Baby you will see.

town with mummy, went for a classic medi today. guess what colour? BLACK! duh.
bought a black ring. like finally.
i feel damn black now, so cool eh? LOl
ate dintaifung, mummys treat. then she gave me 60bucks of isetan voucher. so tempted to just go get mac stuff. can i? maybe i should:)

cousins at the house now, i cant say at my house cause its not my house. sad life. anyway im like sitting on the couch with my laptop, totally ignoring them. i know its rude but still.. i have nothing, null, absoultly nothing to say to them. i dont feel connect now, so. talk to my hand.

been doing notes on facebook, its so cool. LOL when youre bored you should try, quite fun:)

Once upon a dream, you and me.

personal homepage is finally over and done with. i was soo nervous la. it was embrassing!
i spent like 10plus bucks on cab today. and i used a freaking stupid excuse to convince myself it was okay. cause my bus concession ended, so i figured it doesnt make much of a difference if i take cab. secondly, today is friday and its 30. so after today i will get my new allowance, and im left with molah. so its doesnt matter. STUPID RIGHT!

gonna go shopping with mum tomorrow at isetan scotts, and then hopfully dintaifung! then sunday family gathering at my uncles. i skipped this weeks one so i guess i have to go to this sundays. urghh.

this guy is like the hottest in american idol so far! doesnt he look abit like david cook?

cuteness eh?

anyway random but i think i spoilt my voice, i cant really sing now. fk

I want nobody, nobody but you.

ahh! im so tempted to go and buy the whole set of skipbeat and ouran high school host club. but im broke! boohoo.
and exams are coming i cant afford to go and read mangas now.
this suck!

FT island <3

'The greatest distance blah blah blah'

im so fustrated about CNY, everywheres closed. nothing is open.and theres so much food i feel fat and full just by looking at it. the worst is theres alot left so we have to eat it. just when im craving for sakae sushi! NICE!

i tink i look fking ugly in my CNY clothes. wrong choice of clothes la!





have a nice day. byebye

Colorful Sensibility

im so addicted to youtubing for korea songs. its so nice. and i have so many on my list now.

happy chinese new year to all earthlings. cny is coming in 4 and a half hours.

no wl this week cause of cny:)

i feel so random.

i wish im korea or at least i know how to speak korean, but at least i can sing touch my body properly without being make fun of. :X

okay dont think all koreans sing english badly kay! its just minority.

i seriously want to learn dance, korean and japanese. but im too lazy to get my butt of my bed. bad habit i know!

OMG after so many years of looking for idols who has the same birthday as me i finally found it. unexpectedly!

Lee Jae Jin of F.T island. 17 december 1991! exactly the same. LOL

i just stumbled onto it la! i am shocked!

i means he our age but he so famous already. so good uh?
well in looks he so much superior! no wonder. sadd.

its a celebration.

welcome to the world babe! she had gone through alot for you. i hope you will bring her happiness, and happiness only. i'll go see you soon!

with love
yuanlin

i wanna rock with you, dance with you, do everything with you.

OMG im so addicted to Big Bang's with you and we belong together. its soo nice!
CNY is coming! and we gonna go shopping tomorrow! i am almost finishing al my projects and its great! just the presentation left!

sukidayo~ zuto!

melissa is a girl who has mental as hard as metal! LOL
i know it doesnt make sense.

anyway finally going to finish all the projects:) but exams~

CNY is coming yayness.

im tired of school.

its a random post, im blogging for the sake of blogging.

i dont wanna grow up!

finally 2 presentation done today! WOHOO. confettii in the air!
left another two more though. and EXAMS. stresss.
i spent 6 hours online doing my sharepoint project yesterday. i am a good girl! LOL and its finally done!

i have to thank the inventor of slippers! i seriously think slippers is one of the greatest invention of all times! HEELS ARE KILLERS!

mummys off to get dad from the airport!

Its a sad love song.

didnt go for Wl today, time of the month
went out with family yesterday evening. and...i went to newyork for a facial treatment. mummys so nice right! then she sign on a facial package for me:) YAY. the next appointment is 4 feb if im not wrong:)

did sharepoint today. i was so stuck! its so hard. im havign a headache cause of that!

People are interesting.

cancelled outing today, feeling terrible now. headache plus cramps. imagine that!
stayed at home and finished another fantastic drama. seriously interesting, i got so catch up in it. i finished it in 2 days.
Kurosagi. theres a movie to it too. im gonna watch it later on. need to rest my laptop:)

janai!

i can hear the love song.

finally decided who do what on the last project. so everythings settled and almost done. and EXAMS ARE COMING.
woohoo confettii in the air! this is my new pharse:)

got my timetable already. STRESS.

other then that, now im gonna talk bout drama! YES jdrama. i finished 3 short jdrama in this week. wha!
boku-to-kanojo-no-xxx, tadashii-ouji-no-tsukurikata and Koizora.
YES they have a drama for Koizora. i bet many of you had watched the movie but not the drama. actually its about the same, but more information. but the book is still the best:)
OMG im a koizora fan la. i read the novel and the diary of Hiro and watched the movie and drama! WHAAKAKKAKA.
confettii in the air!

got to go mogu!
sayonara!

