okay. happy new years eve everyone. hope you al have a better new years eve then me. i bet you do. dont lie to my face.
anyway staying at home isnt the only or best option i have right now. but lets say i prefer to be where i am now.
new year is coming up, time to write up the list that everyone writes but not all fulfill.
YES! im talking bout the New Year Resolutions!


1. I hope my special someone can find me. cause im so tired looking for you.
2. I hope i can score better in acadamics and sports.
3. I hope i can stop being lazy. which is next to impossible.
4. I hope i can get more money this cheena new year.
5. I hope the economy can pick up soon, so i can get a new house, a newly decorated (by me) bedroom and of course go to HK or japan for hols. cause im so sick of msia.
6. I hope my 18th birthday will come SOON, and then time will freeze for me.
7. I hope life gets better for me. cause it sucks now.
8. well i haven decide yet, but theres plenty more i suppose. so lets leave it a an open ended list:)

School's in.
anyway schools starting tomorrow. and today was boringg.
reached home at 8. bathed and stuff then slept until 12. went out with family.
i had 2 great buys today though. bought 2 small bottle perfume:)
Gucci by Gucci and Emporio Armani Diamonds for men.
okay i know im weird but i love mens perfumes okay. i lovee dunhill. and my aunts gonna pass me a whole sample set of mens perfume soon. i cant wait!
gonna use EAD tomorrow. LOVELY!

hello people.
ive had like 5 hours of sleep. and WL match for today is cancelled.
gonna go great world city later, then peoples park to get mini presents:)
school starts tomorrow. boohoo.
im still freaking tired!

its bout going to 5 in the morning and im still online! im at tryphena's house now. so i guess i wont be able to head down for winter league later on. cause i need to go home and get some sleep. gonna cab home first thing after the midnight surcharge is gone. okay im a cheapo:) had loads of fun catching up with the people just now. we "bbq"ed until quite late, then we started playing indian poker. okay i shall not elaborate on the forfeits? and stuff. but pictures will soon be post up on facebook. dont omg me when you see them. they are just forfeits? okay! im damn shag now. but 1 hour of sleep is crappy, so i shall entertain myself until 6plus before i cab home later on. ja-nai!

This is love, right? just finish watching another korean movie. i swear koreans really know how to make people cry like a baby. 'A millionaire's first love.' okay i know im slow. its really nice movie if you wanna cry and be touched. anyway staying over at tryphena's house tomorrow:) winter league? see how. shit im slacking of frisbee.

boy: Do you know why guys close their eyes when they kiss?
girl: Cause they are be-dazzled.
boy: You know for that moment i closed my eyes, i missed you.

hey people. cause ive been slacking off at home for the past few days. i manged to finally finish my animes:) i finished inuyasha, the freaking 167 episodes and super niceee vampire knights. and today i found more jdrama to go crazy bout. i finished 1 today. you guys have to watch it. its not romance but bout the bullying etc in school. freaking addictive. i finished it at one shot okay! http://www.mysoju.com/life go try it!

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL JOLLY FELLOWS!

boring christmas eve, boring christmas day.
im asking my mum to bring me to vivo tomorrow for big time shopping. hope theres no crowd so i can do my shopping:)
rested at home for the past few days, really feel better. and saved money:)

anyway wish everyone a better christmas then me!

I finally created Facebook account! happy chen yuhan?!
anyway i was at home the whole day. and nope, no training for me tomorrow. gotta stay at home and rest. or i will never get my voice back!

these are some of the better pictures of me at the ulti xmas party:)

skipped winter league again:(
i hope i can catch up, plus theres double header tday!
i totally lost my voice! LIKE CANT TALK.

i seriously hate favoritism. okay really random. but i really wanted to cry when i watch nanny 911 just now. its heartbreaking to see a mother actually being nicer to one then the other. okay, its stupid cause i bet no one ever wanted to cry watching nanny 911, but seriously. its heartbreaking.

i f-ing hate to talk to my mum la! esp when my voice is like that. she still makes me wanna scream my lungs out! ASKING F-ING STUPID QUESTIONS.

hello people. im finally online after 431647832794821days. okay actually only 3, but it feels so long. had party after party this week.

first on thurs, class xmas party. stayed over at jon's. went home at 9 in the morning.
next in friday, outing with the girls in the afternoon. had sushi tei:) then rushed to ulti's xmas party. partied until like 3 in the morning. my thighs are like dying now. went home at 7 in the morning.
then, this morning. went out at like 10 plus was kinda late for a 'talk'. then back home to sleep at around 12plus. fell sleep until 7plus just now.

okay i spend like 40bucks on cab fares this week going from parties to parties to home. vice versa. i have to save, so i shall camp at home for awhile.
having severe sore throat now. after severe lack of sleep. i hope it helps me cut fats. LOL

Picture time!

these are the presents:)

at sushi tei.

the rest of the pictures will be updated soon!

