I'm so scared of you leaving. Going back to her. Everytime you speak of her name, its as though you're reminiscing something that i can never be a part of. i know you loved her, i know the cut she left was deep. so i cant help but think, you still have feelings for her. it has come to a point where everytime her name pops up, all i can do is pretend i'm fine with it when it hurting me inside. i'm afraid that if i told you that i hated the fact that you still talk to her and talk about her, you'll get annoyed and just walk away from me.

i hope i'm your choice, not just an option. cause even if it hurts like hell, i'll walk away. it's all or nothing for me.