My New Year Resolutions

1. Get/get over you.
2. Be an optimist. LOL
3. Get to know you
4. Have more savings
5. Be more confident
6. SLIM DOWN!
7. Better results
8. Learn my languages:) korean/japanese
9. Learn to cook

lastly
10. Be happy


Im going to let myself go and hope for all these stuff at that second the clock strikes 12, cause i wanna be happy for the entire year. credit to yuhan. LOl

2009 had just breeze through and i still dont know what i want in life. i need to know what i want before i can push myself forward towards that goal of mine. the time has come to make clear of 'what i want' to 'what i think i want'.

2009's not a good year nevertheless it was important, people come and go and people change. i saw the change in 'you' that i never want to admit, and i saw a change in me that i didnt want. it isnt good nor bad. i just didnt like the change that has happened to me. 2009 was a step into adulthood for me. soon we'll all be leading lives like our parents, so before that lets party till we drop!

lastly i just want to take this chance to thank everyone that has been a part of my life, if not for all, 2009 wouldnt be as fun. for those that ive missed in this past year, we'll meet the next year, dont worry:)

lets end 2009 with a good note! and we'll see each other in the year to come.
love, yuanlin

soon it'll be goodbye 2009 hello 2010.
but before that its goodbye natural hello copper brown:)

shopping later on with the babes. like finally some quiet time with the girls:)
im still sick though. and im gaining weight like crazy. should stop craving for snacks.

I was glad to be the one.

yes i am sick, thanks to the excassive partying.
and i skipped zirca/rebel with fel yesterday:(

dug up a super old song, dedicated to you. (i dont think you know who you are)-.-
Gavy NJ - A love story. too lazy to post the lyrics.

projects have been left there for far too long, have to start soon! HAVE TO START SOON.

normal. be normal.
the higher your hopes are the more disappointed you get.

Younha - Broke up today.

After covering my face with a white muffler
I waited for you as I blinked my red shot eyes
But not quite sure what they are
An awkward nod with tightening throat

As we take a step back, the empty space between us is filled with tears.
I angrily exclaimed, “Go.”
And it seems like that I’ve already fled far far away

Broke up today, we’ve broken up today
If you think you can understand my heart, then please cry with me
I suppose I can’t be the one, I suppose it’s a no
How longer do I have to cry until you’ll love me properly ?

Your heartbeats and your echoes my eardrum
The lips locked away, gets clearer
Since when and where did we drift apart
When you’ve loved me till yesterday

Broke up today, we’ve broken up today
If you think you can understand my heart, then please cry with me
I suppose I can’t be the one, I suppose it’s a no
How longer do I have to cry until you’ll love me properly ?

I was so happy, I was so happy it pained more
I hate myself for getting trick by love

I should have stayed and told you I was hurt
Our memories of love that should be holding you back
You live tomorrow and I today
No one, nothing can make me smile

Broke up today, we’ve broken up today
If you think you can understand my heart, then please cry with me
I suppose I can’t be the one, I suppose it’s a no
How longer do I have to cry until you’ll love me properly

17 dec zirca with class+hiro. photos will be up and private!
18 dec stjames with chan&co.

coming monday timbre with yuhan&co:) cant wait!
tuesday class christmas party@jons:)

happy birthday to me!

i want timbre's roast duck pizza for my birthday! EFF you man. cant even decide what i want to eat on my birthday. pathetic pizza hut and whatsoever. cant even have sushi! EFFF

sometimes i wish i was born in an america. so i can just shout FUCK YOU to my mum!

last test tomorrow! but i cant get myself to study. so here i am ranting while i wait for my 'cruel temptation' to load. SUPER NICE im addicted already.
ohya did i tell? i bought my true blood series already:) started reading afew days back. not bad!
and i finish downloading you're beautiful, baby hongki here i come:) the holidays are dedicated to you~

my show is loading bye!

Taylor baby, love you!
its been awhile since i updated. been really busy with stuff. after this week it will all be better. then here comes my birthday! yay! but theres a project submission the next day. lovely! absolutly lovely!
then it will be HOILDAY! then CHRISTMAS and then NEW YEAR then CNY! happy happy me~

Mature (성숙) - Hwangbo

The words that I want to say to you now
Could be a little embarrassing
Since I usually just joke around with you
Please try to understand and listen

Honestly I thought that I didn't deserve to love yet
When I first met you, I had no confidence
And I had worries such as that

As time passes
The time we spent together
I've gotten used to these precious moments
You're always by my side looking at me
I'll be thankful for your trust and love

Now I'll mature, when you're watching me
The scent of love that won't change
I'll mature even more, when I look at you
With a trusting gaze that won't change
Now I'll begin changing first

Words like I love you and I like you
Words that I couldn't say and were awkward
I tried to make it light like a joke
Did I do wrong, your heart hurt right

As time passes and the world changes
It seems that I've matured very little
Now that you're protecting me by my side
When I need your love and trust

Now I'll mature, when you're watching me
The scent of love that won't change
I'll mature even more, when I look at you
With a trusting gaze that won't change
Now I'll begin changing first

Now I'll begin loving first

shaker fries are back!

New moon is open in US. jealous! it opens in sing@ 3december. cant wait!
i just finish a book 'hush hush', and bought another new book:) yayness.

Happy Birthday Tryphena Lim Wan Xin! love you~

You know you love someone when all you want for that person is happiness, though you are not part of it.

New moon opens in cinema tomorrow in U.S. cant wait for it to come to singapore!:)
todays ICTt was great. but i still feel like stabbing myself for finance.

http://newmoonthemovie.com/

It's hard to pretend you love someone when you don't, but its harder to pretend that you don't love someone when you really do.

i still cant get over the fact that i screwed up on my test. im expecting alot out of finance when its the only maths subject and i really wanna score for it. if only life has rewind buttons, i'll jam it down with all my might.

i screw up on my finance. i will not be surprise if my paper got zero. the most fked up part is i know i know how to do. but the space is so fking small. and i dont have breathing space, plus the ltc is giving my headache. like WTF.

i am fking pissed. my phone is out of stock! EFF YOU!

Fyou stupid buttpincher!
anyways been busy with projects and stuff. and theres finance test two days later. goodluck to me.
my phone crashed this morning! im gonna get m new phone later tonight. with little choices and budget avalible i'll probably end up getting any phone.

taeyang's new single - wedding dress is fantastic! i have the MV on my fb account, PLEASE go see it. you'll love it!

my msn is screwed up. im addicted to bejeweled. and my projects and tests are due soon.

another week has flown past without us knowing, soon it'll be birthdays and birthdays to celebrate. excited much:)

went for alittle shopping yeterday with yuhan and aetti, finally bought some new additions to my wardrobe. and i realise i have been coping up at home alittle too much for my own good sake. i nearly went shopping crazy yesterday, lucky my guilty conscience woke me up before i swipe my card one too many times. i saw tons of stuff that i wanna buy, but i think i should start on saving for other more important stuff first. i need so much money at such a short time i need to start working, but i just cant seem to get off my lazy butt to find one, or even start one.

anyways im looking forward to fel's birthday chalet and tryphena's birthday buffet @fullerton, jade. my xlbs! other then that, the coming friday's a hols:)

and starting next week my cousins will be staying over. and i'll have a busy week, with projects and mini tests. wish me luck.