The moment our eyes met, you took my breathe away.

OMG today is like the best day of my life, NOT! i saw my ideal guy at the busstop just now. hes so prefect!
but i guess the god of pimples love me so much that he has to bestow me with more pimples today. isnt it great! and we took the same bus whao! i mean who has this kinda luck!
this is that kinda of situation when i wish i look like a super model and wish that i have a face that is freaking pretty. but im like fugly, so its the exact opposite of what i want.

anyway finializing 2 projects today. and starting on the new one tomorrow. hope we can at least finish half of it tomorrow.
cross my fingers and hope to die.

Spin that record babe.

PROJECTS! two down one more to go. imagine how much hardwork pain and suffering i had to go through. i also finalized two of my projects with my teammates in like what 3 weeks? fast or what! together okay!
and with two tests who could have asked for a more better day, NOT. but at least afa and stats paper were well okay i guess. i didnt study so im not hoping to get great marks. its passable i would fail, i know it.
gonna chiong all my projects this week. and hopefully finish my last one by the next week. im hoping to get a 3.5 GPA to balance out my previous one, so the average will be at least a 3. but exams~ i cant seem to get myself to study or even concentrate. i rather do projects. its so much easier.

anyway with all that study talk, im gonna start on my latest drama! i finished a jdrama and a kdrama during the pass 2 weeks. Que sera sera and Nobuta Wo Produce. nice nice.

see i can manage my time well. i can watch dramas and still find time to do projects. am i great or what!:)

He's a love machine!

im confused. i dont know what i wanna do. frisbee or not? im lazy to go. in other words i find no point. i have no passion in it. i dont know. i wanna play, not train. okay im lazy, i know. winter league tomorrow? training tuesday and wednesday?
ahhhh! i hate decisions. its like im standing at the crossroads!
ill decide when i wake up tomorrow then.

ah i just saw this cute new game in japan! i hope it comes to singapore, i wannt get it. its called tutt... babo. something like that. i forgot. freaking cute.

up till now ive watched all the Boys Over Flower, from the taiwans to the japans. i must say i prefer the japans way of filming the show. much more delicate and romantic. but i cant wait to watch the korean version of it. ive always liked koreas more then japan, in terms of films. im a drama addict. i know.
and as usual the Hanazawa Rui or Hua Zhe Lei or Yoon Ji Hoo is so much more better looking then the Domujii? or Dao Ming Si or Goo Jun Pyo. okay whatever. you get what i mean.


i cant wait!:)

anyway moving on. todays interview with Ts father was good, hes really nice to talk to and he likes to talk. thats good, at least there arent any slient awkard moments. imagine that.
projects are mostly on the way. econs almost done. management starting to look better and i think we can finish it very fast. but oral comm is totally crap, and stucked. next is html, i dont even know the due date and everything. how am i suppose to start. and other then projects, exams are coming. OMFG. okay bitchslap me on FB. i need to wake up.

sometimes i am so amazed by how emoing make my english go from a c6 to a b+. if i had known better, i would had made myself emo on the day of the O level english paper. damn it.
dont worry people, im still okay. not metally unstable. its just projects that are making me stress, and think so much about life. stupid school, stupid life.
anyway, for to do more projects later, wooh~!

after reading yesterdays post, i realise i can be a novelist eh? i can write sucha long and meaningful post in sucha short time. it goes to show that i have talent. LOL. or maybe a script writer.
its bout time i start to think what i want from this freaking life i have. i mean university? i dont know. kinda lazy to study. why cant everyone be rich, so we can do whatever we want without much thought.
LIFE!

Soh yuanlin wish that life is just about partying.

life is a bore. i mean why must we study then work then die. its a passing phase that never seem to pass by totally at all. at some point of time people must be pondering bout the question. what is life? i mean maybe someone is thinking bout it right now. and thats me. i dont get life. its not my thing, yet im force to be in it. hello, its not like i have a choice to start with.

okay im just indulging in some selfpity from this point onwards, if you cant be bothered to 'see' me whine, theres a red cross at the top of the page, yes that one stupid. just click on it, and everything will disappear.

i dont get it, why do some disgusting people get their guys. disgusting mean alot to me, from backstabbing bitch to ugly freaks. sorry im being real here. or maybe if your guys are just as gross, then i have nothing to say except you deserve each other. i mean im not saying i dont bitch and im not saying im pretty, in fact i think im a fugly bitch that doesnt backstab im not as bad as some people i know. then why do i only get guys that well lets say not as nice. no offence. seriously it is just me or lifes being a bitch to me.