I know its kinda late, but happy birthday.

once again, i wanna thank
chen yuhan, HD's sean, bryan.w, janet.t, darren, huat, tryphena, aetti, DARYL CHIA THYE LOON, josephine, melissa.h, shaun.m, xiao lun, ray, clement.l, mckenny, AAKASH, tania, weekwan, joan, krissa, samantha.k, dougles, wilson, fel, jimson, kennth.c, bryan.n, heng, xinghuei, michelle, adam, ming yong, grace, huitien, moe, baizurah, sean.t, bevan, hazel, nick, priscilla.s, cheryl.l, melissa.t, cass, jiamin.t, jiazhen, eric, eli, alan, liang hong and many others:)
for making my day.


for those that are not mention, i think is just that you cant find your name:)

happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me~~
happy birthday to me:)

okay finally im 17 and so is daryl chia thye loon and so is aakash? and so is geng hao and many more people:)
my mum's 48! OLD:X

for once CHEN YUHAN IS FIRST! OMG.
followed by..
HD's sean
bryan.w
janet.t
darren
cousin
tryphena
aetti
DARYL CHIA THYE LOON
josephine
melissa.h
shaun.m
xiao lun
ray
clement.l
mckenny
AAKASH
tania
weekwan

all these wishes came in before 12.30. you people are sure on time man:)
love you all! i cant wait for my next birthday though!

分手還沒有說淚就先流

yes im back. so fast? well LIKE I HAVE A CHOICE!.

i spend like less then 300 not counting hotel and food expenses. thats pathetic. i only got 2 tops and other misc stuff. even my mom got more stuff then me!
okay i'll be 17 in 30mins?:)

im gonna save this weeks allowance and get present for myself.

maybe im going shopping on my own tomorrow. get some last minute stuff. or maybe not. see how i feel when i wake up.
gonna get some beauty sleep:)

annoyechumuseyo~

With nothing but your t-shirt on.

msia in less then 24hours:)
birthday in less then a week:)
how exciting is that.

no actually. im feeling super sick now. seriously! waking up today was a bad choice. i just feel like lying on my bed the whole day. my throat feels funny. i hope it'll subside soon. and my nose is really weird. i have to wear a jacket and hide under a blanket for gods sake. bad, reall bad. since its the hoildays i shall let it pass, and hope it will too.

There's nowhere i rather be.

finally everythings settled.
monday-wednesday m'sia:)
thursday shopping with bitch then class xmas party:)
friday ulti xmas party?

i cant wait for th shopping i can do in m'sia!
but i cant be at SK tomorrow for frisbee. so means my name will be off the list. i hope i can catch up and get on the list again. i mean thats the only thing i can acheive in ulti at least. and i think my stamina is getting worst i hope i can really improve:(

anyway im getting heavier. OMG fatssss.

This world without you trembles in the dark

hello! its my birthday and i have to ask people out. okay thats how pathetic my life is. fly away people. have fun. its okay, just another normal day anyway. im gonna just be like 17? its not like its a 18. i hope it'll be better next year. cause this year just sucks. everythings messed up. i dont know when im going i dont know when im coming back. i dont even kow if i have the time to do my shopping there. why because my mum is busy. whao! big deal. fine. bye
and stop annoying me. you yes you. shut up!

All these time i was looking for love at all the wrong places.

finally last day of school tomorrow! is this great or what?! okay its just 2 weeks, but its 2 weeks!! anyway finish with projects and stuff. omg i rock la! LOl

anyway malaysia here i come. okay i dont know when i will go, but i will soon i think.

6 more days to my birthday! hinthint. i want presents kay:) i know its the thought that counts, but you know people just say that. i want presents! LOL

christmas parties~~ i dont know if im going to the frisbee one still, if im going then i'll just buy at the door i guess.

beware, cause karmas a bitch.

today was fabulous! NOT.
had to play 2 games with no subs, the best part is i had cheese cake and milk in the morning. stomach problems, but we have noo subs so i had to like play on with my stomach feeling like~~.
played really badly, seriously like shit. i can just kill myself now. idk why am i feel so lertagic? today. i hope i can at least lose some weigh with today intensive games.
anyway lunch and presents from nick tomorrow:) cant wait, my first birthday gift okay, its early but:) its still a gift. hope we get to eat fish and co.

All i want for christmas is you.
just came back from a long busy day. not that busy actually. went to accompany tania to frisbee meeting this morning/afternoon. it was longggg as hell man, seriously. but i got to see and know so much more about frisbee. good, bad? my butt was numb after 2plus hours of sitting there and hearing people talking about ultimate player association(UPA).
after that cab over to suntec to meet the bitches-sammy. she was late la! we went to eat ichiban-BOSHI. not sushi kay is boshi. sounds familar? hiroshi chee boshi.
camwhored a little:) bought cheese cake slacked at mac then headed home, cab again. OMG i spent like 50plus today?!
and i bought the christmas exchange presents, its stupid but fun:) guess guess.
WL tomorrow hope i can still run with my round belly. LOL

p.s the cheese cake at ichiban is ichiban! you have to try it, or you'll die of regret!

sayonara~

OMG im getting fatter! okay random post but whatever. my blog!

lifes a bitch.

hello people. pardon me for ranting. im quite low now.
freaking bad day today. effing pissed at myself. icas flunked. frisbee not good, not good at all.

why am i not sports incline and not studies incline too? okay you may say people are born the same everyone has to learn how to walk before they run. then why are there geniuses? sports is a killer to me. i mean no matter how hard i try i just dont seem to catch up. volleyball to frisbee. effed up. okay for studies maybe im just lazy and i dont listen, but i am i lazy on sports? i think i have my days, but isnt that normal.

i think if my life is written down in a book, itll be a series of unfortunate events season 2, and it will have a whole collection.