Love quote of the week :
They asked, "how does it feel to love someone who loves someone else?" After a deep breath, I answered, "It's like hugging a cactus, the tighter you embrace, the more it hurts.

i need plastic surgery! or maybe switching bodies with someone else would be faster.

week two starts tomorrow.
and i just finish hana yori dango(manga)
i am truly a hana yori dango fan. ive watched all the drama, taiwan, korean as well as japanese and their movie. (jap) and now i finish the manga. ive also watched abit of the anime, but it turned me off, so i decided to stop. -.-
ahhh! rui my baby. poor thing, i read his after story, i wanna cry. okay im getting fangirl spasm already i better stop here. so ciao.

first day of school, boringg.
my project group is doom! two clueless people plus me = fail
special A is cool!

last night was the worst night of my life. imagine gastric plus vomiting plus fever. whole night kay!

im awake so early, ive got nothing to do. dont feel like watching my drama nor reading anything. my stomach feels like somebody had punched it yestetday while i was sleeping, not good. i seriousy hate my stomach, fking annoying. i hate it when it refuses to disgest my meals everytime i eat, im not bulimic, nor am i on a diet. i fking wanna eat my food! but everytime i eat something, or even DRINK something, i feel like vomitting and i just cant stop salivating. i seriousy think im gonna die early cause of these complications. and im considering if i need to go to the doctors.
i need something to vent my fustration, like gimme someone to throw punches at, i'll gladly take it, on one condition that i dont get punched back that is.

anyways i went to do my hair treatment yesterday, and it cost a BOMB! as big as when the second world war japanese mushroom bomb. how am i ever gonna recover from this HUGE hole in my pocket. and this thurs is my facial treatment. im going through almost every beauty regime to try to look good when i go back to school. the keyword is TRY.

and yesterday i finally got my timetable, its so fking screwed up, like thurs and fri i have 3 hours break inbetween lessons and ive got classes until 6 on thurs because of that! WTF. and on tues my lessons start at 3. WTF. totally crazily screwed up timetable. im totally not looking forward to school reopen.

stuck at home today. at least yesterday was fun. finally bought my primer:)

watched 2 movies today:)

finished breaking dawn half an hour ago. crazy i know!
cant seem to put it down once i start:)

currently feeling very paranoid.

started on breaking dawn today:) totally cannot put down once you start. ive read 486pages today. hit record? idk i can finish one book a day if i sit down and concetrate. scary, i know.

from the heavy dosage of twilight i had today, i totally cannot imagine Kristen Stewart as Bella swan/cullen. a little spoiler here:) i shall not continue and spoil the whole story, go read if you wanna know! lazybums.

and yes im still having my underdogs craz. Taylor Lautner! and Alexander Skarsgård!

cant wait:)

http://www.newmoonmovie.org

just finished supernatural season2. kinda addicted to it already. maybe i shall watch season3, or read breaking dawn? lets see how.

gonna get v.diaries and ghost whisperer from CHEN YUHAN. the next time we go out. which is wednesday?

shall go out with family later on~

carry on my wayward son, there'll be peace when you are done.

finished supernatural season1 a few days back.
I love you beth cooper and The ugly truth today. super cute shows, both of them:) the ugly truth is fantastic! 5stars , great romantic comedy.

gonna continue my supernatural season2 tomorrow. im only gonna start reading 'breaking dawn' after i finish it. its my way of dragging a book. or else i can finish a book in like 2 days max. scary,

i know.

i wanna go out. after next tuesday! yuhan promised :)

great friend that one. EH WHERES THE REST?

'but the sun can't fight an eclipse


what do you live for, when you can live forever?

anyway i finally finish twilight saga eclipse. super sad for jacob black. i love you jake!
im gonna start reading breaking dawn soon.
i wanna buy true blood series soon! can't wait till my spree at kinokuniya at december. and of course the rest of my v.diaries:) books books books!

hey people i finally finished true blood season1 and 2. in 3days. super nicee. other then the gruesome sex scene the plot was actually quite interesting. i endured all the sick parts for my beloved eric. AHH HOTNESS.
im actually thinking of getting the books. should i? im getting the books for v.diaries too. so maybe i'll just get them together.
season 3 will come out june 2010, which is the same timing as twilight's third sequel, eclipse. excited much! i cant wait!


image credited to HBO:)

im gonna continue reading my new moon now. cant wait to wait for the movie to come out this nov. after i finish my twilight series. i shall go get more books!

and wheres YUHAN! i want my v.diaries:)

its been awhile since i blogged. or maybe not. days been passing really slowly until now. i realise the results are coming out tomorrow. wow! thats a surprise. im freaking gonna piss in my pants. THE RESULTS. i have a bad feeling bout it.

other then that i have finally finished new moon. after dragging but not dreading it for so long i decided to just finish the book anyway. so next is eclispe. super excited:)
from what i heard they had started filming eclispe and the flim is schdeuled to come out next june! how cool is that. i cant wait. im like a super twilight fan now.

my grans back from her short penang trip, that means more nagging from now on. great. but shes flying off to china soon, i hope.

anyway i have alot more going on for me next week and i cant wait. i shall not reveal, not that you are interested, until i can already ___________. fill in the blanks yourself:)

If you love 'devil beside you' you definatly have to read the manga! its so much nicer and very VERY well drawn. 'Akuma de sourou' i just finished it. i must say, i like the authors style of drawing. very hot yet realistic looking guys:) yummy.
anyway after im back from hongkong i practically sleep and slack at home everyday. feels good to be home. but i went out this morning to go to the skin doctor to get more stuff cause all the liquids leaked on the aeroplane-.- super expensive shit.
i finally had the time to watch twilight yesterday. okay i know im slow. super slow. the movies not that great, but im gonna try the book tomorrow. since i bought it like ages ago:)
other then that i finished my favv authors newest book yesterday too. keaitao's looking for angels. (direct translation) not as well written as her other books but still worth the read.

my blogs gonna start to become a blog advertising for books, movies and dramas-.-

anyways i started on my translating duties again. i finish editting one episode. and i guess i'll be handling another episode of a show tomorrow. at least i have something to keep me busy:)

JUMP! was fantabulous! whatever that means:)
i was so starstruck during the autograph session i didnt even say a word. until the last person, i said thank you in korean of course. but my mum got to take a picture with the cute guy! at least i have his picture. he look so much cuter in person. i swear! cross my heart.
now i wanna watch their other production the jail version. who wants to go with me?:) its coming up at october i think. or maybe i shall get my mum to go with me again. we'll see.

pictures are all up on FB.

hello peoplee~ im back from hongkong:) touched down yesterday at 3pm

didnt really buy much stuff but i am really satisfied cause i got all the things that i needed! i got like 3 jackets, 1 jeggings, 2 pairs of footwear and 3 braclets for myself. i got many more stuff for the family and some people:) you can say i was feeling really filial during that 4 days overseas. spent around 400bucks? including some meals and transport that we have to pay on our own. it was quite okay. i didnt feel like i spent alot or on impulse i manage to manage my money well and i got some left over:)
and! my happiest buy, i got the vodka rock edition in the airport:) super duper ultra happy i got it. its super pretty! when i can actually have my own room it will be put up on display:)

enough bout my shopping sprees in hongkong i bet many of you are jealous. now i'll tell you something bad to balance yourself:) THE HOTELS.

i swear the shenzhen hotel is so ulu. thumbs down. hongkong hotel was well, small, but at least its really really clean! so happy happy us for the next 3 nights and the buffet was fantastic! although i didnt get to eat much cause my stomachs feeling weird ever since i got on the plane. the daily wanting-to-puke routine makes me look like i have bulimia. feeling awful after ever meal is not a good experience. mel says its indigestion or stomah flu. im still feeling abit of it now. it sucks.

other then that we have to like wake up 6 or 7 in the morning everyday when we only got back to the hotel or sleep at like past midnight, can you imagine how crazy we were. we actually shopping for 5 hours or more straight for the last three days in hongkong. craziness. our legs were aching like M.A.D.

enough bout hongkong and shenzhen (bleahs)

i know its a little late but i wanna wish a happy birthday to all september babies. i realise when i was away there were actually alot of birthdays.

anyway im gonna go watch JUMP! today with mum and wt, and we get to take pictures with the crew. i hope their cute:) happy happy me.

hello earthlings (idk why suddenly i though of this-.-)
anyway im rotting at home before heading down to yck for sushi buffet later on with mum.
this week is so fully packed i need to find time to pack my luggage soon. and i hope my stomach gets better. i wanna fully enjoy the dimsums in hk:)

i have to bring my brother down to amk tomorrow to watch a stupid movie. yes. im being a good sister for once. i guess im making up for slapping him the other day. well hes annoying what can i do.
wednesday will be pack pack packing all day.
thursday-friday is reserved for the girls. im gonna travel all the way down east to chill and stayover:) hope S will be able to stayover man!
then saturday night timbre@oschool with peeps:)
sunday will be pack pack packing again
then off to HONGKONG on monday:)

finally a busy week! im so happy:)

hello people! today, im gonna be stuck at home again. fun life.
anyways been watching many many batsu game recently. feel so bad laughing at the poor guys getting their butts whack when their caught laughing. i swear japanese is the best when it comes to such funny variety game shows. saddist i know, but its damn funny. too bad its hard to find subbed version, its so fustrated to wach and not know what their talking bout.
anyways im gonna go out with the girls tomorrow for some quality chill out hang out session. then a sushi buffet treat by my aunt later at night. maybe i'll meet the girls again at night for a drinking session or something. we'll see.
i cant wait for the 'events' lined up for me tomorrow. im so bored at home now. i even finished a SUPER boring book that ive been procrastinating to finish since ages ago. am i using the right word? im trying to sound english here:) imagine poor me, waking up what NINE in the morning, used around three to four hours finishing a super boring book. by the way i was already haf way through it. imagine how sad my life is.