i know this sounds insulting to some of you guys but, its the fact. dont like it. click on that freaking cross up there. no ones stopping you.

next topic friends. i know im not suppose to think this way. but what is a friend? i mean i did what i think was that best i could do for all my friends until now that is. but i sometimes still find myself sorta 'leftout'. maybe its just my imagination. i dont know. or maybe blantly saying it, some 'friends' just talk to me when they feel like it, or when they have problems. i mean i dont mind, but very few people had actually listened to my problems. if you are one of them, count yourself lucky. since i was like 1. okay primary 1. whatsoever. im always not in the crowd, but i never did think otherwise. im satisfied with who i have around me, other then the crushes i couldnt have, duh! but sooner ar later they will somehow forget that i exist. it will be until a long time before they will turn around and somehow miraculessly? a question will pop up in their mind, hey wheres yuanlin. well thanks, im here well and alive. no offense again.
i know im not into words and i dont normally take in credit for what i do for friends cause i always believe that they will do those stuff for me too. and they did. but i guess if a person doesnt speak up, it wont be long before they are forgotten. so i dont know, since when i started working hard for 'friendship'. which isnt what i believe in. it is until now that i realise. i feel so lonely, somehow betrayed, not by anyone else, but by myself. i feel like everyone is wearing a mask, dancing along to the song of reality. is this what they call a facade? i dont know.
i once took a online test, what kind of eyes do i have. i think my result was i have eyes of blood?. i see life the way it is, dark and cold. i see reality and i dont indulge in fairytales. something like that. i wish it was wrong, but through the years, i realise it was right. i laugh i smile i go along with the crowd, even though knowing that its not really that funny, or its not even fun. i think somehow in my mind i thought if i didnt do that, i would be left behind. thats the reailty. ive seen people got bullied caue they are different or cause they are alone. and i guess i just didnt want to be like them, so i had to learn to somehow fit in.

its a long and wordy post. and i congradulate? those who have the patience to read this far. i hope my words hadnt offend anyone, and somehow tell you guys more about what i think. friends of mine, if you had read this far, can i read it as you care about me and my life? more then the laughter and craziness, you are more willing to understand and cry with me? i hope it really is.
its been a long night. bye

i woke up feeling freaking fat this morning. so i decided to cut down on my food intake esp junk food. and hopefully i can slim down. my ideal weight is XX, and i am currently XX. so i hope i can get to my ideal weight before my next birthday. i think i can last long enough. LOL but tis kinda difficult. I'LL TRY THOU.

family dinner yesterday was awkard and boringg.
but at least i got my books to accompany me all day. i finished all 15books la. worth a total of 103 bucks. i pay with my own savings okay.
im in class now. and its so noisy. my head is going to burst. and im gonna do project later. hope we can get ALOT of stuff done. cause im really lazy to meet up. isnt it better if its individual project. so we can do it in our own time. and isnt better without exams. and everything is project base. ARH. life!

im feeling so irritable today. feel super bad mood, like i can punch everyone in my way.

說好的幸福呢

going out to get my books later at kino:) cant wait!
dinner with mummy and her friends. their treat of course. LOL
winter league tomorrow. have to force myself to get rid of my laziness. i feel bad for my team, cause alot of people are also missing most of the time.
outing with girls yesterday, yuhan sammy and try. walked around finding NY clothes through all the sales. but nothing found. finally got 1 piece from f21. thats my one and only NY clothes.lucky i still have something that i didnt wear yet. so thats gonna be my second set. sadd. this season sucks. had din tai feng's fried rice and small dragon bun:) yummy yummy!
when school start everything is gonna set in and crush my bones. projects and exams all charging towards me. and as you all know. I DONT STUDY AND I DONT REVISE. great right. im gonna be so dead la.
wish me luck.

hello hello!

firstly, HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! i know yuanlin will never mind me intruding her blog. it always spice things up a little for her right right? hahaha. since it's a brand new year, here comes a new blog skin! say YAY! don't you know simplicity is the new black, in year 2009 especially. anyway, was kind of surprise to actually remember the password of this bitch's blog after dinosaur years. guess i am blessed with extraordinary good memory hehe. can't believe her password is still ilovexxxxx. k hackers, go figure! hahahah.



i guess this is the last group picture we took before chari flew off unknowingly. i think the next time she return will prolly be 5 years later? oh well i am unsure of what is going to happen, but am certain that such unbelievable bonds among us will definitely stay with us wherever we go. you know you guys are like gems to me! and to my dearest chari, you are not forgotten ok!!! you know i love you all! friends forever sweets!

love,
i know you know who