the end of the show we cant even finish the drink and popcorn

random thoughts
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the little boy inside the show will grow up to become a handsome guy:]
i changed my url please pass around the msg

going to my grans now

ciaoz

i totally cannot see my blog from my com.
hack mayb no one can see
i think something is seriously wrong with my com man!

anyway the indonesians students are going back today
well went to kbox yesterday
sang till like 9
then went home, reached at bout 9.30

then this morning went to skool
priscilla siah xin yi skipped today!

and happy birthday sean tan:]

ciaoz

well todays a not bad day for me
joel doesnt like the present :(

i didnt do any homework yesterday night and i didnt get any scolding today:]
lucky me
woke up late this morning cause i slept late
took a taxi to skool
cause the uncle no change so i ask him to round it up to 10 bucks.
so i gave him extra 1plus
anyway whatever

our class has new students
i dont know all their names but whatever
there's 2 cute girls the rest quite studious la
one got boyfriend liao sadded

anyway there's a damn cute thai girl in skool
and she smiled at me today:]

random thoughts of the day:]
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im in love! with vampires
go read my friendster profile you'll get it

i think i have 99% of turning a butch:\
well that sux

thats all for today
tomorrow will be a better day:]

ciaoz

okay im addicted to chen yuhan's blog song :D
i love cascada!! yay!

jus read everyone's blog
well the usual few la
and a special one today cause pris said something in class today
JIMMYBALL:]
hey im think im not the one of the two losers that sits besides you and keeps singing
so i guess im the 'easily high one' :D

so today after the first day of skool
i went to tmall with the beloved two in my class
we had bought a pressie for our dearest-once-sat-beside-us-but-now-sitting-far-away-and-we-have-like-totally-nothing-to-talk-about-now-and-if-we-have-to-sit-together-without-feeling-awkard?-that'll-be-very-difficult JOEL~ :D

phew that was a LONG sentance
try saying that in one breath
you'll turn green or purple
that means you lkook like barney!
eww get away from me:D

okay back to the topic
well hope joel likes it
we took like almost half an hour to chose it
okay it's not thattt long:D

well i still wanna watch blood and chocolate.
anyone?

have to go now to do my homework!
ciaoz :D

i feel so dead today
had to crawl out of bed this morning at 7
so freaking early la
and drag myself to dance

had new parts today
ALOT of new parts
had to do joleen's parts
so i really wish joleen would come to dance
so i dont nid to do hers
but i'll still learn it
it's fun but damn super duper tiring

im not going out today
so bored
i feel like going out la
mummy let me keep the posb bank card:]
she said i can use it
but i have to tell her
she's going away for like damn long
until next tues. im gonna miss her loads man.

i still have like tons of homework to do
i have seven more maths questions and two more chinese entries.
stupid fong!
and i think there's chem but i donnoe wad to do.
can anyone tag my board and tell me?

i gonna do my maths and chinese tonight
but other then that i donnoe wad else there is to do
so any kind soul who can tell me wad to do
your actions would be soo appreciated.

I WANT TO WATCH 'BLOOD AND CHOCOLATE' !

yesterday went to watch movie with try tien cy and wei xian
watched 'primeval'
i swear that if the volume was softer, i could sleep
and if without all the killing and sound effect, it could be a comedy
waited for them like damn long la.
then ate lunch-dinner with them
watched the 5plus show
after watching went to walk about
then reached home bout 9plus

okay enuff bout yesterday
didnt go kbox today
but went to expo to shop with yuhan and try
went to the metro sale bought a top and chocolates!
then went to popular sale bought correction tape refil and 3books
cant find the comics section and missed the cd section or i'll b able to spent more
used 45bucks
mummy gave my posb bank card
so i used it
have to pay her back anyway

the hoildays are over in a blink of an eye
and theres dance tomolo
so the last 2days of my hoildays are spent at home reading the new books i've bought
anyway im addicted to comics and novels again
at least i have something to spent my time on

BUT i haven finish my homework yet
argh!

ciaoz people

finally got my hair cut
like FINALLY! can

its okay i jus trim it a little.
later FINALLY going out to watch movie.
after days of going to skool
finally some one ask me out

okay i sound despo
but heck:]

ciaoz

this hoilday suxs la
i cant even get anything right
like so wtf
wan to cut hair nobody free to go with me
wan to go out no one's free to go out

like everyone's busy with their own life except me
i got nothin to do with my bloody fucking life la

i feel so wtf now
dont ask me why, i jus do

ciao

well today sux
dont ask me why, it jus does
i got home screamed at my bro
and slam my bloodly door
sat on my bed and started to cry
cry till i fell asleep
jus woke up like a few mintues ago
feel so tired of waking up
jus feel like to lie there on my bed forever

anyway got to run
ciaoz

well the so called hoildays are here
its onl a onw week hoilday and there must be so many things crammed in
stupid
after a fews mintues i'll be going to skool for amaths
and tues and wed got the IT thingy
sat got dance
so i'll be rather busy
i can only go out on thurs and fri
so anyone who wans to date me hurry!
cause it's in a first come first serve basis :D
JOKING!

went to m'sia yesterday
abit of a stunner yeah
i didnt know la
anyway got a top from my favorite m'sia shop 'voir'
thats all
execpt for 4 comic bks and loads of dvds and cds

anyway the first thing on my to-do-list-this-hoilday is to get my fringe a trim
i cant see anything properly la
wth
i gonna cut it real short man
well not that short
but short:]

next is to go shopping
i've got money but no one to go to shop with
most people have their hoildays all planned out
but me?
oh man dont even get me started

i'm bloodly sick la
got a bad flu and cough
hope its gets better before the hoildays end
or i cant enjoy it properly
like cat go kbox cause i cant sing
and cant go seoul gardens cause well i cant taste anything properly

it suxs
everytime its hoildays my period will come and i will get sick
im like super duper sway can!!

argh anyway got to run
ciaoz

my com's being an ass!
anyway these past few days had been well hactic? and vv miserable!
didnt accomplish much
fail my sci and chinese
but luckily the rest al passes i think
classes are getting soo dragy they make me wanna die!

skipped dance today to watch the bball match
super exciting
those who were not there missed out a great match
anway my ex-tuition fren was playing
well didnt know he as sucha good player

anyway we lost but still have to congrats the nass bball players for their hard work:]
they really did us proud by clinching the 2nd position in east zone.
the b division vballers are also having their matches. but i donnoe where are they now. but i think they went nto the next round.

anyway jia you for all the sports team for all the matches to come.

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hearts grow apart, not people.
people feel apart because their heart grew apart.

treasure your friends and your friends will treasure you
if they dont, they are not true.

keep in mind words that people say
as those said words are what they want you to change
the changes are for the better even though you cant see
if those changes are not made beware
or you may lose what you really care

went to issac's hse today:]
super bored and stuff plus i have nothing to do plus its raining
its so freaking cold
i got drenched

i cant watch hua yang cause my com got virus plus its loading damn wols
this is so shit

had to do the cheering thingy today
its damn weird la:\

as for friends i feel damn numb bout everything
but it still bothers me at times

when i say things out people will think that im in the wrong and everything
but when i dont say it out doesnt mean i dont mind
i'll just keep in inside and just shut up

when im noisy people dont like
when im quiet people thinks im weird

i cant change for the whole world
i've already changed
mayb only to muyself i have changed
but however i change there still will b people that doesnt like me
i cant help it if im born this way

there will always be people around that doesnt like you.
if you bother too much you're only giving unnessssary pressure to yourself.

it was nice chatting with you :D