and i seriously need to curb my spending. just one day out and i can spent like what 50bucks? the outing with tryphena lim wan xin, i bought a makeup brush, a clip(for god knows why)and books. of course i ate out too, dintaifung:) and for tomorrow i know im definatly gonna spent more. this is so shitty.

and after the hongkong trip briefing yesterday, i suddenly dont feel like going anymore. it sounds so unintertesting. and the schdeule is quite shitty as well. but since im going might as well be happy bout it. at least i get to go overseas right?

p.s. my gran is annoying me again.

stand by you
outing today with tryphena lim wan xin. finally town! its been a long time since i went there to actually shop:)went Orchard Ion, Taka, Wisma and Orchard central.
had Din Tai Fung for lunch! yum-yum.i even walked her to Plaza sing canzxzx. im so nice right!
there a briefing for hk tomorrow too! hkhk cant waitt:)

TVXQ - picture of you
my mums damn nice suddenly, she wanna sponser me for plastic surgery:) double eyelids!
but she says she wants to treat my face first. she sponser again. so cool right.

i swear she got menopause. sometimes nice sometimes bad. weirdd. and scary.

ohya and i can get a new phone. what should i get? LG icecream looks nice:)

exams are over but im still feeling the pressure. of what? of life i suppose.
as time goes by it closes in on our graduation. we all know we will never be able to hide in this hateful place we call school and we can never be always labelled as what we always hate, kids, students, whatsoever. we all have to go our different ways chasing our different dreams one day. and we must face the grueling pressure of work.
life never seems to let us have a break. after the pressure from school, comes the pressure to work.
well i need a break now. definatly. i need a space i can call my own, i need friends who will listen, who wont mind travelling al the way down when i feel like crying. i need people around me. i dont wanna be alone, when im alone i think, when i think mostly the thoughts are negative, i start doubting myself. i hate it.
well now im alone and im thinking bout life, thats the reason for this long time no see length post.
im lost. everyones thinking yeah sure everyone gets lost once in awhile. well im lost for most of my life. i dont know what i want or where i wanna go.

ah im stressed up all over again, its a vicious cycle that never seems to stop. this feelings sucks, now i cant even mix myself a drink, cause my mums forcing me to go run at what, 7.30 in the morning with her.

sometimes i wish i can just say goodbye to life. but dont worry, although i think no one will, i wont do anything stupid, im too cowardly to do that.

NO MORE PAPERS! Let's go party!
now is to wait for the results 23 september i think.
dont care dont care!
HONG KONG HERE WE COME!:)

four down ONE more to go!
tomorrows a break from exams. last paper will be on friday. after which i'll be heading over to marine parade, my long-time-no-see hometown. to do what? teach yuhan accounting, yes teach! im a kind person i know:)
after friday is the HOLIDAYS! for me at least:) happy studying for exams, the rest of you.
i need to find people to go out with before i go over to hongkong(7-11sept). lot of people to meet and little time to waste. where are you my friends?! ask me out please, im begging you. al of you guys just totally disappeared into thin air once poly starts. im not blaming anyone else but the school. and i though poly was fun. guess we all got tricked-.-

current addiction : brown eyed girls - abracadabra

three down two more to go. im gonna fail yesterdays and todays paper. CONFIRM PLUS GARANTEE PLUS CHOP!
threee more days and it will all be over!
im feeling so relexed now, which is bad cause i have to start on accounting.

two down three more to go

some friends dont hang around long.
im dead for tomorrow's paper.

one down four more to go.

i should just die. exams starts tomorrow and im addicted to manhwa?! (korean comics)
i just finished like 3 more series. this is so shit man.
but at least i finished memorising law and finish writing notes for hrl. im just gonna keep reading law later.
i guess my weekends will be spent doing up marketing notes and memorising hrl. great!

i just finished memorizing lec 3-6 for law. i'll continue with stuffing information into my brain later.
im gonna make myself finish memorising law by today and for tomorrow im gonna start writing notes for marketing or memorising hrl, depends what i feel like doing.

i have like what 4 days to go? to memorized hrl and start on marketing and retail! and i havent even practiseing account?
im so deadd. i need to push myself, find my motivation.

i should be studying now, i know. BUT~
i just finished hana kimi manga. I KNOW! STUDY! EXAMS! AHHH!
im so dead man!

我常想曾經擁有過你的愛就足夠了, 可是我可曾真擁有過吗?

你是最美的相信

i finally finish fated to love you:)
full dosage of drama. im now ready to start to study for exams. i think:)

if tomorrow never comes,
HKHK~! yes i cant stop thinking of hongkong~
i need to save save save for hongkong for my own present for myself.
exams are still nearing as we speak, but stil no motivation, i'll try to puysh myself though. its only less then a month away. PUSH. 1 2 3 push! lol
im addicted to fated to love you. okayy i know taiwan drama~ but its dman long i watch a drama. let me off this time:)

i fking didnt lose. i gain again! FK!

i am fking annoyed. why cant you just leave the things there? will it rot if you just leave it there? please its packed for gods sake! its packed for a reason, so you can keep it longer. DUH.
im on a DIET mind you and you know it! stop asking me to clear my food. will you die if i leave it there. LEAVE IT! FK!

cause you're my number one.
YES no more projets! finally:)only left with 1 more presentation, japan oral and exams:)
i feel so much more relexed now.

just one more month to go before everything ends! we can do it!

can't stop smiling cause of you, her number one.
dman happy day!:)
judys performance was sex~y! today. great job babe
met up with A to take train down together. stopped at city hall went out with P and F yesterday:)

retail ppt is this fri and i havent even finalize the report yet! die. gonna edit it tonight.

last week was hell of a roller coaster ride.
schools finally here. so lets put those party moods on a hold, at least till the school holidays come again.

잘가요 내사랑
phuture was fun yesterday, even though most of the time i couldnt control myself:) but thats the fun of it right?
i cant get back to sleep! im gonna die from lack of sleep one day.
been hanging 'round tania grace ruth and many many more these few days.
pictures are up in fb
tomorrow its back to school with biz law presentation.
wish me luck.

Virgin trip to pulau ubin
with fun people, flying roaches and freaking cute dogs:)
drink, drank but not drunk:)

yesterday was fun! sentosa.kbox

i woke up 7 in da morning to go jog kay! cool or what! LOl
watching 'my girl' now LEEJUNKI!

i think ft lovlies are going to thailand today:( byebye babies
im so jealous of those who get to go to the singapore flyer, fanmeeting or showcase. AHH!

happy birthday chen yuhan! big already please grow up!:)
omg i totally cannot believe ft island was THIS close to me yesterday even though i have a lot of complains but well. forget it:)
woke up this morning first thing is youtube all the fancams! they got FKING near okay. i was like behind every one else. ah! now got experience next time must go super early! LOl like 12 hours.
anyway they are going singapore flyer today:) catch them if you want!

back from airport andd... FT ISLAND HAS ARRIVED
freaking cute bunch of people and i saw with my own eyes!
but they were wearing masks-.-
only got 4 pathetic photos which are fking blur!

BABIES ARE COMING TOMORROW:)

one more week of holiday:)
i hate people with ap!

i dont need your self-righteousness.
i dont need you here to tell me what to do.

finally im back! didnt get alot of stuff though.
but i got a pair of killer heels:)

a one sided love affair
yes i got a new laptop that cant read a cd for gods sake. so i cant use it until i buy an external cd reader. clever me!

after the ft island showcase in june.

ss501 is coming to singapore in december for their asia tour.

i cant go to ft lovlies one, but i think i'll definatly go to double s concert.

i hope i can go to the airport and fetch bought of them.

