finished my second day of work. so much easier then first day. but both days i cabbed down. so thats like one day's pay already. wha lau.
from tomorrow onwards im gonna take the bus. im so bored. my cousins gonna come over for christmas dinner later. and no theres no turkey.
im so tired. think i gonna go sleep awhile.

byebye people.

hello my blog's like dead already. dont people read??

anyway im starting work tomorrow. super excited and nervous at the same time.
cause no ones gonna work with me:( and tomorrows like christmas eve! and i dont know anything about my schedule. yeah i know. why didnt i ask right?

have to go to tryphena's play thingy. and yuhan that asshole like have no time for me:( so if i start being a work-a-holic dont blame me hor.

anyway im bored cause i have nothign to watch. okay tomorrow im gonna go buy a set of drama. okay i know im moing but, how heavy can a set of drama get:D right? yeah i know ive got a point.

move most of the things over already.
i'll miss this place:( okay i sound like im dying :D im sooo bored

byebye people.

just finish watching 'bulling fighting' starring hebe and he jun xiang nand li wei. super cute show. nice nice

and 'they kissed again' is so m18 la. lucky they cut away some parts :D

anyway im bored at home.
byebye

went to malaysia with my aunties yesterday. and she gave me a hong bao!
means i got more money :D

anyway my birthday was lonely. everyone was either busy or out of town. plus i have a job interview which bloody hell lasted until 3 or 4 i cant remember. plus i dont like the lady boss. she tell me off for no bloody reason. so i need to get a new job. people please. i want a JOB. help me can. i know you all are nice. :D

anyway my birthday gift my mummy gave me was books. i counted those as my presents la. and my dad gave me a trip to malaysia. but according to information my mom paid for most of the trip!!! yadalada. whatever. anyway the trip was okay. except the fact that the shop that had the top that i wanted was closed for renovation! what luck.

thanks to all the babes and bitches adn dudes who wished me:D and curse you all to those who forgot such an important date, joking:D but it is important okay!

anyway im happy!
but i still want my presents okay! people gimme gimme gimme!!! :D:D

byebye people

happy birthday to me and mummy!!! wha wha wha
i just got off the phone with yuhan. she's the first on to call me and wish me man :D
just wished my mummy too :D

and you know what seriously im not lying and im still in disbelieve.. hady mirza won asian idol??!!!
I AM SERIOUS!!

anyway i have a job interview like in 8 hours polus time so byebye im gonna get some beauty sleep now

byebye people.

hello just finsih watching 'yuhee the witch' and i wanna buy more drama!! :D

already start packing stuff to move over to my grannys liao. cause my dad haven found a prefect home for us so we have to stay at my gran's for like months? anyway im staying until next year. hopefully until new years over, you know when new years here, all the grannys houses will always be overcrowded with people. and i HATE that.

anyway maybe before i move i wan to have a party at my current house. haven asked my parents yet so dont think too much :D but yeah, cross my heart and hope to die. :D

and people FYI my birthdays coming :D
then i will be officially 16. yeah people. i know im sloww~~ but what can i do.
yeah man, sweet sixteen here i come!!

byebye people:D

hellos people. sorry my computors been too busy being used by my dad and my bro. so i didnt have time to UPDATE!
anyway im too lazy to post my pictures here :D
takes too long.

anyway the sceneries was very very pretty but boring. almost everyday we have to go on a 3 hours bus journey to some god forsaken place to see sceneries. or maybe a flight to some other parts of vietnam.
BORING!!!

but the people there are such a sight to see. and OHMYGOSH the guys there are like pheww~~ HOT man!! okay not all but most.
and the girls there are like super skinny la. i have to wear their XL for gods sake. and on the streets i never ever see a girls size bigger then me sia. the biggest is about my size. make me feel DAMN FATT!!

and you HAVE to try crossing the streets in 'ho chi ming'. its totally fun. more exciting then escape theme park!
cause there are like no traffic lights or traffic police or lines to let either the people or the cars and mostly motorcyles follow. so you have to cross AT YOUR OWN RISK. it was so exciting man. you see like a bunch of motorcycles rushing at you then you just have to run across the streets. FUN FUN FUN!! :D

the branded stuff there are F-ING expensive. i rather buy in sing, seriously. so i actually didnt buy alot of stuff.
and you know what. in vietnam you dont have to wear school shoes. like how cool is that. and cause of the floods theres no exams!! lucky them. and they can wear their school uniform into arcades. anyway i dont have to care about that. cause i dont have to wear it anymore :D:D

anyway i'll update more next time. maybe with some pictures.
byebye people.

hellos people. im gonna be back at around a few hours time. miss me??
bought stuff for most of you. and took loads of pictures.
saw alot of picture perfect moments yesterday but.. unfortunetly my camera went OUT OF BATT!!
like. ohmygosh right?
anyway im currently typing this post with two pairs of big eyes staring at the screen. FYI their my cousin's. :D :D
so for more privicy i'll continue when i get home:D
byebye people!!~~!!

hello people. im currently at vietnam. :D
miss me right? anyway i got loads of pictures after i come back okay. dont worry.
and BTW my mummy bought me a camera :D

happy happy.

i got to go already.
byebye people

eh people im leaving for the airport in less then 2 hours time. dont miss me kay :D
and those people who have work ar. got pay liao must treat me okay! cause i very poor thing :D
esp sammy and yuhan hor!
i try get presents for you all kay. but if dont have i get sand lo. or air also can. i put in a bottle for you all!

gonna miss the last episode of America's Next Top Model. :( sadd
and gonna miss Supernatural also. saddd even more!

gonna be back on 9 or 10 i dont know. anyway wish that my plane wont crash :D

byebye people~!

this is the three main charactor for 'do re mi'! super excited. hope the DVD comes out soon. sincethe singapore movie industry sux - rolls eyes!

anyway im bored! ahhhhhhhh~~~!

okay. byebye people.

just finish 'biscuit teacher and star candy' super nicee show can!
and watched enchanted with sammy and two mu tou yesterday. sweet show!
didnt do much today. watched a korean movie at home. '100 days with mr arrogant' fking funny! you people should watch it.
packed my bags already cant wait to go overseas. to get some fresh air i mean. being cope up at home is no fun at all.
i have to say congrats to yuhan for getting a job yesterday. we went for the interview yesterday, but she got the job. :) lucky girl. she owes me a meal after she got her pay:)

-who wants to be my starcandy? :D

byebye people.

todays another day wasted. :D
watching biscuit teacher and star candy today. super nicee show. i want the OST!

realised that one of the actor inside is one supporting lead in 'do re mi' :D


鄭義哲



this is one of the reason i want to go to korea :D
super cutee eh? goshh..

got to go. byebye :D

went back to my old house today :D
all the childhood memories came back. super hui nian de!

went out with family today.
bofore that my cousins came over to my house. soo longg never see them :D
anyway i want alot of stuff!
i want a black/red accent Zen V plus 8GB and a camera and red vaio laptop!
:D i also want clothes and many more..