im feeling like crap now.
bye

hello my to be lover, are you there?

its byebye family in an hours time! and hello freedom.
anyway countdown 16 days to my birthday:) so excited la!
tomorrow have 2 ica and i havent even finish studying any. great job! after tomorrow then left 2 more projects to go. easy life here i come:)
i cant wait for hoildays:)

You know I love you when my eyes turn into hearts, and I keep smiling non-stop when you're around me.

anyway thats for that special someone that will never know he is that special someone. mysterious? yes:)

Winter league starts tomorrow, cant wait to see my team mates havent even seen a single one of them at all. expect for my buddy hazel duh!
just came back from AMK hub grocery shopping. bought stuff that will last me and my maid for a whole week without my family. we gonna plan our own menu. YAYNESS. actually im gonna plan it, picky eater? yes:)
spent the whole day watching anime, cant be bothered to study for POM. stupid subject, i dont see any use in it. okay i do see, but i just refuse to admit it. LOL i just did. stupid me.

ive been called simple minded by a sausage!:)

byebye im off to hug a bomb. LOL

finally got my blazer:) satisified? well yes and no. but its a great buy.
chinatown is a great place. seriously we should shop there once in a while. great buys and all. its like haji lane. more and more cool new shops are setting up there.
anyway WL coming up:) yayness.
watching ghost whisperer now:)

forgive me for ranting.
im not being emo, its just random thoughts.

have any of you actually thought of why are we born? i mean we do die once our life ends and everything we experience and felt all come to an end. sorry but i dont believe in after-life, heaven or hell. but if these really happen, then i think i will go to hell anyway.
some people say we are born to meet our other half, some say we are born to redeem ourself. what do you think?
if its to meet my other half, i wanna shout out to him or maybe her depends if i will turn gay or not. please come meet me soon. im so bored with a life without you. if i am to redeem myself of my sins, well i think i created more sins then redeem them.
i seriously think life is a waste of time. we live by everyday and then we die. i mean whats the point. people that remember us will die too. usless you are so great that everyone remembers you, like erm hitler or lance armstrong. okay bad examples but still you get my point.
so what is your purpose in life? well, im still looking for mine. but i hope it comes up soon.

another random thought came up when i was bathing.
where did human come from? i mean some people say we evolve from apes, but seriouly if we really were evolved from apes then why are there still apes around, wont all of them evolved already?
and if i came from my parents their parents came from their parents and so on so forth. then the cycle never ends. so who actually is the start?
god? i dont know. but thats the only explaination that i cannot argue even though i dont believe it. i mean, theres alot of kinda god. i use to think, if there alot of god, do they all share the same heaven? or maybe they are all the same, but different people just call them different names.

okay its getting abit far of and too deep for some simplton. so thats all for the long and thoughful post. once again, im not being emo. just some thoughts i wanna get out of my head.

2a.m and the rain is falling

here we are at the crossroads once again.

this has been ringing in my head for like a week already! and just nice a few days ago judy was going through the exact same song. what can i say great mind thinks alike:)

anyway today was a normal day. tomorrow will be a fun one. going out with mummy to make my blazer, then have my favvv oneton noodle!
ive been super high these few days, ask tania and the girls. idk why but just highest spasm i guess. LOL
anyway im looking forward o the holidays. malaysia and birthday.
hmph..should i post my birthday wishes so you al can get them for me:) LOL

I fking hate you. stupid a-hole.

hello people.
its been 2 days since i watched a single episode of drama. acomplishment? yeah great one too!
skipped training yesterday and today for project. and i must say im quite happy with myself. i almost finish my eng outline and html shit, stats is well on the way. busy but satisfied, missed the match though:(
but WL here i come! i need to improve so badly it hurts. im so stagnent at this stage. so embarassing to see everyone else improving. hopefully through WL i can catch up.

whole family is gonna go on a cheena trip without me starting monday. its not that im sad, actually im not sad at all:) i mean i dont wanna risk having stomach problems, not when WL, holidays and most importantly birthday coming up! so yeah, just hope they dont too. cross fingers! so its gonna be me and my maid for 7days. YAYNESS!

i need to take more pictures, i realise its been a long time since i took a decent picture. so birthday post is gonna be flooded with pictures i hope:)

anyway gotta go do my project. ja-na~

finally finish hana kimi japan. sooo much nicer then taiwan version! like by miles.
kawaii desoui?

anyway projects and projects! piling up like crazy. omg i think i have to skip wed training to do the stupid html project:(

omg useless project.

and icas today was okay i guess. and more to come next week and next next week.

pray hard for me people

ja-nai

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANET TAU MEI YAN!
i have known you less then one year but we definately? bonded.
frisbee was the start of our friendship and i know it wont be the end:)
hope you have a wonderful day today. i wish you al the best in studies and of course frisbee WL.
love you! <3

Finally got my phone back! LIKE WHOA! my contacts al poof vanished! so people tell me your numbers yeah.
anyway celebrated Janet tau meiyan's birthday together with the frisbee people today:)
had sushi buffet but i only ate 1 plate of sushi. i did eat 6 plates of fried toufu and 4 plates of fried ebi and alot of other stuff:) yummy!

watched wild child after that!

emma robert is like the hottest girl alive la!! i mean just check her out! hotness or what?!

