hello earthlings (idk why suddenly i though of this-.-)
anyway im rotting at home before heading down to yck for sushi buffet later on with mum.
this week is so fully packed i need to find time to pack my luggage soon. and i hope my stomach gets better. i wanna fully enjoy the dimsums in hk:)

i have to bring my brother down to amk tomorrow to watch a stupid movie. yes. im being a good sister for once. i guess im making up for slapping him the other day. well hes annoying what can i do.
wednesday will be pack pack packing all day.
thursday-friday is reserved for the girls. im gonna travel all the way down east to chill and stayover:) hope S will be able to stayover man!
then saturday night timbre@oschool with peeps:)
sunday will be pack pack packing again
then off to HONGKONG on monday:)

finally a busy week! im so happy:)

hello people! today, im gonna be stuck at home again. fun life.
anyways been watching many many batsu game recently. feel so bad laughing at the poor guys getting their butts whack when their caught laughing. i swear japanese is the best when it comes to such funny variety game shows. saddist i know, but its damn funny. too bad its hard to find subbed version, its so fustrated to wach and not know what their talking bout.
anyways im gonna go out with the girls tomorrow for some quality chill out hang out session. then a sushi buffet treat by my aunt later at night. maybe i'll meet the girls again at night for a drinking session or something. we'll see.
i cant wait for the 'events' lined up for me tomorrow. im so bored at home now. i even finished a SUPER boring book that ive been procrastinating to finish since ages ago. am i using the right word? im trying to sound english here:) imagine poor me, waking up what NINE in the morning, used around three to four hours finishing a super boring book. by the way i was already haf way through it. imagine how sad my life is.

and i seriously need to curb my spending. just one day out and i can spent like what 50bucks? the outing with tryphena lim wan xin, i bought a makeup brush, a clip(for god knows why)and books. of course i ate out too, dintaifung:) and for tomorrow i know im definatly gonna spent more. this is so shitty.

and after the hongkong trip briefing yesterday, i suddenly dont feel like going anymore. it sounds so unintertesting. and the schdeule is quite shitty as well. but since im going might as well be happy bout it. at least i get to go overseas right?

p.s. my gran is annoying me again.

stand by you
outing today with tryphena lim wan xin. finally town! its been a long time since i went there to actually shop:)went Orchard Ion, Taka, Wisma and Orchard central.
had Din Tai Fung for lunch! yum-yum.i even walked her to Plaza sing canzxzx. im so nice right!
there a briefing for hk tomorrow too! hkhk cant waitt:)

TVXQ - picture of you
my mums damn nice suddenly, she wanna sponser me for plastic surgery:) double eyelids!
but she says she wants to treat my face first. she sponser again. so cool right.

i swear she got menopause. sometimes nice sometimes bad. weirdd. and scary.

ohya and i can get a new phone. what should i get? LG icecream looks nice:)

exams are over but im still feeling the pressure. of what? of life i suppose.
as time goes by it closes in on our graduation. we all know we will never be able to hide in this hateful place we call school and we can never be always labelled as what we always hate, kids, students, whatsoever. we all have to go our different ways chasing our different dreams one day. and we must face the grueling pressure of work.
life never seems to let us have a break. after the pressure from school, comes the pressure to work.
well i need a break now. definatly. i need a space i can call my own, i need friends who will listen, who wont mind travelling al the way down when i feel like crying. i need people around me. i dont wanna be alone, when im alone i think, when i think mostly the thoughts are negative, i start doubting myself. i hate it.
well now im alone and im thinking bout life, thats the reason for this long time no see length post.
im lost. everyones thinking yeah sure everyone gets lost once in awhile. well im lost for most of my life. i dont know what i want or where i wanna go.

ah im stressed up all over again, its a vicious cycle that never seems to stop. this feelings sucks, now i cant even mix myself a drink, cause my mums forcing me to go run at what, 7.30 in the morning with her.

sometimes i wish i can just say goodbye to life. but dont worry, although i think no one will, i wont do anything stupid, im too cowardly to do that.

NO MORE PAPERS! Let's go party!
now is to wait for the results 23 september i think.
dont care dont care!
HONG KONG HERE WE COME!:)

four down ONE more to go!
tomorrows a break from exams. last paper will be on friday. after which i'll be heading over to marine parade, my long-time-no-see hometown. to do what? teach yuhan accounting, yes teach! im a kind person i know:)
after friday is the HOLIDAYS! for me at least:) happy studying for exams, the rest of you.
i need to find people to go out with before i go over to hongkong(7-11sept). lot of people to meet and little time to waste. where are you my friends?! ask me out please, im begging you. al of you guys just totally disappeared into thin air once poly starts. im not blaming anyone else but the school. and i though poly was fun. guess we all got tricked-.-

current addiction : brown eyed girls - abracadabra

three down two more to go. im gonna fail yesterdays and todays paper. CONFIRM PLUS GARANTEE PLUS CHOP!
threee more days and it will all be over!
im feeling so relexed now, which is bad cause i have to start on accounting.

two down three more to go

some friends dont hang around long.
im dead for tomorrow's paper.

one down four more to go.

i should just die. exams starts tomorrow and im addicted to manhwa?! (korean comics)
i just finished like 3 more series. this is so shit man.
but at least i finished memorising law and finish writing notes for hrl. im just gonna keep reading law later.
i guess my weekends will be spent doing up marketing notes and memorising hrl. great!

i just finished memorizing lec 3-6 for law. i'll continue with stuffing information into my brain later.
im gonna make myself finish memorising law by today and for tomorrow im gonna start writing notes for marketing or memorising hrl, depends what i feel like doing.

i have like what 4 days to go? to memorized hrl and start on marketing and retail! and i havent even practiseing account?
im so deadd. i need to push myself, find my motivation.

i should be studying now, i know. BUT~
i just finished hana kimi manga. I KNOW! STUDY! EXAMS! AHHH!
im so dead man!

我常想曾經擁有過你的愛就足夠了, 可是我可曾真擁有過吗?

你是最美的相信

i finally finish fated to love you:)
full dosage of drama. im now ready to start to study for exams. i think:)

if tomorrow never comes,
HKHK~! yes i cant stop thinking of hongkong~
i need to save save save for hongkong for my own present for myself.
exams are still nearing as we speak, but stil no motivation, i'll try to puysh myself though. its only less then a month away. PUSH. 1 2 3 push! lol
im addicted to fated to love you. okayy i know taiwan drama~ but its dman long i watch a drama. let me off this time:)