Happy Birthday Dear KHJ:)

Credits picture to ssangcho

disconnected.

reality gives you a slap in the face:)
finally the crazy week is about to end and i will have more time. 3 down 1 more to go this week.
left with nexts week icca test and accounting project.
biz law and retail projects to chiong during the hols. it would be a breeze. cant wait to reconnect with the old times.

i love you, tryphena lim wan xin. thanks for everything. LOl i love my god:) and my dearest friend who is told to qurrantine yourself. you know who you are.

i have 4 test coming up this week, why am i here? ohya! cause im too lazy to start:)
cant bloody hell get myself to study. so freaking tired with everything, just feel like lying down and sleep. maybe its cause of the mens.
i swear im gonna study like crazy tomorrow. just let me off this once.

how many people will actually stand by you when you get into trouble?
i guess no one really knows unless they were in trouble before. maybe thats why they say trouble is sometimes a blessing in disguise. cause people can find out who their real friends are.
and i think thats what i need right at this moment, real friends.

OMG! FT lovlies are coming to town. can you believe it! this 27june for a 1hour showcase @ dragonfly
should i go? its just 100 bucks. but no one's gonna go with me:(

Friendship is beautiful and fragile.

i did something really embrassing at NUM today. really!

i have so much to say, but i rather not. why. cause it hurts too much.

likable or not. 172episodes completed:)

i fking hate you. im in a bad mood. bye

i graduate first in korean class:) good or not. i got a present for being first!

Was I too close for comfort?

i cant wait for the freaking hongkong trip, and i cant wait for my birthday. but i can wait for all my homework and projects. im totally stressing out.

korean test tomorrow marks the end of korean lessons for now. and im gonna get my cert:) and marks my start of japanese lesson.
towards my dream of 7 languages. english, chinese, korean, japanese, french, spanish and italian!

i have totally no idea of what i wanna do in the future. i guess i have to start thinking.
ohya who knows the release date of the second part of the bbf music drama. i wanna watch jihoo in action again!

fking pissed

i totally shouldnt have wiki-ed 'likeable or not' damn it! some stupid person put the whole story inside. and now i know everything. spoiler! ahh! i dont care, im still gonna watch. i need toget a backpack! seriously, a crumpler that cost 200 or just a simple nike or adidas which is easily below 100? the crumpler bag is really cool! and not many people has it. nike's designs now are abit.... but i havent seen adidas or puma yet. so we shall see. if i feel rich or not.

i really wanna rant on so many things today, but i shall keep my mouth shut.

the best thing that happen today is my lesson tomorrow is cancelled, so 1 lesser stack of notes to bring. HURRAY!

I just dont love you no more.

korean lesson today. seriously, its starting to give me headache. cause teacher is like rushing everything now. like siao. i have a presentation on thursday. can you believe it. its only the second week into school and i have a freaking presentation. but guess what, i did my hrl and buisness law tut:) im guai.
im damn filial, bought mummy a $4xx wallet from coach. she finally used it, 1 day after i gave it to her. freak nice! i tell her dont waste money, have to use for the next 10years. muahaha. a bag next year? maybe. see got bling bling anot.

im gonna get a new backpack! backpack, backpack yay!

YES my laptop is finally back:)
i spent the entire day doing it all up i got so fustrated i even called the hp people and started screaming at them, to a point when i even start to cry. thats how fustrating it is to me. i think the person helpping me must think that im crazy or something. LOL

my laptop still isnt back:(

Follow the roses.

i just sent my laptop over to HP this morning. imagine waking up early in the morning and taking a bloody long bus over to alexander road. where is it? idk too.

after that went over to town to walk abit before going home.

i miss my laptop:(

yes im back from school, and no my laptop is still not fixed. im gettin damn annoyed by Hp i swear. i mean comeon its a software problem so they ask me to go to school. and THE FKING THING IS NOT OPEN. how the hell am i suppose to fix it before school start. and i cant even reboot/config whatever that is to my com. fking stupid, imagine people asking you to go everywhere in school carrying the fking heavy laptop to get it fking fixed. and noo.. everywhere is fking CLOSED. i swear im not gonna get hp stuff ever again! I SWEAR. its the second time its caused me problems in like what ONE YEAR?
ive decided to go all the way down MYSELF to get it FIXED. wha, so great huh. got delivery warranty, got carry in whatever shit. sound so nice, in the end still have to go down BY MYSELF. so how? WANNA PAY FOR MY CAB FARE? dont know how im gonna physco my mum to bring me down, cause i have totally NO IDEA how to go down by myself.

this is a post of ranting and all, im not smearing HP's name, im merely just giving feedback and my opnion. maybe in the future advising my friends and everyone around me to NOT purchase hp stuff.

Jin young.

KYAAA. i finished 2 online mangas today and yes i finished ouran high school host club, am currently wating for the next chapter to come out. cant wait!

anyways GOKUSEN MOVIE IS COMING OUT! COOL OR WHAT!
i hope yankumi and shin can get together! okay for those who dont know, too bad:)

going to school tomorrow to fix my laptop. hurry up and get it done before school starts.

junki babys album is coming out on the 21, same as hyung joon:) ft lovlies's jap album will be out on 22 and 2pm's 2nd album is coming out on 24. cant waitt!

I'm lost in your eyes, but why don't i wanna get out.

im reading ouran high school host club now. freaking nice! im currently back into the manga trend:)
ive watch the anime before, but the comic is soo much better. i seriously am dreaming about twins-love. imagine getting loved by both and both are so cutee.. KYAAAA. okay i sound wrong LOL. but read the book and you'll totally get my point. KYAAA.

anyway my dads back from china to stay for a few days. and i'll be going to sch on tues to fix my bloody com! it better be better!

my IE is annoying the fk out of me.

I believe myself.

agnes bay pouch goodbye. its too small for my ipod:(
so i bought a red cover from epic centre instead. im thinking of buying a huge pair of earphones:) cool eh?

ft lovelies new vid is love! i got it in my ipod already:) their new albums coming out soon! and junki's new albums is coming out too, finally after his first mini album another one is coming!

met with sammy at 4 but she was late for AN HOUR! walked around ate and all then she went home while i waited for try for another 30mins. loner time! then when try come we walked somemore before i walk her to lucky plaza and went home.

im such a good friend kay!

my ipod came! and i spent 4 hours figuring it out.
im.a.noob.
agnes.bay pouch here i come!

meichan-no-shitsuji :) jjang!

lets wish ourselves away.

i watched 'alone' alone yesterday, freaking gross. its not much os a scary show, but more of a disgusting one. esp when the guy showed his twisted kneecap. i was like WTF! and i also watched the sisterhood of the traveling pants. really heart warming:)
anyway i finished translating like part 1 of a new episode, i use like 1hours plus to complete a 12 mins clip okay! siao i know. and its oo much faster cause ive got a clearer video now.

ive found a new show and made my cousin addicted to it. LOL super duper nice, and i realise its form a comic. im gonna buy it. and guess what that mangas auther's old manga was once my favv. i guess when you like their writing style you'll like all of their books.
i chiong finish like 7 episode yesterday. gonna finish it up by today, since theres only 3 more left:)

share the love.

i finally finish subbing 1 episode. you can never imagine how much effort it take to finish 1 whole 45 mintues show. so if anyone of you al give comments like subs please, ahh i feel like fking you up. it took me like 3 nights to finish translating the show, and then they still have to put it up time it etc. the only thing i can say is a big THANK YOU! to all subbers, you guys are the best.

i cut my hair today, even though sammy and yuhan still thinks its damn long, comeon i cut like 1.5 inches! too much shock in a day. samy cut too, and yuhan did something dumb. after that we went to eat sakae sushi buffet! yumyum. walked about at ps and went home after that. started subbing from like 9? till just few mintues ago. OMG! im so proud of myself.
gonna check it again tomorrow and send it over:)

OMG i just got back my timetable! ANDDDD
I GOT JAPAN!
hurray for me! dances round in circles!
but the timetables really messed up. and i got business law too:)

and N.T.J.H ask me to blog about him. so here it is! LOl

im got my videos today and im done translating part 1 already:) efficient or what!

Early birds gets shot first.

YES ive been waking up really early the past few days. i cant help it. i slept at like past mn yesterday and i dont feel tired.
anyways my maid finally got kinder buneo for me:) i swear KB and milk is the best combination ever! and my maid got cheese spread and those kinda plain biscuit. yay! my new snack for the week.
i took on a subbing project on youtube. see i got stuff going on once in awhile. gonna help ft lovlies lovers to sub the programs. so im gonna have something to do once they find the vids and pass them to me.
my diet plan is still going strong. but i dont feel any thinner. maybe i shoud swim more?:)

i have books to read, things to translate, videos to watch, diet to look after and korean to practice. finally something to do!