got really addicted to saying a-hole after that:)

then squeezed like 10 people including alvin into his car! omg imagine how cram. went to pennisula? to get sauages shoes. we nice people yeah:)

went to some where inside city hall where alot of people dance and watched them while the others played frisbee. cool moves they got!

at home tomorrow? or pick up?

humpppp..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE! tryphena lim wan xin.
ilu so much la. but theres another person that loves you more. i wish you and him more happiness then anyone in this world. dont give up on something so precious kay:)
we have to meet up soon. miss you!

before i forgot!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KRISSA.
you know you will be loved forever and ever. and you will be missed no matter where you are. our friendship transcends time and space:) LOL chim chim eh?
i hope you have a wonderful day cause todays your special day.
happy 18 my dear. words can explain how much i miss you and your sarcasm.

finally finish the whole series of hana yori dango. that includes the movie:)
im stil bumpped about the fact that rui didnt end up with her.

sweet eh? jealous much?
i think i got something wrong. i always like those that dont end up with the female lead.
weird eh?

but whatever. sushi tomorrow:)

Updated.


just finished hana yori dango returns. cool or what eh? freaking nice show. so much nicer then taiwan version by 123456789times!
oguri shun! so addicted to him la! OMG CAN! kawaiii!


so princey! -goes all stary eyes:)



anyway my phones ready for collection! fast or what? samsung the best la! anyway i cant get a new phone for myself, but nehmind after 1more year? i wanna get f480 or omnia:) or maybe the armani phone is cheap i wanna get it:) okay im greedy. cant blame me for that!

wha damn good lo. i did my extensions like how many days only?! 2bunch drop already! WTF.
nehmind next up blue!:)

ja-na

i am so in love with samsung F480, Omnia and the giorgio(?) armani phone! omg. but i have to settle with LG viewty. nehmind i can change my phone again next year:)

anyway i am in need of a blazer! i saw one at POA freaking cost 200plus. then i saw this briefcase, freaking nice, cost like 300plus, i wanna get a briefcase la. as my new school bag:) like
those they bring in japan. cool eheh?

training sucked BIG TIME today. wasnt my best. felt like a bitch, am a bitch. and ended up being emo.
okay random post.
gonna fix my phone and get a new one tomorrow. thats probably the best thing that could ever happen to me this week.
bye

hello people!
currently at POM tut now. seriously zzzZZZZzzzz~
anyway training later,
and im gonna go fix my phone tomorrow. i can get to chose a new phone!:) im thinking samsung i450 live loud edition red. COOL? idk leiis.

poly life is crap. slacking while all the stuff pile up behind me. im currently closing both eyes. ICAs starting next week. projects dueing soon. i am so dead.

byebye tania! and i miss krissa!

Hello people.
my phone officially died today. so sorry if you cant contact me.

anyway finished absoulte bf:) freaking cried man! i love jdrama. cause they are so short. i can like finish 1 in 2 days or so. watching hana yori now. so much nicer then the taiwan version la!

anyway got to go.
ja-nai

okay i am officially addicted to Gokusen! i want the whole set of comics for my birthday la! but its not completed yet. im gonna bug my dad whe he comes back to go m'sia so i can have my comic spree.
i finished the dramas and anime of Gokusen. freaking niceeee.
anyway tons of projects and everything coming my way.

ohya guess what! my birthday, everyones like going overseas la! :( poor me.

WTF is wrong with friendster! im freaking pissed.
wth i have 44 friends? OMG the maintance is like shit lo. might as well dont do that!
now all my contacts gone!

hellooo
yesterday was a BLAST! and fel didnt suspect a thing!
i shall not rat on anyone, but somebody got so dead drunk it was hilarious! :)
me and fel was like the last two standing. OMG can!

went to city plaza at around noon. and i did purple extensions! great impluse. i love it la! and i manage to talk fel into doing the same colour as me. she look freaking hot now. woots woots.

anyway pickup tomorrow? feel like reading gokusen and skip beat comic:)
ja-nai

watched madagascar today! cute, but quite lame.

anyway i finished Gokusen3 this morning! KAWAIII

ohmygosh, i think im hooked on jdrama! the guys are like wooooootss. :)

okay im off to hunt for more jdrama to watch!

ja-nai

just finishing watching Gokusen 1 and 2. now watching 3.
freaking nice and inspiring? show. a must watch!

and isnt he cute! hes like only 1 year older then me! and maybe some of you find him familar, hes the main actor of koizora:) KAIWAII!





anyway im off to dinner:)

ja-na!

Yesterday was a great day:) -winks

okay anyway training with acjc people today. met some really cool new peeps. and i have a 'twin'. her name is yan lin. how cool is that?! okay i sound dumb.
training started off dreadful, cause of 'ahem'. dont worry its not a person. then it turned out fun. had go to and hucking drills, and some formation thingy. lastly games!! ohya theres freaking pt today. and no its not stationary. we have to run like 3 rounds, which is 1.2 after training. okay i shall not complain. anyway i suck, i got like 7mins and 4seconds? argh my muscles are gonna die soon! its so huge its f-ugly!

anyway medora sucks! shes so rude, like OMG. anyway im gonna have speech tomorrow and the only thing im excited about is that im gonna get to wear my new heels:) yay!

i wanna watch madagascar2!

well, life sucks.
Ima total emo bitch today. and i dont know why. great!
theres a dumb presentation tomorrow about indonesia -.-
and i cant wait for saturday! im gonna party like mad!

okay this is a random post.

its been 10 days or so? please grow up!

