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Funny how the smallest things in life actually matters so much. so dont give promises you cant keep, you dont know how much a simple promise matters to another. dont make them have expectations just to put them down. it hurts.
its only times like this that you find the only comforting place in the whole house is the bathroom, where you can just stand there, let the water run and for a moment, time stops for you.

Dont tell me i have everything, cause i have nothing.

Baby, its now or never!

its another long weekend:) and Great Singapore Sales is here. have to start shopping soon! went to town with mum yesterday and i was so tempted to get a Burberry bag! but i didn't. so mum said i can go on a spree on intimates later on today:)

i kinda finished up all my projects, they all just needs minor adjustments and additions onto them. so i guess im free to go shopping soon! but there's still 2 tests coming up. next week and next next week, then its the HOLIDAYS! can't wait~

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projects are starting to pile up ONCE again. today is another Friday off from school, cause its GRADUATION! next year it'll be my turn. wonder how it feels like.

totally have no mood whatsoever to do any thing today. feel like just stoning the time away, i think thats what i'll do:) finish 1 book this morning already!

the day before was my RWS interview. hope i get it! we'll only know after 3-4 weeks. nervous much! i hope i get to work at the ticketing or the operating attractions department! no sweeping floor please, and no children's corner i'll literally die/rot there.

Credited to deviantart!

i hate going to your blog. cause it reminds me how far behind i am in your life. it makes me feel like a part of your past when i still want you in my present.
as time passes we found out that friendship is a fragile thing. its never gonna go back to being, you saying 'don't friend you already' one moment and us holding hands and apologizing the next. i guess its a process of growing up, people do grow apart. but still, imu. and i hope you do so too.

forever and ever<3

school finally started. the first week had past. it was well, boringg. the only good news was we will only have 3 exams this semester! awesome-ness or what?!

BUT we have 8 mods with TONS of projects. i can feel the stress piling up already.

we had our first friday off. so i went out! it was great! shopping, eating and clubbing. like finally a fun day! thanks to all those people who were there. but i know most probably no one will be reading this:(

ohya! and happy mummy's day to all females out there. we all know we are gonna be a mom one day. it sucks, i know. imagine our kids giving us as much crap as we are giving to our mums. deadmeat. went shopping with my mum and that annoying brat today. it was fun somehow:) but super tiring and torturing thanks to the muscle ache i've got.

and i found out that there is this CHOCOLATE buffet at Fullerton Hotel every Friday and Saturday! i should go one day. but first DIET! :)

fel babe, i hope you're feeling better now. you'll most probably won't see this but i'll just type it out anyways. i don't know how to help you feel better and i'm not good at saying out how i feel, but if you want to go crazy or just want company i'm there for you, cause that's the only way i know. we're all there for you when you need someone, in our own ways, so you don't need to suffer alone.

ilu, even if you wont ever know.<3