FYI my birthday coming, christmas too. so you guys know what to do huh?

hahs. byebye people.

i just watch finsih meteor garden 2 :D
watch the last episode online cause i bloody hell lost the last disc:(
super nice. i still think shan cai should chose hua ze lei lo. dman her la.
lei like super cute only!

anyway gonna start another drama tomolo :D
and bought one new one today.
ohmygosh im a hardcore drama addict.

changed my blog song. listen okay. super nicee!

i need my prom pictures people!! send them!

byebye

im so lazy to upload. esp when so many people are still not sending them:(
its one of the cons to not having my own cam:(
anyway went for job hunt today.
got to go watch tv
byebye people.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAN XIN BAOBEI!
STILL BROKE CAUSE OF PROM SO I GIVE YOU BELATED PRESSIE OKAY :D

hope everyone have a nice day today.
everyone except me. i'll be at home rotting and watching dramas :D
okay its not that bad actually.

haven got all the pictures yet. people haven send me mine. so you guys have to wait longer. :D pai seh la. heres a picture for you guys first okay. :P




ohmygosh he can dont smile and still look so cute!

byebye people.

I love zai zai! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARISSA. I LOVE YOU BABY!

jus finished another drama. ohmygosh im such a drama addicted. anyway prom was. okay. talent time was... erm lets say. not bad. and i have loads of pics. but you guys have to wait. cause im gonna upload after yuhan send me others :D
and wha. do people look hot yesterday.
the only thing that i like yesterday is my hair! super happy with my hair.

so you guys just hope that i get pictures earlier. so i can upload and let you guys see the babes :D
and i still think vic chou from F4 looks smoking hot. :D

byebye people.

just finish watching 'spring waltz' an hour ago. super sweet show.
but snow queen is still nicer! :D
gonna watched another drama later. too bored la.

later tonight i'll be at parkway with my family. eating dinner.
mummy's coming home tomorrow :D
and proms on tuesday! thats so fast.
cant wait to see what others are wearing!

anyway got to go.
byebye people.

the exams are officially over! okay im a little slow. cause i dont have time to blog the past few days. had been so busy going out.
i mean since last week ive already went to orchard like 4 times.
how boring is that.
anyway watch 'the game plan' with loads of people. sweet show. and had a popcorn fight in the cinema. i pity those who had to clean up after us. feel so guilty.
had steamboat/grill at seans hse yesterday with people :D
i had fun doing the dishes |||-_-

anyway i started drama-ing again! watching 'the spring waltz' now. super super nice show! and i just read finish a novel. its not bad, but too much sex description for my liking. :D

later going over to brand's hse for celebration? idk

gonna go continue my drama. its been sitting there for way too long.

byebye people

ohmygosh. i must be the stupidest person alive now!
i cannot believe i just went to school for no reason this morning. well, an hour ago.
i thought today was 13 la. i thought today was poa mcq. bloody hell. i feel like dumb only.
argh. then now i got nothing to do. and i cant go back to bed cause im wide awake.
ohmygosh. im just so stupid!

mondays the last paper!
and the last day i have to step into the school. until next year, that is. :D
i can jolly well burn every book and uniform. but im nice and i will not contribute to the gobal warming!

i cant wait for prom!

-/i still wish on the stars as they fall from above.

byebye people.

i changed my blog song. hear it people. its quite nice. :D
from keaitao's book's movie's OST.

my internet is finally fixed. im so happy!
okay keaitao got new book already!! i want to read.
and the movie of the book i bought, already film finish! so maybe if you guys dont know what to get for me for my birthday, you can get me the book or the movie. or both! i'll be forever greatful! and i heard the movie for the new book also coming out already! im so so excited.
anyway most of the exams are more or less over, now only have like 4 i think. most important is ss. and tomorrows physics :D

im craving for the books and the movies! and drama!!!!

got to go study now.
ciaoz

hellos people who are still reading this long forgotten blog:D
thank you so much for your time here.
my computer still spoil and FYI and my mum just have no time to ask my auntie to help me fix.
okay so our Os are like NOW! and last thurs was like our practical. i totally screw up the practical. stupid cambridge. okay sue me. i drew the axis of the graph wrongly. i mean who the hell will draw it wrongly. its sooo stupid. and my chem. i think it was suppose to be zinc carbonate, but i stupidly put zinc chloride. what an ass.
the difference is like as long as the wanlichangchen.
i know. dumb me.
anyway its over and done. and my anaths paper is like on monday, i have zero confidence that i can get an A for it. anyway my cousin is like totally reading out everything i am currently writing. so bye people till next time.
ciaoz

hey ghosts and gouls reading this filled-with-spiderwebs-and long forgotten blog.
sorry for not bloging as much, cause my homes internet access is spoiled, i dont know why so dont ask.
anyway its somewhat good for me, cause i cant watch my online dramas anymore and the Os are coming in like less then 2weeks time. ohmygosh, get what i mean.
anyway ive been working my butt off since last week. and it paid off, i guess. my emaths mock test i improve from a C6 to a A2. not bad eh? i think so too. :D
another reason for me to work hard in school for night study cause i dotn wanna go home. you know the usual arguments with the mums. what an ass. dont even get me started. its a longg story man.
so since my internets a gonner. you can all comtact me through my phone. it on again!

okay an update in my life. i still dont have a prom dress, but my dads gonna give me like 200 bucks this saturday to buy my dress. smiles!
and this friday, weddng beels will ring. my cousins getting married. this means adios singlehood. anyway her hubby looks a nice enough guy. and you know what i have totally nothing to wear. what a shit situation to get into.
so i packed my closet yesterday and guess what i found out. i have very very little clothes that i can actually wear. argh. shit.
so anyway if i can ever get into poly next year in gonna ask my mum for tons of bling blings and go on an all out shopping spree. anyone? :D

got to go now. spending to much time on the schools com, yes the schools com. thats how pathetic i am now.

ciaoz people
till next time.

yes! i 'gratuated' yesterday. only yuhan and some other people know why i spell like that. :D
i graduated from a stinky so called outdoor canteen. and we're suppose to feel proud cause we might be the only batch that gonna graduate there. well, hell im soo proud man! anyway the food is not bad, considering it's called in for us by the school.
took tons of pictures yesterday, hope you guys send them to me real quick okay. thanks sammy's parents for the trip home yesterday.
and thanks to everyone who ever made my secondary life a torture, cause you guys made me grow up.
and of course to all my baobeis and loved ones, after graduating from that stinky school, you all know you will be missed and loved at all phases of my life. love you all. thanks for tolerating all my rants and tempers. sorry if i ever made your life miserable. and always remember, i do all those because i love you. :D
i know its a sucky reason. haha.

ciaoz

so today ate lunch with priscilla and yanjie. then felicia came over to bake cupcakes. yum-yum super yuammy :D

okay so i take back my words for the most pek chek subject. its NOT amaths. its emaths! i had like about 20 marks loss becauyse of my carelessness. fuck shit! and i can jump from a bloodly C5 to a B3 without all the carelessness. im soo dumb. i swear im gonna check my Os paper like 3 times before i sleep! argh! i feel like an ass.