Something always brings me back to you.

ahh im craving for kinder bueno. okay its dumb. and my stomach is hurting so much, i feel like vomitting. feeling really dead now.

slacked at home until 2. decided to go to my cousins house to swim. so me my maid and bro went off. swam for an hour or so? then my mum came to pick us up. and off to dinner. ate LOADS. im feeling rather guilty now. im still keeping up my diet plan. either 1 or 2 meals per day. mostly 1.
theres lesson tomorrow. have loads of questions on my mind. and mums leaving for dubai tomorrow too.

im feeling like crap now. so bye.

a random post with loads of obessions

after all the idol craze ive been in, i realise it all comes down to tvxq. i swear everytime i go crazy about some new group. after awhile its over. but tvxq is unforgettable. they are the best group ive seen so far. i mean they have to be cause they actually got into the guiness world record to have the largest number of people in their official fan group, cassitopia. correct me if im wrong. and that doesnt include non-official fans like me.
comeon they can sing, can dance, can goof around, can be cute, and can be manly at the same time. and dont like me get started with how hot they look when they perform. they had debuted for like how many years already and they are still going strong. the fanbase in japan and korea is nuts!
i think they will still be at the top for a long time to go. they definatly have the stuff to go far.
i admire them for their work.

Goodbye my love.

finally finished Boys before flowers(k). super duper ultra nice. but the ending was. well expected. i must say jandi and jihoo totally look like a doctor couple. esp when they all turn around. with the white doctors coat and all. if only. well! stupid PDs. whatever its gonna be boring without bbf now. gonna hunt for a new drama.

goodbye my destined man.

Boys before flowers.

ahh. i just finish the 3rd last episode. gonna wait till tomorrow to finish everything.
i freaking want that song playing when yijung saw the words on the building. its not inside the ost. AHH! freaking fustrated. can someone just tell me already!

anyways happy april fools day. this years AFD is so much more peaceful compared to the last few years. no jokes whatsoever. boringg.

Because of you, because of love.

hello eveyone! been quite busy the last two days:) finally the word 'busy' pops up in my life. LOL
sunday theres K lessons! this lesson was fantastic! okay i made 2 friends. i consider them friends but i dont know if they do. but whatever right! after lesson mum (yes the cold war had ended, not by me obviously) picked me up and we went over for some grocery shopping.
yesterday, celebrated sean.t and samual's birthday:) its suppose to be a surprise, but it got ruined and we were starving to death before the main guy came! me, pris and fel went over to parkway to get all the party stuff first at around 3. then we cabb back to pris house for the preparation. below up the balloons, hang up the banners and displayed what little food we had. waited for lz, kenneth.c, samual, hc and sean.t to come. but before sean.t and hc reached we were so hungry we finished the 2 pizzas we ordered. so we decided to order more. sinful!
finally they reached, we ate we drank and be merry. played cards until 2am. slacked in front of the tv watching mtv, soccer and dora, the explorer until 6. took a cab home and slept like a log until now.

gonna get ready for my facial treatment at 3:) byebye

AH! i finished all the hwanhee and hwayobi cuts:(

You know i love you too, dont you?

HAPPY EARTH HOUR PEOPLE! im not a saving person so yeah, that explains why im here, blogging, now.
okay i didnt slack at home today:) anyways i just reached home not long ago. went to watch IVP finals today. and NYP WON! whooohoooo. super proud of the team, the pride is like bursting through. the smiles on everyones faces:) i didnt know we were so strong until today. scary~
lesson tomorrow! my love-hate relationship with the course is annoying me. im happy to go, but im afraid of the lonliness. LOl whatever.

im watching we got married again, but now is hwanhee and hwayobi couple cuts. they are uber cute! hwayobi is like the female and more talkative version of hyunjoong baby. and hwanhee is the best male singer ever! i mean come on! hes cute and has a kiler voice, who wouldnt fall for him. and on top of that, he has bad boy tendencies. AHH! faints.

Here comes the sandman.

outing with P today at town. totally tiring but fun day. we walked for like 5 hours straight okay! had MOS for dinner. so guilty eh! guilty's pleasure. we saw C and S and went into 'happy':) LOl
im gonna slack at home tomorrow! and sammy -.- the others not even broadcasted yet of course cannot upload la! DUH! wait wed all out already:)
but i dont want it to end my jihoo baby~

But why am i afraid of my feelings?

OMO! im gonna die of sever blood loss cause of episode 22. so many jandi-jihoo scenes. and bloody hell hyunjoong look so hot washing the damn car! Lol
i swear im gonna buy the dvd just cause of this scene!:)

You, only love.

the praying today was zzz. imagine getting woken up to go and pray at a place where the smoke will be kissing your nose choking you and forcing you to wake up. GREAT. cant complain cause its my gramps so.

anyways came back, ate alittle and walked around, entertained the people before heading of to lala land. woke up a few mintues back ate a little more. and decided to not eat dinner. i feel guilty.
okay ive been practising one meal one day since 1 week ago. and its working. i think? dont expect too much of weight lose though, its easy to gain but bloody hard to lose!
i feel that since im not going out as much what for i eat so much:) so i decided to have a diet. so every morning i dont eat breakfast, wait before you scold me! but i drink milk and loads of water thorugh the whole day. and i can chose to eat either lunch or light dinner. and i've been starting to eat fruits again. like after dinner time, even if i dont eat dinner i'll get at least a whole pear down my throat.
and i decided to read more, practise my K more by using the method T taught me, and im considering going to swim every saturday if i have the time. and every night i'll try to remember to do some light stretching excerise before i head to bed. and ive been going to bed early, like before 12mn. Lol and i think that helps me skin quite a fair bit:)

im getting used to my routine and i think its good for my health, other then the skipping meals part.

'and they called it puppy love.

YAY! boys before flowers episode 23 is out out out! fresh and hot. gonna wait till tomorrow or so to enjoy it.
sushi with T before she went over to training today. we clearer like going to 30 plates! LOL imagine that. i ate like one chowamoshi, six ebi fried handroll, four plates of fried tofu, one plate of fried scallop and two plates of renkon chips. wha right! and T clearer like wha loads of stuff too. we should go buffet more often. damn worth it!
cousins and loads of others are gonna come over tomorrow, cause theres some praying thing going on. i cant remember what exactly. but must be something to do with my gramps.

tomorrows gonna be another day.

anyways

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AETIIQCAZ.
eighteen already ah big boy. LOL

I don't wanna fall into another moment into your gravity.

this song is so pretty! im addicted to it:) themesong for JB!
anyway watched Idol show3 this morning. freaking hilarious! i teared so much, imagine that. another day of slacking at home! im not complaining, im starting to like it. like lying around, dont have nothing much to worry bout.
and i just realise my Klessons will be eating into the first three weeks of my next sem, hope i can catch up though. didnt have much concentration yesterday, i dont know why either. im like a loner in class, seriously! quiet and all, melting into the background. dont believe me, come see for yourself. and the teacher is way bias. anyone can tell, but at least shes nice, so i wont complain.

im getting fat and the war is entering day five.


One of the designs that we didnt use for project.


okay im getting random so bye.

Thank you for staying beside a person like me.

been watching ss501 variety shows on youtube. LOl they are so funny! korea variety shows are the best.
anyway another lesson tomorrow:) cant wait. going to the adidas sale with T tomorrow too!

Sorry, for knowing someone like me.

outing with sammy today!
met her at plaza sing, had mini lunch before heading over to expo. search the whole of the chinese rack at the popular sale. cause some dickhead decided since its clearence you should all look for it yourself! and chucked everything together on the shelf. i looks through every title i swear! and i only found ONE bloody book. at least it only cost 5 bucks. its better be worth my time! one hour passed, and i decided to give up looking and get out.
so we head over to robinsons sale at the next hall. looked for sammys shoes. OMG i saw the most BEAUTIFUL pair of shoes in my life! its bloody hell 65bucks. so i decided not to get it. cause i know i wont wear it, it so bloody high! i shall not name the brand so no one will go get it! muahahahah!
we then head over to the food fair at the next hall. ate like a pig! then sent sammy home before cabbing home. :)

my legs are aching cause of the swim i had yesterday! and im dman tired. i shall head to bed after ghost whisperer:)

Lets go somewhere where no one can find us.

going to the popular sale for some book hunting later with sammy:) yayness! im in a reading craze again. just finished 3books in 3days. im crazy, I KNOW! i always have overdose of stuff, then change to overdose of something else. everything about me is overdosed. LOl you get what i mean right?:)

AHH! cuteness overdose!

