You know I love you when my eyes turn into hearts, and I keep smiling non-stop when you're around me.

anyway thats for that special someone that will never know he is that special someone. mysterious? yes:)

Winter league starts tomorrow, cant wait to see my team mates havent even seen a single one of them at all. expect for my buddy hazel duh!
just came back from AMK hub grocery shopping. bought stuff that will last me and my maid for a whole week without my family. we gonna plan our own menu. YAYNESS. actually im gonna plan it, picky eater? yes:)
spent the whole day watching anime, cant be bothered to study for POM. stupid subject, i dont see any use in it. okay i do see, but i just refuse to admit it. LOL i just did. stupid me.

ive been called simple minded by a sausage!:)

byebye im off to hug a bomb. LOL

finally got my blazer:) satisified? well yes and no. but its a great buy.
chinatown is a great place. seriously we should shop there once in a while. great buys and all. its like haji lane. more and more cool new shops are setting up there.
anyway WL coming up:) yayness.
watching ghost whisperer now:)

forgive me for ranting.
im not being emo, its just random thoughts.

have any of you actually thought of why are we born? i mean we do die once our life ends and everything we experience and felt all come to an end. sorry but i dont believe in after-life, heaven or hell. but if these really happen, then i think i will go to hell anyway.
some people say we are born to meet our other half, some say we are born to redeem ourself. what do you think?
if its to meet my other half, i wanna shout out to him or maybe her depends if i will turn gay or not. please come meet me soon. im so bored with a life without you. if i am to redeem myself of my sins, well i think i created more sins then redeem them.
i seriously think life is a waste of time. we live by everyday and then we die. i mean whats the point. people that remember us will die too. usless you are so great that everyone remembers you, like erm hitler or lance armstrong. okay bad examples but still you get my point.
so what is your purpose in life? well, im still looking for mine. but i hope it comes up soon.

another random thought came up when i was bathing.
where did human come from? i mean some people say we evolve from apes, but seriouly if we really were evolved from apes then why are there still apes around, wont all of them evolved already?
and if i came from my parents their parents came from their parents and so on so forth. then the cycle never ends. so who actually is the start?
god? i dont know. but thats the only explaination that i cannot argue even though i dont believe it. i mean, theres alot of kinda god. i use to think, if there alot of god, do they all share the same heaven? or maybe they are all the same, but different people just call them different names.

okay its getting abit far of and too deep for some simplton. so thats all for the long and thoughful post. once again, im not being emo. just some thoughts i wanna get out of my head.

2a.m and the rain is falling

here we are at the crossroads once again.

this has been ringing in my head for like a week already! and just nice a few days ago judy was going through the exact same song. what can i say great mind thinks alike:)

anyway today was a normal day. tomorrow will be a fun one. going out with mummy to make my blazer, then have my favvv oneton noodle!
ive been super high these few days, ask tania and the girls. idk why but just highest spasm i guess. LOL
anyway im looking forward o the holidays. malaysia and birthday.
hmph..should i post my birthday wishes so you al can get them for me:) LOL

I fking hate you. stupid a-hole.

hello people.
its been 2 days since i watched a single episode of drama. acomplishment? yeah great one too!
skipped training yesterday and today for project. and i must say im quite happy with myself. i almost finish my eng outline and html shit, stats is well on the way. busy but satisfied, missed the match though:(
but WL here i come! i need to improve so badly it hurts. im so stagnent at this stage. so embarassing to see everyone else improving. hopefully through WL i can catch up.

whole family is gonna go on a cheena trip without me starting monday. its not that im sad, actually im not sad at all:) i mean i dont wanna risk having stomach problems, not when WL, holidays and most importantly birthday coming up! so yeah, just hope they dont too. cross fingers! so its gonna be me and my maid for 7days. YAYNESS!

i need to take more pictures, i realise its been a long time since i took a decent picture. so birthday post is gonna be flooded with pictures i hope:)

anyway gotta go do my project. ja-na~

finally finish hana kimi japan. sooo much nicer then taiwan version! like by miles.
kawaii desoui?

anyway projects and projects! piling up like crazy. omg i think i have to skip wed training to do the stupid html project:(

omg useless project.

and icas today was okay i guess. and more to come next week and next next week.

pray hard for me people

ja-nai

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANET TAU MEI YAN!
i have known you less then one year but we definately? bonded.
frisbee was the start of our friendship and i know it wont be the end:)
hope you have a wonderful day today. i wish you al the best in studies and of course frisbee WL.
love you! <3

Finally got my phone back! LIKE WHOA! my contacts al poof vanished! so people tell me your numbers yeah.
anyway celebrated Janet tau meiyan's birthday together with the frisbee people today:)
had sushi buffet but i only ate 1 plate of sushi. i did eat 6 plates of fried toufu and 4 plates of fried ebi and alot of other stuff:) yummy!

watched wild child after that!

emma robert is like the hottest girl alive la!! i mean just check her out! hotness or what?!

got really addicted to saying a-hole after that:)

then squeezed like 10 people including alvin into his car! omg imagine how cram. went to pennisula? to get sauages shoes. we nice people yeah:)

went to some where inside city hall where alot of people dance and watched them while the others played frisbee. cool moves they got!

at home tomorrow? or pick up?

humpppp..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE! tryphena lim wan xin.
ilu so much la. but theres another person that loves you more. i wish you and him more happiness then anyone in this world. dont give up on something so precious kay:)
we have to meet up soon. miss you!