okay so i think we're getting back our results on monday. and my parents are like going away for 2 days if im not wrong. their leaving for Dubai tonight. and after they come back on tuesday. they'll be flying off to hong kong on thursday. and mummy promise me that she gonna bring me to hong kong this december :D
its been sucha longg time since ive sat on an areoplane. okay i know im ku-ku. but.. :D

gonna go catch the jacky wu show.
ciaoz

so my results are out. my L1R4 is like 25, and R5 is like 33. wha lau. what great results man.
failed 3 papers.combi humans, combi sci and amaths. but surprisingly even i fail i still improve on all papers. :D
but i dont have a single B except chinese. fuck shit.
the most pek chek is that my amaths paper one, i found like 16 marks of careless mistakes. really want to bang the wall man. 16 fing marks can make me go from a F9 to E8 okay. and thats only one paper, wait till i see my carelessness from paper 2! gosh.
so now im going drama-ing to vent my anger :D

ciaoz

tomorrows the start of a brand new term. hope everything will be as per normal.
haven been even looking at the books for the past week. been drama-ing all the way. :D
hope my prelims are okay.
ohya, went to my grans house yesterday. my auntie bought me a bag. the 'im not a plastic bag' bag. its quite nice. plus i saw another bag at bugis. hope mummy's letting me buy both. cross my heart and hope to die.
after the school term start i dont think i can blog so often anymore. but i'll try!
remember to bring money for prom.:D

ciaoz

okay, so mdm low asked me to go back today for amaths.
me being a lazy arsehole decided not to go. wanting to rot a few more days before going to school. dumb me.
didnt do anything condusive (if thats the right word)this week, was pratically rotting and well, rotting.
when school start im gonna start doing work like a mad woman. yes, you heard me. i promised mdm low to look for her after school when school reopen. cause i didnt want to go to school today. esp 10 in the morning!
so todays rotting for me again :D

hope my brain cells are not completly dead yet. i hope.
anyway cross my fingers and hope to die :D

ciaoz

back from m'sia like days ago! days pass like how days are suppose to pass, fast.
went out yesterday with loads of people, celebrated hong chan and priscilla's birthday at swensons, was super duper full. ate like a tons of stuff. then changed location to bugis pooled a long while then went home.
boring life eh?
anyway lifes a bore if you have nothing to do. think i just gonna rot at home tomorrow. and watch tons of dramas :D

ciaoz

okay so i was too mean in my last post. but its a fact right?
okay so now comes the issue of 'the house'. im not gonna talk much about it anyway cause i dont think you care :D
i think im gonna move to a place i dont like.
the end.

so im gonna go into m'sia tomorrow i think. and nothing much has happened in my life, and im thankful. cause that means im still alive and kicking.

todays teachers day so HAPPY TEACHERS DAY! and so is my dads birthday. we celebrated that yesterday at the hongkong cafe down at katong village. the food didnt taste as good as the last time i ate there. maybe its cauesi felt like vomitting these few days.
maybe im having stomach cancer or something and im gonna die. good right? dont need to worry about which school to go next year. sucha bother!

got to go now
ciaoz

okay i take my words back.
my mummy isnt nicee, and my dads a bastard!
what the fuck. that time when i ate my dinner, i think a few days ago, my dad said im selfish for not sharing the chicken with my maid. hey the chicken alraedy left like half a palm size plus my maid said she didnt want any. but my dad was like scolding me like im snatching the only piece of chicken from a sickly child or somehting.
okay so fine i share la.
so today cause my mum bought donuts yesteday so i ate like 3 today la. alot meh? okay so fine. thats not the point. so there nothing i like today. so i decided not to eat rice and just have the fucking soup. my maid didnt fried chicken today. but a small piece. she said i can just share with my bro. i was like okay lo fine. its not like im unwilling to fucking share. my mum was like hey, why you like that. next time i wont buy any donuts for you anymore.
but the donuts isnt what that making me ful;l. hey im hungry la. but why i didnt take rice. cause after my bro ate finish his portion of the chicken. he's like hey im hungry so he decided to eat my portion too.
well i dont see my dad scolding my bro for eating my portion, but instead he scolded me for taking of whats left that time.
so my fault la. so im like not his daughter isit? so fine la. who wants to be his daughter anyway.
if it wasnt for him to fuck me mum i would have came out of my mum fucking vagina anyway. who wants to come out from a fucking chee-bye. i rather not be born. somemore come out from the same chee-bye as my bro. what disgrace.
me and my filthy family.

good saturday afternoon everyone:D
mummy damn nice yesterday, she bought a dozen of donut factory donuts for all of us.
yum-yum. satisfied my cravings for it, yeah!
mondays practical and i suck at that.
hope that stacy's damn good cause she's sitting beside me. and priscilla naturally gonna be sitting near me, should be infront of me i guess.
maybe gonna eat the chicken tomorrow yeah.
watched 'the snow queen' the whole day and morning of today.
superr sad show man! cried like dozens of time. learnt loads of small korean from them too!
cant wait for tomorrow night. then a new sentance, i will learn! then i teach you all again okay. i know you all cant wait :D although i have to admit, all abit no link one. Hehe.
gonna go out next week too. think with felicia and priscilla. haven gone out with them for ages. of course i miss yuhan and the gang too.
-later she say i bias :P
okay la. i left abit of 'the snow queen' to watch. and im itching for it. but i cant cause mummy's at home. if she know i borrow VCDs again, she'll kill me for sure!

i hope that i can score well for prelims. cause my pimples are the prove that i need to show people that i work hard at night, and im stressed for it.

ohya, my maids damn nice too. she made pipagao for me this morning without me asking for it. she say cause i eat alot of chocolatee donuts that why she worried i sick. aww, so sweet right :D
okay i swear i'll guai lan her lesser la. Hehe. see i so nice also.

so thats all for today folks
ciaoz

hellos everyone!
prelims are finally going to end soonn!
i just finish watching 'huan huan ai' super surprising ending.
im gonna go on to watch the show i borrowed from jesamine tomorrow.
or maybe i'll start watching 'zhong ji yi jia' :D

i want donuts from donut factory! yum-yum.

anyway i got to go now.
ciaoz

well, its been quite a longg time since i last blogged. so i decided to give all my readers, if there is any, a treat by blogging today.

okay so its sunday again, and tomorrows im gonna have to do my english Os oral. ohmygosh im totally not prepared! i wanna die. plus its the emaths paper 2 and chem paper tomorrow. wha, what good timing uh? i tried studying social studies yesterday but failed miserably. but the good news is i managed to study like 3 chapters of chem just now. which is like 10 percent of what i need to study. well at least i did some work.
so about today. didnt do much. stayed at home till 4 plus. then went out with the family to walk and dine. went to haji lane, which is totally different from what i expected! i dont wanna elaborate.
so tonights gonna be another episode of 'hardworking yuanlin'
yeah great!

so i gotta go now.
ciaoz

the prelims starts today!
screwed up my english paper compo.
and i swear not to screw up my chinese paper tomorrow.

i have to pay bloody hell 24 bucks to take the stupid Os chinese again. and i bloody got a B3. hey, thats good enough okay.
i mean 24 bucks for a paper is so expensive la!


so i think im not gonna blog so often.
got to go chiong my amaths:d
ciaoz

today is a HOT day!
didnt do much, cause my bro's friend came over.
during his last visit to my house, my maid totally humiliated me infront of him.
cause as you all know, i want to learn korean, and he is a half-korean-half-jap.
my maid was like: 'eh she wants to learn korean, can teach her?'
the poor boy was like stoned plus stunned.
ohmygod it was so embarrassing!

okay so i went out yesterday to eat dinner at plaza sing then went home after that.
how stupid right? haha.
i guess i was really totally bored so i decided to jump at any opportunity to go out.
i brought along my ss sec 3 textbook hoping that i could remember something, but unfortunatly nothing went in.

okay maybe this bit, 'Deterance is a way that countries....'
thats all, so well done yuanlin! -rolls eyes
and i dont even know if its correct.

i felt so guilty so i decided to do abit of chem test paper this morning.
did the MCQs and like 3 questions structure.

yeah remember my tuition?
its like crap, i was stoning all the way!
okay maybe the part that he was teaching science only.
plus he keeps spilting saliva out.
i mean, gross out man!