Ima bitch. and i love it.

i think my brother should know when to shout his mouth.
hes being too smart-mouthed for his age. its freaking pissing me off.
its like he just learnt how to talk and he keeps yapping on and on. showing off how good his barney style english is. OMG just shout up.

happy halloween people!
today will be a boring day. im in stats lecture now. imagine that!

no party no nothing. BORRINGG.

today was a fantastic day!
saw all my eyecandies:)

anyway caught 'the coffin' with frisbee peeps. so not scary. DO NOT WATCH! i mean you can if you want. but i dont think its worth the money.

day2

you are sucha bitch at times. i feel sorry for you.

the worst thing is i actually skipped training to do my work and you f-ing hell come and accuse me of not doing my work?!
well thanks!

sammy guess what. wait for me kay babe! when i actually have the abilty to start working and get paid well. im definatly moving out with you:)

Like a shout through an empty sanctuary.

training was fun:) i was fairly happy of my performance today. cause i felt that i really gave in more then normal.
score some missed some corked up some.
we lose anyway, but i felt what was missing was the trust. i know im bad, but at least give me some benefit of the doubt. it'l work out fine. but whatever, whats overs over:)
have so many stuff to do! so many debts to pay. :(

why am i still at home? hmph.. good question. let me ponder bout it.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JO!

OMG isnt she the hottest girl alive! i'll turn lesbian for you any day. LOL

okay anyway the past 2days were family outing day. didnt do anything much.

shopped at orchard with mummy, bought a pair of zara jeans and p&b top:) then ate our favvvv wanton noodle!! then today went jogging with my bro and mummy at some godforsaken place! OMG i did like 10km man!

going out tomorrow, i guess with pris or jo?

maybe with pris then jo.

OMG hsm3 is out tomorrow! i wanna watch it soo much. cause of the songs la!

'now or never' is like the most addictive song ever! love it soooo much.

outing with girls today! super happy, we have not met for like 5474368481034489 years! finally i cant find a time that fits everyone. well not everyone!
anyway thanks yuhan for treating me sakae:) i did pay abit lo. LOL
and omg the books and the super nice pen you bought from hk! i will use it!:)

too bad try busy with her stuff. even sammy could come out! shame on you la!:X

okay soundcards tomorrow. and i have a 3min speech. -.-
im gonna die there!

im feeling damn stupid now. i dont understand a single shit bout the internet shit thing. and i have no clue about microecons. i am so not an econs person.
and my first ica is this friday, about the internet shit. YAY! im gonna flunk it with flying colours:D

woke up early in the morning. like 10:)
went to fortunATE with mummy arsehole and gran to eat brunch. finally satisfied my cravings for small dragon bun! the bill actually amounted to like 70 plus! OMG. i rather go eat buffet la.
okay good idea i feel like eating buffet now:D
okay i seriously grew fatter, LIKE ALOT cause i keep eating this few days. LIKE PIG EH?
school tomorrow again, suprisingly i finsih my tutorials:) cause the cher very fierce la.

I FEEL FREAKING LIKE 100KG:(

i have this sudden urge to go for a halloween party!


this costume is cool or what!


okay random.

MY FIRST COLLECTION IS UP:)

minimalisticme.livejournal.com

support me kay! love

You will always be my thunder.

thanks guy for all the long chats and messages to encourage me.
i really appreciate(?) it.
<3

i hope next week will be a better week.
cross my heart and hope to die.

was digging for food to eat in the kitchen just now, and when i turn on the lights. TADAAA! a freaking gross xiao qiang was like 2 steps away from me. i straight away jump on my dinning table and luckily my arms long enough to grab the newspaper at the side. and i totally own it with my newspaper. its just me with the newspaper against xiao qiang! LOL

that was my best acheivment of the day - killing a freaking xiao qiang.

so guess how bad my training was. EFFFF-- pissed with myself.

my legs are officially dying la! WTF. training was like 2.4!
so pissed at myself. damn it la. my legs like useless lo. cannot run cannot cut.
then my hands also, cannot bloody hell throw a good throw. all like kena shit la!

forget it, tomorrow lesson start at what. 9? omg how am i gonna wake up! and theres training tomorrow also. just hope my legs dontsche tomorrow! hope and pray!

watching that dance show from taiwan now. i freaking hell wanna learn popping and hiphop jazz. that guy dance so sexaye! jealous!! i watch the show until i feel like dancing!

school was boring. teachers were alright. first week of school and 2 lessons were cancelled already how great! found out i spend 1000 in 2 months! im da best la, seriously!

i feel so bad i decided to save more and work during my next hoilday. watch out fel i maybe going back to that freaking hotel to work with you:) and this sem all my tb and notes will be paid by me:( to make myself feel better.

school start at 1? tomorrow. and theres training.

steamboat at seans house yesterday:)
with pris fel kenneth lz sam and of course sean. caught up alot with them. its was really fun! we have to do this another day. and i wanna eat kenneths cookies. LOL
waiting for fel to send me the pictures.
after that sent pris to work. bought some ice cream home:D yumyum.

school reopens tomorrow. i hope i can wake up on time! cant wait to see judy mel and grace. LOL mia people!