Happiness is when you look at me.

yay i got a hold on boys before flower OST 2 and the F4 special edition:) OMOOMO! dman happy! i wish i can get my new mp3 soon. so i can blast all my music:)
anyway i went swimming today with m brother and maid. yes i feel so much lighter and healthier. LOL

Ever since i got to know you, theres only one thing i hope for. that is for you to be happy. Like the first day i saw you, smiling brightly.

that was no wedding for jihoo and jandi! ahh stupid writers. LOl
anyway im too lazy to bring up what happened just now, but it was like WTF. sammy should know. its fucking stupid, and fucking childish.

Thank you for staying by my side.

im so happy! i just saw the leaked photos of jihoo and jandi wedding. OMG are they getting married!? if yes, its the best boys before flowers ever! OMO OMO OMO!
and i cant wait for the second OST! :) its coming out on 24!



much love!

I'll mature when you look at me.

ahh. im still under the joongbo sydrome. marrying mood. LOL!
anyway korean lesson was really great. other then the fact im still alone.
i memorise the letters and numbers and this weeks lesson already:)
happy happy me.

im so bored today, so i decided to go to library tomorrow! i need to cut down on laptop time and start doing more stuff.

gonna go already, laptop dying!

We got married!

i just finished the lettuce couple cuts. so sad that they have to leave. i really hope they can get together for real. :)
im gonna slack at home for today. youtube and read. YES I READ! comics. Lol
6more episodes means 3 more weeks of boys before flowers. i cant wait for the ending:) but i bet im gonna feel empty after that. LOl cause no mroe show to chase after. nehmind still got skipbeat!

'till we both break down and cry.

happy friday the 13th people:)
baking was fun today! yummy choclate marshmellow cake:)

Sometimes when we touch, the honesty's too much.

i just finish watch like 23 episodes of we got married. so sweet. make me feel like going to get married NOW! lol. no kidding. H is damn cute i swear! hes my new craz! i wish i have a boy like him!
ahh whatever, dream on!
i know im fickleminded, comeon i have my rights to dream right!

chal-ja!

A wolf's temptation.

have any of you read a book that you would cry and smile when you are reading, and will still think about the story after you finished it?
well i just did. i must say keaitao is like that BEST author of the century! all her books are soo nice.
sorry im into books now, anyway i just finished her old books that i watched before. it was filmed into a movie. :) it was soo nice. i was like tearing and smiling like an idoit towards the end. freaking dumb i know! and the problem is i teared during the movie too!
i finished 4 books in 4 days:) additive or what! and i just found a new author. im gonna hunt for her books anotehr day at the library.

korea lessons were well okay i guess. and im gonna prcatice the way T taught me tomorrow:) after the lessons i went to visit T at the suntec conventional hall. her getup was wayy cool! Lol. BTW THE ORANGE GUYS ARE WEIRD.

Dear annabella

sorry i only saw your second tag just now:) youre welcome. im always happy to post a post or two on things that i need to explain to ignorant people that come across my blog and decide to say something not needed. and i apologise for my friends even though i know they said all those things cause they know me well enough and think that they need to stand up for me. thanks guy really love you al for that.
anyways i think you need to reflect on yourself more often. its not that you dont have an instant where you will grumble and then still do it. comeon its nature. unless you're unhumane, well then that different.
but afterall this IS my blog, so i can grumble all i want and what i want. if you have something to say, please come to my face and not tag on my board cause i dont know who are you if you do that. you can always email me if you want a one on one trash out session with me. since i dont know whats your problem with my life so i need you to make it clear for me.
im always open to suggestion from people who have them. but i normally would like it if i know who are they, or at least know their face.

im sorry you have a problem with my life, i mean maybe youre lifes too perfect to find any faults but mine has.

and thanks for coming to my blog and read about me, it seems that my life does interest some unknown people out there:)

clothes clothes and more clothes.

anyway im super satisfied with the amount of shopping ive done.
i got a adidas waffle jacket! they didnt have brown so i got white, chagiya got the brown one though. yay couple jacket! LOl
other then that i got loads of tees. i think i got like 5. thats alot. and i got many other stuff.

this is a super random post, btw my course starts tomorrow. superr excited! yayness.

I am backkkk..

hellooo earthlings! im back! it been a ride! shopped lik crazy, imagine me and my mum carrying like a BIG! bag after shopping everyday. its crazy! in total we spent like 600 sing dollars! on clothes food and transport. for 2 days okay! i can buy more its just that we cant carry more. LOL

okay so.
day1 - met a guy name joe super cute aussie. hes reading 'the hobbit'. and he identified me as non-local cause of my black but blue nails. lucky i went for a mani:) shopped. bought zero.
day2 - infiltrated into the exibition without people noticing. sound so pro. anyway went in as a vip. freaking loads of precious stones. you can just pile them togethe and bath in them. shopped bought loads.
day3 - shopping day! bought some but was super satisfied.
day4 - restt. filght home. reached at freaking 12mn! total cabb fare of the day in HK 70bucks in sing 27bucks, total 97 bucks. crazy cab fares, crazy cab rides, stupid cab uncles.

i know its gonna leave you al clueless, if you are means ive met my objectives. for more information please contact me!:)

Shopping in singapore.

anyway been going out for the past few days.
lets start with 26 march. LOl went out at 8PM. yes pm! went all the way over to siglap. campped at hkcafe and caught up with yuhan and sammy until like 12mn. we digged out alot! of juice details in each other lives. too bad tryphena wasnt there. hurhur.after that went over to pris house and stayed over for the night.
was suppose to go out with her the next day, but i decided to let her go with her 'inbetween' so i pangsehed her for good and went out with tryphena:) did my manicure while waiting for her. then we ate dinner cum lunch together. then homee~
finally a day out with pris and fel. but fel pangsehed us for a certain someone:) walked around fareast and taka. OMG the shopping in fareast is so expensive i swear! all the stuff i like are like 40 and above! how to buy. and you think far east is cheap! we stopped at taka to have our MOS BURGER! its centeries ago when i had that!

anyway im flying off in 21 hours and some minutes time. unfortunatly for annabella im still going! but i havent even packed. so im gonna spent the whole day packing my stuff:)

Dear annabella

hello annabella, even though i have no idea who you are, but i think you are kinda dumb. i dont feel like going, i dont go. hello! i have the tickets and everything already. what kinda stupid idea is that. so even though i dont feel like i will still go:) or are you jealous that im going and you cant?

Fatty-bombom.

thanks for telling me in my face that im fat and need sliming down. i know that without you telling me. and FYI youre not that thin yourself either. or may i say you are double of me?

In ruins.

whalau the more i think of it the more pissed i get. i can get so pissed until i tear. imgine that!
actually if i counted it right i will only have 1 full day of shopping, which never will come true cause my mums stamina sucks. i feel like fucking everything now. argh
let my list down my schdule okay
3march - reach at around 1pm, get out of ariport get to hotel. still got time to shop meh?
4 march - early in the morning have to go see fking extibition, waste of time. dont know if can half day. anyway after that you wear formal want to go shop meh? still have to go back change. and my hotel is like at the end of hongkong. wha great just for getting a free hotel stay i have to stay at such a hotel with GREAT location and waste a day at the exibition.
5 march - finally a whole day free for shopping. dont even know can whole day. according to my mum i think she 3-4 hours die already. WTF
6 march - have to reach the airport by 5PM, HOW TO SHOP YOU TELL ME! ya im going back on fri NOT sat! thanks for telling me yesterday mum! GREAT.

dont say its recession and if i get to go overseas it already good enough. i mean come on la. since youre already there, shop to the fullest do whatever you like, or youre just wasting the airticket am i right? and imagine, youre so excited over the whole thing, thinking that okay i cant go shopping now cause im going over to HK for 4 days of shopping, then your mum tell you eh no leiis we have this this that that, so only got like 1 day of shopping. do you feel fked up!
really dont feel like going now, seriously whats that point? take a 500plus ticket there, shop 1 day? wha damn economical lo.