maybe im totally a loser in science.
at least i think i can score better in humans.
take note of the 'better' word.

so tomorrow im, no no should say, everyone's getting back their chinese Os results.
im totally excited!
i hope i can get at least a B, cause i screw up my oral.
but i dont want to retake the freaking exam!
bah. whatever.
anyway i cant study languages for nuts.
i mean, how can anyone study languages?
i thought it was always a dont-need-to-study subject.

anyway IF its korean, i SWEAR i WILL study:D
cause i love it!

plus my mummy totally destroyed my dreams of being a translator yesterday night.
booho, i guess i have to look for another dream somewhere.

i should go look for my dream now:D
ciaoz

so yesterday i went to my aunt's house instead of pris's:(
before that i was at bugis
bought new earrings
love them, I LOVE CROSSES:D
and lee jun-ki likes them too.
so i like them even more:D
okay random!

didnt do much today
went to parkway for grocery shopping at giant
then went home
had tution:(
watched jin shun

todays episode super sad.
they broke up:(
feel damn bitter for them

nothing more to crap
so ciaoz

school was short stupid and boring yesterday.
i cant believe somebody actually 'fought' to get into the stinking haunted house.
i mean no one had bothered to scare us inside that bloody haunted house
so its not even considered haunted, it should be called the dark room or something.

okay so after school i decided to go to watch 'secret' with ALOT of people, about 10 plus i think.
it was a relativly nice show, considered that robert treated me:D

and before i forgot.
happy birthday/belated to edmond, bo jun, sammyk, mervyn.
so everyone you know im broke this month buying all those pressie.

the last but not least, happy birthday singapore!

so today was a prettaye normal day for me.

as per normal when i sit in the bus in the morning i have to listen to Lee Jun-Ki songs :D

okay im OBSESS with him.

i hope i can just hop on the airplane now!

so theres two test today which i obviously didnt study.

okay maybe ABIT

i think i'll manage to pass the history test

cause its like the most easy topic ever!

and poa i hope i'll score, at least i balanced, which is like dman difficult :(

other then that nothing much happened today.

so im just gonna upload one super cute ,with the capital C, picture of Jun-Ki to end of the post today :D

-with love

TADA! dont he look like labixiaoxin!

ciaoz.

went out with yuhan just now to collect her specs at bedok
then went to parkway to walk around
bought dinner for my family
:D im damn guai!

forgot to update about yesterday
mummy treated me jacks place:D
bought a mango top and an esprit shorts for me
so nicee of her
cause she say daddy not in town so can relex:D
tsk tsk

oh ya i saw a top today and im gonna buy it :D
yuhan should know which one im talking about

so off i go now
gonna leave you all with an engilsh translation of a small part of a song sang by Lee Jun-Ki
ciaoz

I really dislike love stories

They're all the same

Always the same beginnings and obvious endings

I don't like that kind of love

just changed my blog song
hope you all would like it:D

there's poa test tomorrow
only did 4 questions, gonna study more tonight

nothing else today.

ciaoz

my newest idol! lee jun-gi
TADA!




handsome right?:D

i went to the free S.H.E concert yesterday.

when i brought my cousin out i think everyone was like staring at us cause i look like her mum or something lidat.
do i look that old?
okay i dont need an answer for that
i mean people were like staring la
maybe they thought im a 'wei hun ma ma' or something:D
COOL!

anywya i was sitting so far back they look smaller then my thumb so i dont bother taking pictures
it was only bout 1hours
boring concert man.

watched My Girl
super nice:D
my brother is so handsome inside la

plus my cousin's in my house now.
later we going warehouse sale
cant wait!

plus i haven studied for the whole weekend
feeling damn guilty but damn lazy as well
this is what i call 'li bu chong xin'

after watching korean dramas these few days
i picked up some simple korean language:D

prelims is like a few days away and im still slacking wha
i can already see my future as a road sweeper:D
so people litter more or else i no job sia!

got to go
ciaoz:D

its been a long while since i've updated huh?
so here i am :D

went to parkway with priscilla yesterday
ate MOS! with the three dudes and obviously pris too
after that me and pris went shopping
bought a top at esprit
me and pris both saw something that we want adn we will save to get it
its like freaking 70bucks each:(
and saw a top at mango that i want but dont want to spend too much
saw another top at topshop but this time is dont have my size already:(

anyway i got a new top and im happy :D
nothing much happen today

BTW im going to the max pavilion with my cousin this saturday to watch S.H.E
jealous jealous??
i try to take loads of pictures okay
but if only priscilla can remember to bring her camera for me

oh ya the two DVDs i bought is super nice!
super duper ultra la! love love! :D

anyway i've got to go
so ciaoz

i just came back from eating dinner at kallang ariport
first of all i want to say the wanton noodle there is fantastic:D
yumyum

so i ate that and after that i told my mummy that i want 'you tiao'
she went to order
after i finish i was so full so i asked my mummy to cancel the order
so she went to cancel it, but the stall holder said that its gonna be ready soon and shouted to the cook to cook it
and so ten mintues later( talk about soon -rolls eyes so hard it hurts )
the food came without mayonaise which was suppose to be there
so poor service
i told the girl that i need mayonaise
so she ignored my dad who was giving her bling and walked away
thats poor attitude for you
she came back with the so called mayonaise and took my dad's bling
like hello the mayonaise doesnt even look like a mayonaise
it looks like two things, butter in oil, or cream in oil
take your pick
anyway as i was saying it looks gross
so poor quality

its not me being mean okay three poors is really poor

so people do not eat the food from the second-row-facing-outside-third-section fourth stall
IT SUCKS

ciaoz :D

i bought two DVD today :D
both are adpated from keaitao's book
super happyy

share the joy people

went to watch harry potter 5 at AMK HUB today
AMK HUB damn big sia
super duper ultra big
saw alot of shirt there
super nicee
but me being a good girl dont want to spend too much of my mummy's bling so i decided not to buy it
see i so guai

before that i went to pasir ris with yuahn to make her EZlink
cause the dumb dumb lost her whole wallet :(
met tryphena there then took bus to parkway to meet samanthak and to buy my DVDs :D

then obvious tok bus 76 to AMK HUB

and now my grans at my house
so im going to entertain her

ciaoz :D

its been a long while since i blogged huh?
miss me :D

okay so schools alright these few days
nothing much actually happened
went to parkway with my family yesterday to get my sushi
so me and my maid stopped over at esprit
saw another shorts that i want and a top
its super ex
plus together i think over hundred
i dont know why im into checked stuff these few days
esp black and red :D

so todays racial harmony day
no lessons, just waste the day away
did some sewing which im prettye proud of :D

so im gonna have my tution later and gonna go out tomolo
watch harry potter!

ium offically broke :(
i cant buy the stuff that i want

ohya forgot to mention i think theres gonna be prom this year
yippie
but i dont know what to wear!
okay im thinking too far

ciaoz

i dont know what gotten into me lately.

stupid people do stupid things.
im stupid, so forgive me.

nicky being an angel:D
he treated me and yuhan swensons for lunch
then we went to arcade then he treated us 10 bucks of games
and after that fish n co. for dinner:D
hahs. love you!
we sucked his wallet dry man!

before that me, yuhan and wanxin
went for waxing
now my legs super smooth :D

gonna go next week for my hands

anyway mummy's given me bling for the prom down payment already.

and im gonna stay at home the whole day to study
i hope.

ciaoz

today's friday the thirteen :D
but nothing bad actually happen to me
except that robert says i eat too much :(

im gonna go parkway tomorrow
cause nicky owes me swensons :D

and i wanna play arcade too!

had my first tuition just now
it was alright except the fact that he keeps misinterpreting my questions
in a whole it was alright

ohya mummy said i can go to prom :D
plus i just finish my 'why why love' episode 6
super nice

anyway ciaoz

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Are You a Party Girl?