hotmail is giving me stupid problems again! F- it la.

busy busy busy this week.

tuesday wednesday training as usual. painted skin yesterday. birthday celebration today. steamboat tomorrow. gonna rest at home on sunday and get ready for school reopen.

im so broke you cant believe how broke i am. i think i spend like going to 500 this hols not counting my allowance okay.

my mums being damn annoying like WTF IS HER PROBELEM!

i spent like a BOMB today. seriously!

went to city plaza with sammy got my new school bag:) a new pair of heels and some other stuff. i still need pumps.

i swear today is my last shopping spree before school reopen. but i just need my pumps!

saw 3 that i really like online but the spree close already:(

OMG nice right! i wanna get all!

watching superband now. seriously the first season is sooo much nicer then now la. not saying they suck, but yeah.

city plaza with samy tomorrow, gonna get shoes and bags and hopfully more clothes for school reopen. which is like another week later! OMG so fast la. i dont think i can wake up on time!

frisbee on tues and wed, seriously i hope and pray theres no more suicides, i will really die! but i dont think my wish will come through. you will see me panting like a dog man! my stamina and speed seriously suck to the core! :(

i wanna watch painted skin la!!

OMG freaking pissed with hotmail i swear. cant delete my emails, cant send emails. WTF!
there are like 'bees' around me buzzing none stop, ever since i step into the house. irritating shit.

anyway slacked at home until 5 today and met try at city plaza. we used like 3 hours or so to walk the whole place la! bought 2 tops:) YAYNESS i have new clothes for school reopen! and i saw like 4 pairs of shoes! freaking tempted to buy all! but i have the common sense to not do it. since i bought 1 yesterday. but i swear i will buy one the next time i go there.

i need more shopping! :)

EEFFFING PISSED!
i seriously wanna move out. give me the money and i'll be gone.

stayed at trys house yesterday:) slept really late! i was surfing the net with caleb. until like 3 in the morning! WTH. sammy didnt get to stay over, but its okay:) we still love you!

didnt do anything much except slacked at her house yesterday, cause she was sick. had supper at the macau cafe with caleb and sammy before sending her home. great excercise! not! but thats a way of thanking her for helpping me with my blogshop:)

went out early in the morning to tamp to get my stuff from tania! :) absolute love! she went of to malaysia at the evening:( so i have to meet her early. after that went to eat xiao long bao at din tai feng, then bake rice at pizza hut! okay im totally getting fat! :(
after that went back to trys house and slacked. went to parkway bought my new heels! and eat again! my cheese fries:) played arcade!! then follow sammy to buy her dinner and took a bloody long bus trip home.

i seriously hate to sit beside people who wil fall asleep on the bus. like OMG! that freaking old fart :X was like totally leaning on me la. hello im not that skinny you know, im fat! and i need my space. we both paid for the fare, so please keep yourself to your side of the seat. im really squashed to the side. was so irritated that i gave up nudging for space and just sit forward.
okay if you say hes sleeping he doesnt know. then FYI when he sat down beside me, hes already taking up like 1/4 of my seat with his legs and shoulders touching mine! gross-ness!
okay i sound like a bitch. im sorry.

watched 'the house bunny' with pris and fel today:)
the movie is like so pris la! OMG LOL
super funny! bimbotic to the maxx!

after that went to meet family for dinner and grocery shopping.

all in all today was a short day:)

meeting try and sammy tomorrow! yayness! and staying over at trys:) think i gonna stayup like super late. then after try and sammy KO i gonna bug trys brother LOL.

training was a killer today! OHMYGOSH
it was really embarrassing to come in last in suicide and look like youre gonna faint, plus having someone dragging you to the last line.
seriously i was going to just lie on the hockey pitch and not move an inch! but thankfully dorries came out and practically drag me through my last suicide:) thanks many!
i seriously think i could pull through the first one la. if i didnt stop to tie my bloody shoelace. stupid me!
after the second one, which dorries pulled me through, i was so dead and my muscles totally crashed on me. my legs were like poof! no strength at all! and daryl was so sweet to help me tie my shoelace:) so nice eh! when we walked over to gather. my legs just crumbled! could stand at al. i just fell to the floor like an idoit!
after training we had PT, i thought it was okay. at least better then running! seriously i'll do anything other then running, esp suicides! hate it!
went to chompchomp on alvins car, 5 girls had to squeeze into the back seats kay! LOL i think i really did lose some weigh:) ate till my tummy wanna burst. then cabbed home with ty chris and panda! tha cab uncle was so erm.. well he just gave too much comments:) and it was really weird cause idk he keeps asking weird questions and giving weird comments.

its a long post and i think im gonna meet pris and fel tomorrow, then late afternoon gonna go out with family. theres bonding session tomorrow, but i dont think i can make it. which is ass, cause i never attended a single bonding session until now! wth.

barney lovers please dont kill me


credited to sammy and nick:D

hello people
frisbee girls outing was fun! mama mia! was a fanastic and super HIGH show. but dinner at pasta cafe was just okay. its not very nice, or maybe should i say, not as nice as i expected. to me it was expensive shit. LOL
but the thrashing session was fun:)

after that, the party was fun. played until morning. reached home at 7 in the morning! OMG freaking tired. slept until 11 woke up, ate my lunch and continue to sleep until just awhile ago. woke up to eat dinner. seriously feel like a pig. LOL
eat sleep eat sleep:D

i think im gonna camp at home tomorrow again. trainings on tuesday and wednesday!

hello people!
shopping today with pris! OMG i spend like crazy la.
total of 80 plus bucks i think. more then half was for books! finally kinikuniya trip after how many weeks can! love love!!
bought a pair of F21 shorts:D

walked so much! my ankle is hurting like mad. i think i sorta twisted it during training that day:( freaking pain la

out with frisbee people tomorrow:) maybe with robert also!