before i forgot!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KRISSA.
you know you will be loved forever and ever. and you will be missed no matter where you are. our friendship transcends time and space:) LOL chim chim eh?
i hope you have a wonderful day cause todays your special day.
happy 18 my dear. words can explain how much i miss you and your sarcasm.

finally finish the whole series of hana yori dango. that includes the movie:)
im stil bumpped about the fact that rui didnt end up with her.

sweet eh? jealous much?
i think i got something wrong. i always like those that dont end up with the female lead.
weird eh?

but whatever. sushi tomorrow:)

Updated.


just finished hana yori dango returns. cool or what eh? freaking nice show. so much nicer then taiwan version by 123456789times!
oguri shun! so addicted to him la! OMG CAN! kawaiii!


so princey! -goes all stary eyes:)



anyway my phones ready for collection! fast or what? samsung the best la! anyway i cant get a new phone for myself, but nehmind after 1more year? i wanna get f480 or omnia:) or maybe the armani phone is cheap i wanna get it:) okay im greedy. cant blame me for that!

wha damn good lo. i did my extensions like how many days only?! 2bunch drop already! WTF.
nehmind next up blue!:)

ja-na

i am so in love with samsung F480, Omnia and the giorgio(?) armani phone! omg. but i have to settle with LG viewty. nehmind i can change my phone again next year:)

anyway i am in need of a blazer! i saw one at POA freaking cost 200plus. then i saw this briefcase, freaking nice, cost like 300plus, i wanna get a briefcase la. as my new school bag:) like
those they bring in japan. cool eheh?

training sucked BIG TIME today. wasnt my best. felt like a bitch, am a bitch. and ended up being emo.
okay random post.
gonna fix my phone and get a new one tomorrow. thats probably the best thing that could ever happen to me this week.
bye

hello people!
currently at POM tut now. seriously zzzZZZZzzzz~
anyway training later,
and im gonna go fix my phone tomorrow. i can get to chose a new phone!:) im thinking samsung i450 live loud edition red. COOL? idk leiis.

poly life is crap. slacking while all the stuff pile up behind me. im currently closing both eyes. ICAs starting next week. projects dueing soon. i am so dead.

byebye tania! and i miss krissa!

Hello people.
my phone officially died today. so sorry if you cant contact me.

anyway finished absoulte bf:) freaking cried man! i love jdrama. cause they are so short. i can like finish 1 in 2 days or so. watching hana yori now. so much nicer then the taiwan version la!

anyway got to go.
ja-nai

okay i am officially addicted to Gokusen! i want the whole set of comics for my birthday la! but its not completed yet. im gonna bug my dad whe he comes back to go m'sia so i can have my comic spree.
i finished the dramas and anime of Gokusen. freaking niceeee.
anyway tons of projects and everything coming my way.

ohya guess what! my birthday, everyones like going overseas la! :( poor me.

WTF is wrong with friendster! im freaking pissed.
wth i have 44 friends? OMG the maintance is like shit lo. might as well dont do that!
now all my contacts gone!

hellooo
yesterday was a BLAST! and fel didnt suspect a thing!
i shall not rat on anyone, but somebody got so dead drunk it was hilarious! :)
me and fel was like the last two standing. OMG can!

went to city plaza at around noon. and i did purple extensions! great impluse. i love it la! and i manage to talk fel into doing the same colour as me. she look freaking hot now. woots woots.

anyway pickup tomorrow? feel like reading gokusen and skip beat comic:)
ja-nai

watched madagascar today! cute, but quite lame.

anyway i finished Gokusen3 this morning! KAWAIII

ohmygosh, i think im hooked on jdrama! the guys are like wooooootss. :)

okay im off to hunt for more jdrama to watch!

ja-nai

just finishing watching Gokusen 1 and 2. now watching 3.
freaking nice and inspiring? show. a must watch!

and isnt he cute! hes like only 1 year older then me! and maybe some of you find him familar, hes the main actor of koizora:) KAIWAII!





anyway im off to dinner:)

ja-na!

Yesterday was a great day:) -winks

okay anyway training with acjc people today. met some really cool new peeps. and i have a 'twin'. her name is yan lin. how cool is that?! okay i sound dumb.
training started off dreadful, cause of 'ahem'. dont worry its not a person. then it turned out fun. had go to and hucking drills, and some formation thingy. lastly games!! ohya theres freaking pt today. and no its not stationary. we have to run like 3 rounds, which is 1.2 after training. okay i shall not complain. anyway i suck, i got like 7mins and 4seconds? argh my muscles are gonna die soon! its so huge its f-ugly!

anyway medora sucks! shes so rude, like OMG. anyway im gonna have speech tomorrow and the only thing im excited about is that im gonna get to wear my new heels:) yay!

i wanna watch madagascar2!

well, life sucks.
Ima total emo bitch today. and i dont know why. great!
theres a dumb presentation tomorrow about indonesia -.-
and i cant wait for saturday! im gonna party like mad!

okay this is a random post.

its been 10 days or so? please grow up!

Ima bitch. and i love it.

i think my brother should know when to shout his mouth.
hes being too smart-mouthed for his age. its freaking pissing me off.
its like he just learnt how to talk and he keeps yapping on and on. showing off how good his barney style english is. OMG just shout up.