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What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?

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Do You Have A Bad Girl Reputation?

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How Prissy Are You?

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thats enough quizzes for today :D
ciaoz

sometimes i just cant stand my dad! argh
who the fcuk he think he is
he dont even care about my life
then all of the suddenly he comes in and scolds me for the stuff i do
wtf?!

anyway theres chem test tomorrow
feel totally spaced out
im still addicted to reading and coco crunch :D

the more i read up on the stuff i wanna study in SP
the more i wanna die!
i dont even understand a single shit man
whatever
i guess i'll just know when the time comes right?

seriously im totally scared out of my wist or whatever you spell it
even though i dont show
im really afraid that if i do badly and i have no future
am i thinking too far?

my chinese oral was a breeze
I HOPE!
if only i wasnt that nervous
shit right!

anyway i got to go so
ciaoz

just came back from SP open house and seminar
my dad actually fell aslp during the seminar
haha:D

saw loads of people there
saw rongbinny ray wanxin sammy uncle and other people that i dont know
i saw SP's japanese cultural club
super cool
i'll list it as one of the reasons i wanna get into SP:D

saw many courses but of course i want to get into my beloved business
i think maybe i'll get into business ad?

now i prefer SP over TP
argh tough choices!
im scared i cant get into any of them
i hope i do :(
gonna try the DPA thingy

so ciaoz

'im a coco crunch addicted:D'

from now onwards my mummy only allow me and my brother to play the computer on weekends
argh! basket

anyway later going to the SP open house and seminar
gonna be quite a boring day for me

so ciaoz

PS. listen to the new song i put up :D

im just super tired of everything around me now
dont worry i wont commit suicide :D

todays lesson were okay
at least i managed to concentrate

im addicted to vivians 'qing ai de'
its quite an old song but heck

gonna leave you with this quote

'who gave you the rights to barge into my heart and just leave like that.'

ciao <3s

okay so mondays youth day so we dont have the need to go to school
so a bunch of us decided to go to kbox for a fun filled lala-ing day!
but i didnt go to another date and im really sorry cause we're sort of at the same place but never met -pouts
anyway we were at kbox from 2-7
it was a FUN FUN FUN day

oya and bout my grans bday it will be at my other blog:D
sorry cause its PRIVATE! -acting mysterious

todays english paper was a killer
totally zone out when i saw the bloody paper
todays lesson were okay
well at least i feel more hard working then last time

oh and im gonna have tuition soon
private one-to-one session
he's a 29 year old uni grad
hope he's cute:D

got to go
ciaoz

well im a nerd now as you can see i keep reading books
anyway i read another book borrow from the libary
'dixieland sushi' cute story :D
and i have a new record a read it within one day

and i have a new nail colour
RED! its new so i tried it out

think i going to celebrate my gran's bday tonight.
so ciaoz

ah!!!!!!!! im having the kbox fever now
i want to go!!!

anyway i just finish another keaitao book
wait im broke right so how i get the bling to buy book
you think i stupid ar?
can read online what:D
the more i read the more addicted i am to her books

super nicee!

anyway i going parkway later but not to kbox
haiz
im like super stone now
got nothin to do.

gonna leave you all with a quote that i found

'Keep walking, keep talking. You've got nothing on me.'

ciaoz

well i just found out that the two chinese book that i had just read finish is going to be flimed into a movie in korean :D
i hope the movie comes to singapore
i really want to watch it.
i bet i'll cry in the cinema

'wo de do re mi nan hai' <3

i jus finished 'corner with love'
and my parents are back
plus theres homework to be done

i really hope some one nice would help me buy all the books that i want to read
i think im addicted to reading already
anyway thats good right? :D

ciaoz

okay i have finsihed my two chinese books already
super nice:D
its love man!
its the first time i cried for a book la.
super sadded

anyway my parents are out of town for like 2 days
but i still haven to study hard!
yes jia you:D

got to go watch my 'why why love' already:D
ciaoz

well todays the second day of school
so bored but i still manged to pay attention in class:D
good girl! haha

been reading a book super nice but super expensive
but i bought it:(
40 bucks total
im officially broke
i even bought new comics

i think im into reading now
great right?
anyway got to run
ciaoz

the day before yesterday i went out with yuhan try iz ahbert and ahgua
watched surf's up and then walked around doing nothing
bought nothing but food did nothign but eat and watch movie
seriously the movie is funny but not as nice as happy feet
my butt was numb from seating too long and so was my knee

anyway nothing more to say
ciaoz

morning everyone :D
im pretty early today huh?
well im going out later to watch 'surf's up'
cant wait

its been a longg time since i went out with people other than my family
and i think after today im gonna declare myself officially broke again :D
cause everytime i go out i'll spend ALOT

anyway gotta go
ciao

went to IMM just now
saw loads of stuff i want
but my mood got totally opposite when my brother start complaining that he's hungry
so my parents decided to eat
im so pissed of
its so unfair
my brother's like the centre of the universe
everything he wants my parents will do it right away
thats the reason i dont like to go out with my family
im like totally out of the picture

maybe if my results were better

nevermind me
ciaoz

its been a longg time since i went out with friends so date me:D
anyway these fews day at home were spent, well badly
i've been watching alot of drama on youtube
i watched 'huan huan ai' totally cute show and '18 jin bu jin' totally hilarious and on channel 8 on monday to wednesday only 'shen yi xia lui'

anyway 'supernatural' ended yesterday
and the ending is totally LAME
the cute guys died :(

okay anyway im gonna spend my today at home again watching drama
and when my mummy come home i'll watch the 'happily never after' movie that i borrow from videoezy:D

sounds like a very packed day to me
so ciaoz

i went out to meet mummy at bugis on wed
bought a new top and my new school shoes
she made me pay for both:(

anyway i was so bored yesterday so i went over to video ezy to borrow vcd
watched 'the history boys'
its totally nicee
theres no subtitles so i dont understand wtf they are talking
and i suppose thats its suppose to be funny
but i dont get all their jokes
their englang accent is too..
i just cant understand
all i know it one of them is homo?

so todays another bored
im gonna watch finsih all the vcds i borrowed and try to return them tomorrow

so ciaoz

okay so i went out with pris today
walked a whole lot and got a pair of shorts
cause my mummy gave me 30yesterday for shopping and my gran and auntie won 4D so they gave me like 80bucks :D
so all i can say is for this week im rich!
plus my dad gave me 30bucks for this week
so it adds up to alot of money and satisfactory on my part :D

but the money that my gran and auntie gave me is for my new shoes so i just have to get a new pair of cheap shoes then the rest i can spend it on whatever i like

anyway i saw this bag that i wanted in 'river island' its like 53bucks
but its sooo nice!

back track.
this morning i tried to watch 'herbie' but the disc is spoiled so i have to watch 'the haunted school' which is not as scary as i've expected
so i sort of like scared myself throughout the show
dumb me
plus i dont even freaking understand the ending la
anyway but all in all i think the shows alright to watch cause the way the characters fall in love is really cute and all :D

so its a long post for today and i bet youre all bored already but i still have one more thing to say

this cathalic guy on campus superstar is super cute
his name is wilson or something <3
okay thats random, pardon me.