'what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day'
cold as you by taylor swift

this line seriously explains my day yesterday.

shopped with jo and janet. got my second pair of shorts.
exactly the same can! so stupid la!
after that outing with samy and try! with loads of bitching actiong going on:D
i love you guys to the core! thanks sammy baby for that great dinner treat!

going out with pris today!:) more bitching yeah! LOL
im having bitchfits these few days. i cant help it.

think im going to the frisbee girls outing with jo tomorrow:)
and my muscles are starting to ache like mad. i seriously think my musckes damn laggy, must wait after 1 day then ache one. stupid!

I'll leave my window open cause I'm too tired tonight for all these games

Just know i'm right here hoping you'll come in with the rain

come in with the rain - taylor swift

i am freaking pissed.

hello people! i survived the training today!
really shag man! i have to pray and hope that i wont have muscle cramps tomorrow.
going out tomorrow and friday, please babes understand my poor muscles and walk slower:D

back to training, it was a KILLER! i swear. i never ran so much in my life! and they say its level what 3?! i think 10 ba! my blisters and blue-black hurts like shit! i have like 4 blisters and 3 blue-black! WTF LA.

im addicted to this song, just stand up but a whole group of fantastic artist. even though its about cancer, but i think its a very meaningful song!


'your heart is stronger then you think'


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mr5mvNPyV1I

stupid blogger dont let me copy paste the code!

im freaking hungry now!
byebye

training today! fun fun fun!
special thanks to my coach number 2, sausage:) ding!
i seriously need to buck up like ALOT! i dont wanna give up another sports anymore, i dont want frisbee to end up like volley even though i think. well.
training again tomorrow, plus PT! hopefully i'll survive:)
thursday out with the girls! and pris i thought you wanna ask me out? until now haven say, im only left with friday- sunday:)

i wanna go shopping!
byebye

dinner with family today. it was CRAZY! i was sitting with the kids, super funny la. we were laughing throughout the dinner.

i swear sunburn is the worst thing that can ever happen. it even hurts when bathing:( seriously feel like my skin was on fire!

hello people. a very tiring day yesterday:) which is like less then 1 hours ago.
just reached home not long ago.
morning sentosa with some frisbee people. seriously, todays sentosa trip is like so tiring idk why. but we didnt even do anything much! got sunburn on top of my sunburnt skin. WHA! super painful and black now!
after that went down to city hall to find bolin and co to celebrated his happy 21st birthday! you all dont wanna know how they celebrate their birthdays. so crazy la! but fun bunch of peeps.
ate our dinner at the japanease resturant at B1. yummy! went over to marina square to watch a stupid horror flim, mirror. sucks la. gross like shit and has no proper story line or ending to it. like what jo said, we spent 10 bucks to scare ourselves.
think i gonna slack at home and nurse my sunburnt plus sunburnt skin:) gonna get some precious sleep now!:)

the guys are still going drinking. how can they manage, im already falling asleep la! siao. and eli is crazy! LOL. ting!

random! byebye

i screw up damn badly today! seriously screwed man!
didnt play to my fullest today. idk whats wrong with me.
i didnt get to try out my 2man cup with janet today. thats like the only thing i can do well. but unfortunatly i didnt get the chance to do it.
im very very disappointed in myself, words can explain how i feel now man. im feeling damn WTF. :(
i'll just have to try harder ba. i still think im a burden. sorry team dong!:(

i hope someday i'll be able to look at you and her, and smile like i mean it.
by me:)

baking was fun today! i seriously think i can be a good wife! LOL
no kidding. most of the washing is done by me and wanxin la! sammy lazy shit did no cleaning up at all! tsktsk. and th last baking part was finished by me and caleb! LOL

went to parkway for awhile today to get the ingredients before baking. ate cheese fries! and mac! LOL. i was so clever la! thinking that the com was like tomorrow, i go buy 1litre of choco milk to build up calcium. LOL
i think i gonna shit like crazy! :D
okay gross!

had a nice chat with somebody until 4 in the morning today. thanks man! you really made my day la! asshole! :D

byebye

THE RESULTS ARE OUT!
and i got 2.583. good? bad?

well lets say at least theres no need to retake.

i came out with a pimple equation.