Woori yeongwonhi gachi hamggeh haja!

i hate liars! if youre one you better own up and tell me what you havent told me, cause i know it already, im just keeping quiet until you tell me. lets see who will be the one who say anything first.

anyway im kinda pissed partially because of this, and cause my trip to HK is totally short! i will only have like 2 days to shop! how great!

Fickleminded-ness have to change.

ahh! i got a new baby! LOl. okay i shall name him differently okay. so i got 1 baby, 1 hubby, 1 brother from another mother and well... what should i name him? chagiya! LOl
my collection of pretty boys:)

anyway i learn another 2 lines today.
1. Lets be together forever!:)
2. ____ towards. (its helps if youre asking for direction)

I love you baby!

facial was great today. anyway i just learnt 3 lines in kor today. so i had to blog!
Lol but im not gonna teach. if you al want can ask me:)
1. To keep a lion
2. To keep a cat
3. To keep a puppy

i know its dumb, but its my first step:)
and the most important thing is, my baby taught me! Lol

Someday you will know.

yayness exams are finally the past tense. over and done with. FREEDOM!

im currently addicted to Jason Mraz ft. Colbie Caillat - Lucky freak nice song!

anyway went out with girls yesterday right after the paper. even though they made me waited for AN HOUR! i still love you. LOl.
had starbucks while waiting for the stupids and walked about, finally settled at sushi tei for dinner:) yumyum. stupid sushi tei is situated outside takashimaya and they still wanna put their address inside the directory! we walked around for like 15mintues looking like complete idoits before asking a nice lady where isit. then we finally found it! ate and gossiped and had loads of fun just enjoying each others stupid comments on our lives.
treatment today. i put the session today to give myself a treat after all the exam stress. okay i have stress okay! dont say i dont have stress. i have mental stress cause i know i dont study enough and im too lazy to study for it but i dont show it.

meeting alicia chen tomorrow! for a sercret session before i fly off.

im so sad i cant attend krystals birthday picnic before i leave, cause i think its gonna be a really fun one. so i hope everyone else will have fun on my behalf. :)

Im missing you.

just came back from grocery shopping. anyway today was quite a boring day.
suddenly had this thought. why didnt my mum send me to any courses when i was young. maybe if she did. i would had learnt dance? musical instrument? anything is fine. better then now, i know nothing.
even now when i wanted to learn a new language, she doesnt seem to support me in my decision. is this normal? i mean if my child wants to learn something, i'll be somewhat happy, and i would go out of my way to find a good teacher for him/her or at least offer to pay for the expense. at least he/she showed some interest in something.
and even now, my brother is practically at home playing games all the time. when i asked him, what do you want to learn. he was like clueless for a mintue. after like a longg wait he finally said badminton. and even so he wasnt really keen on taking it up.
i dont know, maybe kids nowadays have too many games etc to keep them occupied, rather then going out and learn something.
to me, maybe if my mum had been a little more 'kiasu' and brought me to learn stuff, i may had noticed my interet in drums and electric guitar at a much early age. or maybe even dance. i mean we absorb stuff easier when we are young right?

anyways, zara's latest collection is soo nice. is soo me! so black! so punky! so cool! i saw soo many stuff that i want. but i control. go HK then buy:)

Lucky to be in love with my best friend.

YAYNESS i got babys album! nice nice.

I kissed a girl and I liked it. The taste of her cherry chapstick.

OMG i just finished skipbeat manga! Chapter 135! i cant wait until the next.
i have so mnay things to look forward to. Skipbeat manga and anime and BBF:) yayness
last but not least 3march and sundays! im so excitedd! i think im gonna explode with excitedness? LOL

anyway job hunting was fun today, caught up abit with sammy, even though yuhan cant come due to some reasons. but we still miss her and hope everythings well and fine:)
and no outing tomorrow, i dont know what happened but ya. i guess no one actually confirmed. LOL.

And I hate that I love you so.

FINALLY MANAGEMENT IS OVER! HALELUYA!
im totally in holidays mood already! left AFA, heck la. sunday then revise:)
going out with girls tomorrow and sat! cant wait. IM A FREE WOMAN!

celebrated mels birthday today! so pictures anyone?

*ignore my fat thighs!

Feel the rush.

im so addicted to UVERworld's rush. listen to it. can destress!
im so stressed up about managment later on. its sooo crazy. i only started studying yesterday! like dman smart right. lucky teacher got spot chapters. or see how i die. anyway i spent hours yesterdat watching american idol and writing notes. and this morning like 1 hours reading through them, hoping they would gain some space in that tiny brain of mine.

wish me luck!

baby baby tell me.

babys album is coming out tomorrow! AHH! freaking excited!:)
should i buy? i hope theres poster included!

stats was alright i guess, passble but not ace-able. nehmind. i didnt put in much work anyways.

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELISSA HENG! im gonna sing you a korean birthday song tomorrow. LOL i forgot to do that today. :)
be happy youre the first one okay!

Tears roll down my cheeks even before you said Goodbye.

i fking hate my brother, guess what he just told my mum.
-im gonna sleep like a baby today.
WTF hellooo! earth to human! how fking old are you? grow up! fking childish, i can fking kill him.
just now when i was like stoning, my mum called me, he was like wha even not playing computor also cannot hear mummy calling you ar.
WTF fking sarcastic can! gayshit. hes even worst then me, who does he think he is talking to me like that. fking anonnying. FK. im fking pissed now.
im fking saying so many fk now and i still feel that its not fking expressing my fked-up-ness. imagine how fking pissed i am now. ya like FK!

okay, enough with the fking.
econs paper yesterday was a breaze. hope i can get an A. im quite confident of tomorrows stats paper. just the management paper that im dreading. thursday is DA day! and after that, im freeeeee.
i wanna go out. but everyone seems busy. ask people out, all not free. guess im the only one in the whole world who has nothing better to do. should had just get a guy and pass my time.

You keep playing me like a fruit machine.

HAPYY VDAY PEOPLE!
to all single and non-single people. i think most of you al had enjoyed your day!

spent my day quite wisly i think. went to do my secret. then went over to big splash for the flea market at 2. meet tryphena there, helpped her with some stuff. left my stuff for her to sell for me tomorrow:)
stayed until 6? ate sushi tei! yumyum. mummy came to pick me up. so while waiting i walked around for abit, and bought a bag for 16 bucks! suchasteal right! im quite happy today. all in all i spent 350bucks and its all worth it. i ate i bought and i ~.
happy happy me its a treat for myself this vday.

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Aligo olio in da house! yum-yum!

the reason for this post is just to tempt you al:)

i need a life. i cant stop waking up early. i wanna wake up late, but i cant!
i wake up early and stone at my maid until like 11 then i'll come online, then bloody msn will not work yadayadayada.
this daily cycle sucks to the core. once exams are over im gonna go out and really enjoy myself, i dont care. cause its exams i cant go out, i'll end up feeling guilty for not studying, and not enjoy myself. stupid study week.
i cant wait for tomorrow though, ive studied my econs and stats already, so im guilt free and of to see my girls:)
and of course do soemthing else which i will not reveal until well ive completed it:) and only yuhan and a few other people know. so if you do SHUTUP. kidding!

hey ive hidden myself from society for like this whole week kay! no seeing of friends no going out and no stepping out of the house. just notes notes and more notes. give me some credit! even though most of the time was spent stoning, online and irritating my maid. at least i forced myself to study!
fyi, i dont even do my tutorials. i think its a miricle that i can stil remember what the lectuer said. i may sound slacky to you, trust me im worst then slacky. im beyond cure. im like the laziest bitch on earth! and im study (not) my butt of for this exams. :)
i just hope i pass, and get some As.

ps. the birds outside my window are fking annoying me.

that was just an emo post:) im fine now.

Sashibuli.

its been a long time since i feel like this. actually not so long.:)
do i really know you? or we just went our seperate ways?
i dont think we are the same anymore. you may not know who you are you may. i dont care.
isit the distance or the time? or is it just the lack of interest in each others life, maybe you have too many people in your life whatsoever. maybe you dont even come anymore. i dont know.
maybe we were never that close in the first place, but i just want to ask, is our r/s that weak. i thought we were more, i thought we were better. but i guess not.
its okay, i have new people in my life too, maybe its better this way, maybe i dont need you anymore.
i realise in this post, i have alot of maybe. cause im not sure of what the future holds, but i hope we just dont regret what we do.

love, me.

let's attend the midnight ball.

babys mini album is coming out in feb!:) yayness.
gonna go flea at ecp on vday with yuhan and try, sell my stuff at trys booth. do come down and buy stuff kay!
before that im gonna go do something:) shh.. secret.

anyway finished econs today and started abit on stats.

mummy say maybe i can go hongkong! :) shopping~

my maid was scaring me with the thoughts of stomach cancer yesterday. cause im having MOST of the syptoms. i was burst out laughing LOL.
okay im weird. whatever
anyway they all stopped today, so thank god:)

werid people should die! chu-kahae!