ciaoz

i'm a bitch.

oh ya i totally forgot about writing about that day that i went to orchard with fel and pris
first we went over to fel hse
super cool!
i like her lift:D
and we took a bus to orchard
walked to some hotel to ask stuff for prom
went to buy a necklace at wisma
totally the same as pris:(
cause i cant find a nicer one
went over to taka
ate ALOT of super nice food!
fel bought the most stuff :D

and a few days back me xh and jm went over to pris hse to slack
she cooked spag for us
we watched mean girls and eye 10 |||-_-

anyway todays horrible
im having a horrible headache now
i just finsih watching HITCH
super cute movie:D

and tomorrows the last day of school!
hurray! about 2weeks of hoildays are gone
plus the rest of the hoildays are gonna be just as bad
cause i told myself that i have to study
stupid me:(

oh and i got scalded by some boiling acidic solution today
it feels alot like its eating up my skin
guess where it scalded me?
MY FACE! okay gross i know
whatever anyway im ugly by nature so its okay:D
its better now

other then that some other hilarious stuff happen during chem
kenny actually nearly burnt the whole lab!
hahss. okay its not that serious but he did cause a huge fire to break out of the bunsen burner :X

okay enuff of my class life
gonna update another episode of my life in class the next time i post

oh gosh i love my class :D
ciaoz

okay many things are happening around me around everyone
things are like spinning too fast for me
but all i know is im here for everyone or anyone if they need me
:D so cheer up yah!

i feel like such a bad friend and everything
i dont know whats happening in everyones life
isit me not putting enough effort to try and get along
or am i just doing too much until people want me out of their lives
if so im sorry.
i just want to be a friend. its that simple.

anyway im gonna study from now on
ive already started today
to me doing 5 amaths questions by myself is already an effort
i dont want to be looked down again
i wanna score and let my mummy see
all i can see from her now is disappointment
seeing it from her hurts me more then anything
but looking back at how many times she nagged and all
i deserve it
i dont know why i always have to make things so difficult then i'll start thinking for myself
weird huh?

anyway im off to being my usual not studying self again
im gonna only study behind my mummys back
i wanna surprise her with my results:D
itis a weird surprise?

so ciaoz <3

i finally have the courage to let mummy see my report book
i left it on the table for her to see
then left for school
heard from my maid that she say i no hope already :(

anyway yuhans internet got cut off already:(
and theres english mock test tomolo
and 4 hours of poa!

shit shit shit.

tomolo's gonna be a long day
tonights jia you jin shun will be nice:D
borrowed alot of vcds from pris

and im BROKE this week
TOTALLY BROKE!

i still haven watch POC shrek the third and men in white :D
haizz
anyway i wanna stop here
ciaoz

going out to eat dinner with cousin later
he gonna fetch me at my house at 5
then send me home
if its not so late maybe i'll go watch shrek the third with pris and fel
but unfortunately it is so late :(
went out yesterday to parkway for dinner
didnt get anything unlike what my mummy promised :X
but i did get 3 new tops on vesak day :D
i want to get more stuff saw some shoes at NOVO
argh!
but mummy lazy to walk so didnt get to try it on

well i still haven let her see my report book yet
totally scared :(

anyway got to get ready already
ciao

well ive gotten back my report book but still haven shown my mummy
don't know how she's gonna react when she sees the result
i'll probably get a tight slap across my face:(


anyway went out yesterday to pool and dine at hong kong cafe with loads of people i prefer not to name incase i forget about some :D
super ultra nice but very very expensive!
yesterday i only ate one meal and im so proud of myself :D
before meeting huiqing tryphena and yuhan at white sands
i went to a chalet stayed there and stoned :D for about 2hours
it was fun stoning
BTW i was super lame yesterday according to yuhan

so about today
went to school for 2hours of amaths
unfortunatly i was late for half an hour
then after amaths met fel and kenny and went to tmall with them and pris
sat at SG for like three and a half and eat non-stop
feel damn full

i totally forgot my maids gonna cook western dinner today
so i have to force that insy bitsy piece of fillet into my mouth
i feel like vomitting now!

anyway my mum's gonna use the com already so ciaoz

i finally watch finish PRIDE
totally sweet ending!
its my new fav show :D
gonna go mum-mum already
ciao

while waiting for PRIDE to load on youtube i decided to well, just update my blog
i'll be online these few days cause im addicted to this new j-drama 'PRIDE' by my newest idol Takuya Kimura!
well he looks totally HOT in this drama okay!
unfortunatly i cant find the VCD of this drama in singapore
i think even if i watch finish this drama i would still wanna collect it!
i called all the VCD chain stalls but they all dont have
haiz, totally disappointed
im currently watching episode 8 already
and because im addicted to this drama, im also addicted to its OST
one of my fav is 'i was born to love you' by QUEEN
a totally old band but they sing well!

YAY! load finsih already. so ciaoz im off to watch my idol! :D

haven been updating recently cause i lazy come online ma
pardon me! :D

went out with fel pris saml jes jm yesterday
went to esprit bought a top!

papa going shanghai today
where wx is!

gonna cut hair on friday!

actually i have nothing to update
so ciaoz!

well i failed 4 out of 7 subjects:(
totally disppointed in myself

anyway i read finish a new chinese book within 2days
direct translation 'who is who's jay chou'
totally sweet stuff!

had class photo taking today
it was....

its been a long time since i went online
nothing new for me
okay i go blog-hop already

ciaoz

well dont know whats wrong with me
actually teared for results?
well thats a first

failed 2 subs passed 1 and hopfully my english would pass too
stupid exams
i cant believe i actually got like 30plus fails
anyway its over and done with
i swear i gonna study

okay enough bout school

yesterday went out with pris fel ken sean and lz
ate SG for luch
played pool! im as equally lan as pris :D
reached home with a damn bad ache on my foot!\
saw the black spag again
dont want it anymore, think i gonna study more! forget bout shopping!

i have gain loads of fats throughout the 3 short hoildays.
gosh!

anyway off to drink milk :D

ciaoz

This is my ideal boyfriend :D

if you're not like that stay away caues i wont even consider
im serious :D

sometimes i just feel like hurling all the vulgaries thaty i know to my brother
he should just die la! argh spoil my entire mood
plus mummy's being an arse
she doesnt want to lend me the bloodly posb card!
forget it i think after tomolo im gonna owe more people more money

hope i reach 16 soon
thats means my hair will be longer and i'll be able to go clubbing and that i can go work and Os are over

im gonna earn loads of money to buy all the things i want!
plus mayb that black spag :(
okay its OKAY :D
i wanna buy other stuff
anyway it's still a long way to november
FYI its my cousin's wedding
thats why i want the black spag
so i can wear there

its okay! tomolo im going out so im going to hunt for something else!

jia you jia you! :D

ciaoz

blogger still abit spoilt
anyway i feel damn arghed!
the more i think the worst i feel
BETRYAL!

anyway went out with huiqing huitien yuhan tryphena weixian and chengyao
to marina square
i want the black spag!
but yuhan wants it too
haizz

its okay
im gonna find another want :D

saw priscilla felicia darren alicia wang jiamin and her mum yesterday
such a conicidence hor :D

priscilla and felicia gave me cupcakes yesterday
yummy! thank you!

walked for 5hours plus
so tired man!