FRISBEE = STRESS = PIMPLES.

good now i have somewhere to blame my bad complexion on:D

training was torturous? today:(
seriously did really bad. didnt cut well, didnt catch well, didnt throw well. well i just did noting well i guess. LOL
feeling really tired at the start maybe cause still feeling abit sickly and tired from all the slacking. okay no excuses. lan means lan! seriously felt like dying when doing the warmups. i could feel my 'lor mai kai' going up the way it went down! gross! but i did feel better when we progessed in the games. it was fun!!

i think i need to reflect on what i need to improve and do it. but i think i need to improve on everything. my stats are like ZERO. PIANG EH~ZZ!

think i need to get some sleep now.
im craving for more vitagen. LOL after i had 2 before training.

byebye

pictures from yesterday!



the crowd:)



the very clueless, and stupid yet happy birthday girl, priscilla siah xin yi:D



the cake from breadtalk, boston chocolate:)

city hall-ed the whole day.
met the frisbee people at 2 to get their sports stuff.
went to peninsula? for the first time in my life! so many shops selling hoodies la!
then we went to funan to get the guys lunch and our ice cream! :)
went back to P to get sports stuff, then off went janet and the 'cute' panda. continued to walk with bryan and jo to get more sports stuff.
went off at like 5-6 to surprise a very stupid and slow pris at nyny with a cake and kenneth and sean. you sould have seen her face. LOL
pictures up tomorrow.
chilled and caught up with each other until fel left. then we continued to walk about. got kenneths iphone a cover without bubbles:) and farmer got a really nice necklace for his sister. so sweet!

theres gonna be training tomorrow:) i hope its at the field. for once i wish its the field. LOL
okay lastly
happy mooncake fes:)

sentosa cancelled today!
but since me jo and alan already reached harbour front we decided to walk around. manage to ask adam to come over and watch movie:)
wanted to watch 4bia ended up watching bangkok dangerous. cause the only timing for 4bia is 9 plus at night. WTH-
so now im at home now. rotting again!

just found out i got in sim com! lucky me hor. so lan still can get in:D
i just hope i wont be the burden again :(

com is this thurs! have to jia you for training on monday and tues!

everyones busy with their lives except me.
im so bored at home, practically dying!
sometimes i cant help but feel that lifes left me behind.

skipped my tan tock seng check up yesterday.
i didnt tell my mum, so hopfully the people there wont be an ass and call her:(
my throats not bothering me anymore, even though if choy choy anything happen to me i also think it doesnt matter. lifes a bore, so what if i die tomorrow right? :)

now other then my throat, my bloody gastric is killing me. seriously feel like vomitting when i look at food, and it still hurts like mad. its like every morning i wake up, thats the first thing i feel! and i cant eat, cause i feel like vomitting. my gastric is really confusing me. it hurts but when i wanna do something like eat to make it feel better, it just feels worst!
WTF- im pissed with myself now.

and i cant tell my mum bout my gastric cause she'l just lecture me on my dail routine, how unhealthy i am, lalalala.
and i can be bothered to go to the doc, cause they always say the same thing. and i swear meds for gastric sucks! real bad!

im done complaining.
byebye.

this post is totally random.

im just very affected by this actress's death now. Ms jung da bin died on 10 feb 2007 if im not wrong. Just finished watching one of her drama. its really shocking to know that such a bubbly person can be hit by depression and even commit suicide. the world really lost a great actress on that day. im not a really big fun of hers, but i admire her. shes a really good actress.

she will be missed by all her fans and loved ones for sure.

whats with siew mai upsize?!
LOL copyrighted to me kay!
even though the story of how it came to isnt quite glorious but :X

ive decided to try out for the sim com coming up, even though i dont think i have what it takes but still i just wanna try:)
we have to email captain tornado bout our particulars and answer a question.

what are the things i think i need to improve on.
seriously i think i need to improve on everything! my throws, my cuts, my speed, my stamina, the list goes on. i dont even know if i can excel in it anymore. im like deproving la!
but the fact that im not invisible anymore is something to be happy bout:)

i cant wait for sunday:)

OH YA HAPPY BELATED SEVENTEENTH BIRTHDAY PRISCILLA SIAH XIN YI!
YOU ARE OFFICALLY ONE YEAR OLDER THEN ME! AUNTIE!

really sorry for not msging you yesterday or lets say 15 mins ago:)
but its the thought that counts:)

Im so fustrated with singpost! the stuff i bought havent reached me yet! freaking pissed!
if i dont get it fine! i cant be bothered the argue with the organiser anymore!

fevers gone, but i still have headache the whole day! feel like ripping my head of :(
and i still dont feel like eating anything at all. my gastric is getting worst. but everytime i see food i feel like vomitting. and the best thing is my mens came!

my holidays arent going the way i planned it to go:(

freaking tired even though i did nothing today. feeling super weak and just feel like lying on my bed and do nothing.

actually i wanted to upload some unglam sports picture to let you al have a laugh at me one:)
but its seems i cant. so sad:)





thats all i could find:)

i am so easily irritated now.
freaking easy!

i am so irritated by my freaking grandma. i know its mean to feel that way. but seriously irritating man! plus i cant let out on her. its slowly building up. and i have a feeling its gonna burst soon!

and also some other people as well. i know you mean well. but seriously you know when to stop and shut up.

sorry but im feeling freaking irritated now.

YAY we won first! FIRST IN NOVICE DIVISION!
total nyp unltimate got first and third for semi-pro and novice divdsion! good job people!

even though i think i didnt really play up to my standard today. really sucky! we had this really disgusting patch of place to play all our matches. LIKE WTH! its so small i dont even wanna call it a field la, its a patch! suayness.

went to johns house yesterday for the birthday celebration. even though it was TOTALLY AWKARD! but i have to thank the guys for asking me along. its really nice. and hc clement ray for entertaining us:) thanks loads!

dads gonna come back tomorrow.

i feel f- up.