Sin it like an angel.

skip beat is like the best anime alive! i cant wait for the next episode la! i wish i could just run out and gte the whole comic set. but no! i have exams coming up. shit!

Very first day!

yes today is the first day of study week. anddd i manage to study!! three cheers for me!
i did first 6 chapters of microeconomics kay! easy la. LOL the behind ones are the tough ones.
gonna continue tomorrow. i already have my study plan, so that i can got out on vday with a peace of mind:)

vday with girls, and sammys mummy, heard that shes gonna bring us DRINKING! yayness!

babys band got a new album coming out and the newest MV is out. freak sexy, even though i think his hair abit cock up but hes still my baby. <3

watched first 7 episodes of boys before flowers(kor):) nice nice!
kimbum! and ji hoo? i forgot his real name. LOL

Pretty please, with a lipstick on top.

shopping with mummy is a sucess today. no quarrels in the middle of shopping. at city plaza. dont under estimate people who shop there. things there are definatly NOT cheap. freak expensive. bought 2 tops and 1 jacket and 2 pairs of shoes. mummy paid for everything, but i did give her 50 bucks. we spent a total of 170! in like 1-2 hours! she bougth a pair of pants!

i dont know why am i going shopping when im not even going to lesson for next week. and we cant dress up for exams right! LOL.

i didnt dream of baby yesterday:(

pictures from the last presentation!

baby baby tell me.

yuanlin did something weird but exciting today. i ran barefooted to school:)
cause i was late to meet my group, 40mins late. and today was presentation, so i had heels on. imagine running in heels.
i walked really fast in heels until i reach my school. then i took of my heels and started to walk even faster. hey i walk past a canteen for gods sake, embrassing. LOl but damn exciting! you al should try it out one day.

presentation was great today, we had last mintue corkups but still manage to pull through:)

study week next week = no school! = no lessons = waking up late = sleep late:)

YAYNESS!
i shall update pictures later on!

'Dreams are the opposite of reality.' they say.

okay its one of those rare moments that i woke up and remember my dreams and liked it
so im gonna blog it. since i woke up early today, for i dont know what reason. and i dont feel so tired that i have to crawl back under my covers:)

enjoy!

its started on a beach or a coast, its definatly not in singapore. but i dont know where.
baby and i were working in a resturant along that beach. it was unusually small. like only a mini cart where the chefs cook inside the kitchen and people can only takeaway. weird i know.
at first we were working together at the back. like packing food and making the boxes for the food. then suddenly they pulled me to the front to serve the customer, and made baby go to the raw food section.
after work was done, baby and i was suppose to go see fireworks. romantic right! but somehow he was unhappy cause well i was chatting with some other guy i cant remember. so when we walked over to him (me and the other guy and some other random people i cant remember)
FYI cause hes been working with raw food, he stinks and hes shirt is like partially wet, when i touched him i kinda got a piece of salmon stuck on my palm, so i was annoying him to make him take that salmon away, raw food is gross!
anyways i said baby lets go, i was intending for us to go only cause work was over. he was so angry he took this plate with octopus on top.
up till now i think you all might think that hes gonna throw the octopus on the guy, but no!
that plate was kinda sharp, so he was like hurting himself. then he walked away, duh of cause i hurried after. then when he put down the plate at i dont know where, hes fingers were like damn red and swollen. then i started crying, we hugged. and we were like squatting down on the floor, i dont know what kinda weird position is that. lol!

then i woke up.

okay this is like the second time i dreamt of this exact same thing, okay not exact i changed clothes. LOL but the point is it seems so familar. im sure many of you say i think of baby too much, but please im too busy doing projects and worring about presentation to think about baby.
its weird but i like the dream.
and throughout baby didnt talk, i mean even if he did i wont understand right. LOL

gonna go get ready for class now

and we moved on.

my brothers damn funny. no offense to any obama supports, my brothers just a dumbtenyearold.

mum- obama is the first black president of america
brother - then he must be sunburnt!

LOL wtf!

anyway last presentation tomorrow, did our ass of today just for sharepoint!
guess what i have to wear i dress tomorrow. thanks to my group of ladies. or else i'll be the odd one out. i was thinking of wearing my new top. but..nehmind. another day perhaps.

Love like oxygen

back from my first facial treatment. it was painful. i shall not elaborate on that:) imagine ya.
i wonder if i would scare off people who havent tried facial before. LOl beware~

anyway i didnt something real embrassing and bad on my way to the bus interchange to take a bus home. you know the vegetable they put on the floor for the lion dancer to grab with their lion head mouth. i kinda kicked it away. LOL i hope they dont have bad business cause of me.
i mean i dont have 4 eyes you know. try putting a huge sign there that says 'There's vegetables here dont step' maybe i'll notice it next time.

two more days till the last presentation, im kinda happy with what we did:)
tweleve more days to exams. im totally UNhappy with what i did so far. cause i did NOTHING.

ohya and my management project group got like the only A in our class for our project, are we the greatest or what! like that i can be assured i cant fail my management too bad. :)

Boy, i love your style, love your smile. Wish that you can be only mine.

AH! babys damn cute. i can literally drool over him kay. kawaiii. LOL
okay i sound like some crazy stalker.

anyway halfway done with sharepoint. presentation this friday. cant wait, gonna wear my new formal top:)

exams are cominggg. like zommm. damn fast. study weeks next week. sucks.
and facial treat tomorrow:)

sarangun hajimayo

AHH. i wanna get a coach wallet. i bet its gonna be damn common, cause its the vday collection, and guys have no new ideas so they rather get something like a wallet for their girls and coach is a common girls brand, its cant go wrong buying coach stuff. AHHH. whyeee.

babys band gonna have new album:) babys my new idol, but im not gonna say out the name. LOL shhh..

and i cant wait for my hair to grow grow and grow. i finally found a hairstyle that i like. its SOMETHING like bangs BUT NOT.

i swear my maid damn funny la!
today is the sky god? birthday, so have to pray. then i was praying my mum was at the side, telling me pray to pass exam, be more filial all those crap, then after i pok the 'xiang' i went to my kitchen. my maid was like, 'pray yuanlin to get a bf soon'. LOL i was like WTF! this kinda thing also can pray one ar! burst out laughing can!

my brother also freaking funny can! he made me literally spilt out water when i was drinking. imagine those comedy sitcom kinda spilt. LOL. i cant explain what he did, but his actions were like LOL!!

Baby you will see.

town with mummy, went for a classic medi today. guess what colour? BLACK! duh.
bought a black ring. like finally.
i feel damn black now, so cool eh? LOl
ate dintaifung, mummys treat. then she gave me 60bucks of isetan voucher. so tempted to just go get mac stuff. can i? maybe i should:)

cousins at the house now, i cant say at my house cause its not my house. sad life. anyway im like sitting on the couch with my laptop, totally ignoring them. i know its rude but still.. i have nothing, null, absoultly nothing to say to them. i dont feel connect now, so. talk to my hand.

been doing notes on facebook, its so cool. LOL when youre bored you should try, quite fun:)

Once upon a dream, you and me.

personal homepage is finally over and done with. i was soo nervous la. it was embrassing!
i spent like 10plus bucks on cab today. and i used a freaking stupid excuse to convince myself it was okay. cause my bus concession ended, so i figured it doesnt make much of a difference if i take cab. secondly, today is friday and its 30. so after today i will get my new allowance, and im left with molah. so its doesnt matter. STUPID RIGHT!

gonna go shopping with mum tomorrow at isetan scotts, and then hopfully dintaifung! then sunday family gathering at my uncles. i skipped this weeks one so i guess i have to go to this sundays. urghh.

this guy is like the hottest in american idol so far! doesnt he look abit like david cook?

cuteness eh?

anyway random but i think i spoilt my voice, i cant really sing now. fk