slept until 1 this afternoon lo
granny came today
gonna stay over until tomolo

gonna bake tomolo for people :D

anyway ciaoz

well todays the last of my major pepers in midyear
YAY! super duper ultra happy

only left with stupid subs like listening compre, poa 1 and NE quiz

no more studying!
:D
i wanna watch a whole lot of tv and go out shopping and watch loads of movies and do loads of stuff that i didnt do during the midyears
cant wait already!

i still haven watched 'she's the man' think i gonna rent it since mine is spoiled:\

anyway im off to enjoy myself
ciaoz <3

i feel damn maligned now:(

well i studied for FOUR freaking hours yesterday night
can you believe it?
i cant believe it myself

well todays paper was damn damn difficult
i already wanted to kill myself after the amaths
i cant balance my accounts la
ohmyfuckinggod

anyway forget it
pris may be coming over to study tomolo
we're gonna study chem:D
and at night i think i gonna try study my history

for today im gonna relex myself
to THE max:)

and i ate MOS again
twice in a row
i think im not gonna eat it for another week or so

so can save money for my long-await-after-exams shopping spree
and outing my people

anyway i gonna go relex myself now

with love,
ciaoz

well i just created my new blog at wordpress :D
im not gonna link it and dont bother finding it at yahoo or where ever cause i made it private
but im so attached with this blog
so i decided to keep this blog:]

well todays emaths was not difficult at all
but the social studies sux
the one i studied came out but as source base!
stupid teachers!

cant wait for 'Aja guem soon' tonight
i swear im addicted to this show
which kind soul would like to lend me the vcds

sorry bout not replying in the tagboards
im lazy la:D
but all your taggies are appreciated
so a big THANK YOU to those who tagged

with lots of love,
ciaoz

watch 7 whole hours of tv yesterday
didnt even managed to study
okay im gonna study today!
i'll try :D

watched tv from 5p.m -12p.m
watched ghost ship ALONE
cause my maid pang seh me
whatever, it wasnt that scary
but its super touching
watch it, its damn nice

got to go
ciaoz

well i know midyears are coming
but i just cant get into the mood of studying
can someone teach me?
okay sorry i forgot you all not free

anyway im addicted to 'Aja! guem soon'
i know i know MIDYEARS!
but i cant help it

anyway im gonna go try study now

ciaoz

midyears are here
but i haven even started studying
okay abit la, really abit
i really dont know alot of stuff
i think i really need to buck up liao

im damn troubled now
for loads of thngs
hope they will just disappear:D

anyway im troubled but not sad

ciaoz

okay i bet everyone's sick of my emo-ing
im sorry. seriously

okay today's paper just sux
i dont know what to write at al
plus i dont know how to write alot of chinese words
dumb right

anyway i have to thank this particular someone for lending me his jacket
even thought is abit too big for me la
but stil thanks it helpped me alot :D

ciao

i SWEAR some guys in our class are just plain mean.

well we got bronze
so much better then i expected
okay maybe not soo much
but its so much better then cop la :D

todays paper was like shit man
no thinking juice was running through my body
felt super dumb

went to tmall with people to get darrens pressie
hope he'll like it
spent damn long looking for it

iz sent me home cause he scared he go home
then over sleep for his akido (sorry my spelling suxs)

tomolo another new day with more exams to come
ciaoz

i feel as invisible as the wind.
no, worst at least people can feel the wind.

im clinging on whatever that i have left but i realise the more i tried to cling onto it the faster it silps away. maybe its time to learn to let go.

im such a horrible person
im far more selfish then you think i am
im far more shameless then you think i am
im far more then what you imagine me to be
i even scare myself sometimes
so dont assume you know who i am cause you dont know how mean i can be

i use to think how wonderful life is without me
but now i wish that it wasnt just a dream, but a reality

the two reasons im alive

one, im afraid of heights
two, i heard that if you jump off the building you have to jump again and again even
after you die

i wish im not so coward.

im so sick of people thinking they know me well
im sick of people thinking that everything i do and everything i say is crap and they just laugh over it.
im sick of people thinking that i only knows how to play and not study
cant you just listen not everything i say is crap

im not as strong as you think
even though i dont drop tears infront of you doesnt mean you didnt hurt me
even though i smile after what things you say doesnt mean i dont take it to heart

and maybe sometimes sorry is just a word to way to make people feel better

maybe james is right on two things
one, sometimes people just need someone to be there. theres no need for words, just sitting there can make a person feel not so lonely anymore

two, one day when all my problems are filled to the brim and i cant hold it any longer, it will burst and theres no way and no one to stop it

okay enuff ranting ciaoz

well dance syf was scary
many people cork up a little here and there including me
it was good overall
at least it touched my teacher so much that she actually cried

anyway i cant believe we took bout 2 hours to do our makeup and everything
plus samlee and jas keep saying i look emo with my makeup
even when i smile it looks emo:\

well okay
im an emo girl:D

pris didnt go to skool today and i left early
i think jimson misses us:]

our results will only come out at thursday
we have to suffer this torture for like 3days:\
and we watched some dance group perform they were great
even some cork up abit:\

and i have to thank iz for sending me home:]
plus i watched cinderella3 already
super nicee but i didnt cry:] not like somebody

ciaoz <3s

went home damn late yesterday luckily james sent us home:D
THANK YOU!
when to his house to study ended up playing cards
okay but i did study ABIT okay :)

because of somethings yuhan got damn disturbed
hope she'll be her not-disturbed self again
skipped dinner! need to lose tons of fats
but unfortunatly i ate a huge breakfast just now
so its like no difference la

think todays gonna be another boring day

mummys going abroad again tomolo!
and thats means she wont be around after sfy and midyear
shit! in a way but YAY! in a way too
im contridicting myself!

anyway should i get the POSB card from her?
abit pai seh leiis

thats random i know

okay ciaoz

syf is in 3days
im soo scared sia
then the teacher today damn busted sia
dowanna talk bout it la

well i just watched tyra banks show
todays the designers episode
ohmygosh i love Rami Kashou and Elsie Katz designs
damn nicee!

tomolo still got practice
dont feel like going la
stupid teacher!

today teacher showed us slides about STDs
damn gross i tell you

anyway todays a bore.
ciaoz

i just felt like crying i dont know why
i miss you
esp when im feeling emo
i'll think of what you did for me and everything
it makes me feel worst knowing what i did to you
i hope we'll become the best of friends

you're the only one ,well until now, that can make me feel better
sometimes i just want a person to be there
just let all my anger fustration out
but the only time i can remember when i feel good after crying
is when im with you :D

well enough with all the emo
todays okay
chems actually easy in a way:\
thanks wanxins mummy for sending us home:D

once i reach home bathe
then came out told my mummy that i wasted 12 bucks on taxi this morning
cause the bloodly bus was late and those that were early were all full!
the my bro was like 'wha i feel so sorry for you sia' in a sarcastic tone
then i was like 'whats your problem'
then my mummy was like 'he's just saying hes feeling sorry'

its like so obvious that he's being sarcastic la
its so unfair
last time i just say 'wha so ke lian hor'
then i'll get scolded by her

its like so unfair to have a younger bro thats retarded in a way or sick in the head
i know he's vv ke lian cause he's born this way but hello im here too you know
liek everytime when we go out its only him him him
its never bout me
i know its damn bad to feel so but i cant help it
no matter im right or wrong im always in the wrong
im human i have feelings too you know

maybe its cause im having my menses now thats why im so emo and having mood swings.
im feeling damn emo now

ciaoz

i suddenly feel so emo-ed now
i suddenly feel like im alone in this world
i feel so burdened with everything around me
i feel like a dummy with no say
i feel like even if i say no ones able to help me
i feel...i dont even know how to express myself properly

what a joke right?
maybe ill feel better as the day goes by

ciaoz

well i8ts been a longg time since i blog
so i've decided to blog for those poor souls out there who doesnt have anything to read:D
okay so after sports day yesterday me and yuhan and iz and ah bo went to james hse
which was super big!
we went swimming and and and yuhan managed to watchthe whole of 'saw 3' without puking
great improvement from the 1st time we watched it
which was like a few days before and that time we only managed to watch like the first 10 mins?

okay so cause of sports day i'm currently sunburnt
like super pain only lo

and i managed to climb out of bed for dance this morning
but im still late la as per normal

gran's now in hospital
maybe we'll go vist her later
she dman poor thing la
so old liao finally on her birthday can celebrate than she got food poisoning, i think(?)

anyway im bored now at home doing nothing.
well lets see some quiz i took

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Your Birthdate: December 17

You tend to find yourself lucky - both in business and in life. And while being wealthy is nice, you enjoy sharing your abundance with others. You put your luck to good use: you are very ambitious and goal oriented. Often times, you get over excited and take on more than you can manage. Your strength: Your ability to make your own luck Your weakness: Thinking you can do it all Your power color: Bronze Your power symbol: Half Moon Your power month: August

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

You Are a Pinky

You are fiercely independent, and possibly downright weird. A great communicator, you can get along with almost anyone. You are kind and sympathetic. You support all your friends - and love them for who they are. You get along well with: The Ring Finger Stay away from: The Thumb

What Finger Are You?

Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ESFP)

Your personality type is playful, charming, open minded, and energetic. Only about 7% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 5% of all men You are Extroverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget. You are a very grounded, responsible, and realistic person. People may not want to hear the truth from you, but they're going to get it. You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you. Your near future is calm, relaxing, and pretty much what you want. And it's something you've been anticipating for a while now. For you, falling in love is all about flirting and feeling playful. You couldn't fall in love with someone who took life too seriously.

Inside the Room of Your Soul

You Are Not Scary

Everyone loves you. Isn't that sweet?

How Scary Are You?

You Are A Fun Friend

You're the one who keeps your group laughing And you've always got an idea for something fun to do The party's not complete without you And you wouldn't miss it for the world

What Kind of Friend Are You?

Exotic Dancer Name Is...

Ice

Exotic Dancer Name Generator

Your Passion is Green

For you, sex is always fresh and new. You approach sex with innocence, even if you aren't as innocent as you seem! Gentle and slow, you aren't exactly known for your passion. But what you lack in smooth moves, you make up for in sweet charm.

What Color Is Your Passion?

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed. With respect to money, you spend whatever you have. You think good luck might come your way, but if it does you'll be so surprised you'll burst out laughing. The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort. You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked. When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you will search and search until you find your perfect match.

Who's The True You?

thats all folks:D
ciaoz

well todays a REALLY bad day
it totally sux la

something wrong with the camal today
then got NAFA
well at least i pass al 3

tomorrows gonna be a worst day
i haven even started revising my poa sia
stupid shit

anyway ive got a song in my head now
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"Where Did I Go Right?" by Hilary duff

I'm always too late
I see the train leaving
I'm always laughing
When it's not cool to smile

I'm always aiming
But somehow keep missing
So how did you get here
Something is wrong

Where did I go right
How did I get you
How come all this blue sky is around me
And you found me
Where did I go right
How did I get you
I don't know how I did
But somehow now I do

I'm always driving
Forget where I'm going
Should have turned left
But I was singing some song
And I, I am arriving
As everyone's leaving
But there you are waiting
Something is wrong

Where did I go right
How did I get you
How come all this blue sky is around me
And you found me
Where did I go right
How did I get you
I don't know how I did
But somehow now I do

Makes no sense to me
No it isn't clear
But somehow you're standing here
Something gets to me
It's that nothing is wrong

Where did I go right
How did I get you
How come all this blue sky is around me
And you found me
Where did I go right
How did I get you
I don't know how I did
But somehow now I do

i've got loads of thoughts and misery but no one to share with
lifes being mean to me lately
its been real tough
well everyone has their own paths to walk, we cant always rely on people.

well went out with cass and sam on saturday after the cca day
it was fun
i spent al of my allowence on that day
bought a new shirt and a comic

i didnt go to the concert on sunday
spent my day at my grans
my cousin treat my ice-kimo:D
super nice
it is a must eat <3

went to meet miss ng for prom just now
i think im going to help out for my cca points

jus reached home at 5 plus
im so beat now

ciaoz

sometimes i just hate myself for being myself
why must i be the way i am
life just suxs

okay enough emo-ing
todays okay
there dance today at tam west cc
so damn dirty

theres sports thing tomorrow
everyine's wearing jersey i think
but my jersey is way too big for me la


random thoughts
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i hate myself

i feel fat today cause i ate alot these few days

i normally dont understand my feelings

thats it people
ciaoz

well todays jus another day that pass real slowly
after lesson went to eat MOS wif pris and jia min
super nicee:D

then went home
i cant believe i fell aslp on the bus
i bet i look hilarious la

random thoughts
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anyone have the lastest link of everyone on my links can tell me on my taggie
please la
i lazy go look for myself

theres supernanny tonight

ive got a new 'love' and a new 'hate'

theres dance tomorrow in an unknown community centre
theres bus to bring us there but no bus to bring us back :\

theres some sports thingy on sat and its a 'must go'
as in have to go not cause i want to

after that going to town i think with cass and sammy

going to concert on sunday
with 3 guys:\
cause no one wants to go with me! *pouts and wails*


ciaoz

well today jus suxed
time passed so slowly today la
then there's chinese oral

got scolded like 2times today by mummy cause of my bro
like wtf

well nevermind

im off to watch dancefloor already
ciao

mummy came back today
okay i was disappointed when she didnt get the earrings i wanted
and i was super disappointed that she didnt get anything for me

forget it!
dance was super duper tiring today
it was like hell man
time was like super slow today
esp during lessons
mr leonard tan said that there wont be history today:]

ate ebi rice burger
eww.
i totally didnt like it
okay maybe its nice but not to me

dance on sat changed to fri
im going out wif cass on saturday
and suynday i have a concert to go to:D

okay ciaoz

watched mr bean yesterday at cs with pris and fel
got the first row!
my neck nearly died can!

anyway the line was sooo long at tmall la
until past pasta mania lo!
so we went to cs to watch
all the timing were full la
only left the 7.45 one
so we took it
i think we got the last tickets lo
lucky us:]

we had like almost 3 hours to waste b4 the movie
so 1st i went to buy jimson's beeelated bday present
then we went to walk around
played ocean hunter at tmall
some random ah beng tired talking to pris:D

until finally we went back to cs
bought popcorn and went in
its like the 1st time in my life i went in early la
the cinema soo totally full of childish immature kids
it was so irritating

we finished about half the popcorn even before the show started
by the end of the show we cant even finish the drink and popcorn

random thoughts
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the little boy inside the show will grow up to become a handsome guy:]
i changed my url please pass around the msg

going to my grans now

ciaoz

i totally cannot see my blog from my com.
hack mayb no one can see
i think something is seriously wrong with my com man!

anyway the indonesians students are going back today
well went to kbox yesterday
sang till like 9
then went home, reached at bout 9.30

then this morning went to skool
priscilla siah xin yi skipped today!

and happy birthday sean tan:]

ciaoz