Wednesday, January 31, 2007

okay today totally sux
not only did my __ come yest. but i was frantically finding for that particular someone who forgotten about the promise he made to me. and that is to take recess with me.
i found out that it is totally scary to have recess al alone. it jus felt wrong:\

and why does people dont listen to me. i hate repeating stuff. no matter in class, in skool or at home
no one seems to be listening.
today jus sux anyway.

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a true friends walk in when the whole world walks out.
but what do you call a person who took away everything that you every cared for?

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

today still sux:]
but it was still better

wen to dance.
had ss test. i think i gonna fail again
haizz.

and nick sucessfully 'ask' me to buy choco:\

Monday, January 29, 2007

haiya. say here say there also my fault dowan to say liao.
i just want everything to be back to normal
if you still wan to ignore me you're welcome to
anyway to most people im in the wrong.
im always in the wrong.

no matter at home or outside, i dont bother explaining myself le la. also no use
people wan to think this way also not my prob liao
cant let people affect ur life anyway.
one last yr and we wont get to see each other liao.
so might as well put on a smile and see each others face until end of skool
wan bitch den bitch ba, wan backstab den backstab ba
after this yr also not much chance le.
im not going to care anymore.

:D

but anyway. for today i shall end with.

MY DAY SUX.

Saturday, January 27, 2007

firstly, i have no issues with you.

secondly, why isit my issue when nick they al also say but u never say anything to them, dont you think is unfair

thirdly, how can you toy with him when he doesnt even like you
toying = playing with his feelings = he likes you but u dont like him, and you are pretending to like him
get your facts right!

fourly, yes, we are relex. when you say u have no idea why we are lidat. we have no idea why you are stressing youself out like crazy too.
plus we go out only to relex, is not like we go out every other day. and that we didnt study.
we just dont study like how u do. we ask you out cause we wan you to relex incase that you're goin to overstress yourself out. if you feel that we are interupting your studying tell us. and we wont ask you next time.


so dont go and comment on people when they did not do anything to you. and when you donnoe the fact that they did study at home. and when they ask you cause they wan you to relex.

you should know who are you. no offence but these are al facts.
1. What does your friendster Name MEAN? - its jus my name
2. where was your default pictaken? - internet
3. what hurt u most? - erm. i donnoe
4. What is your current relationship status? totally single
5. Honestly, does your crush like you - nope. he doesnt even know i exist
6. What is your current mood? - bored
7. What do you love most? friends, goodlooking guys theme parks singing WANG DA DONG!
8. What makes you happy? MY FRIENDS.
9. Are you musically inclined? nope. dont think so
10. If you could go back in time, and change something, what would you change? - not being alive
11. If you MUST be an animal for ONEday- what would you be? wolf?
12. Ever have a near death experience? yupps. i nearly got bang by a car. it was fun!
13. Something you do a lot? breathe.
14. What's the name of the song that's stuck in your head right now? - erm. none
15. Who did you copy and paste this from? friendster
16. Name someone with the same b-dayas you. my mummy
17.what u hate most? being stare at and being accused
18. Have you ever sang in front of alarge audience? yes. in the skool canteen. and some people thought its was from a cd!
19. what's ur wishes? to have great results and have my ideal career. which is singer:]
20. What's the first thing you notice about the OPPOSITE sex? the hair! then the looks
21. What do you usually order fromStarbucks? i dont go there
22. the memorable day? none yet
23. Ever had a drunken night? nope. my resistence is high :D
24. the things u precious most! nothin much.
25. Do you still watch kiddy moviesor TV shows? yeah! i love them
26. Do you have braces? nope
28. Name something funny that happened to you? i donnoe. i have too many to pick one.
29. Do you speak any other language? english chinese abit of malay abit of dialects
30. What's your favorite smell? fresh air.
Girl Confessions
[x] I'm not easy.
[x] I do wear make up.
[x] When I walk by mirrors, I can't help but look.
[x] I wear toe nail polish.
[x] I have cried at a movie theater
[ ] I've purposely talked to a guy my boyfriend didn't like.
[ ] I love chocolate covered pretzels
[x] Getting a flower makes me smile,especially for no reason.
[ ] I've wrecked a car.
[ ] I can't put mascara on without opening my mouth.
[ ] I'd do anything for a special guy.
[x] I love cuddling.
[x] I think Johnny Depp is hot in Pirates.
[ ] I've gotten a detention.
[ ] I've gotten suspended
[x] I love to laugh.
[ ] I like rock.
[ ] I like rap.
[x] I like techno
[ ] I carry a purse.
[x] I've been called a "party girl".
[ ] I did own a Spice Girls CD.
[x] I did own a Britney Spears CD.
[ ] Football isn't boring.
[x] I love athletic boys
[ ] I love skater boys.
[ ] I love ghetto boys.
[x] I love emo boys.
[x] Sweet guys are better than hotguys.
[ ] I've been called a tease.
[x] Lip gloss is better than lipstick.
[ ] I can't leave the house without makeup.
[x] I'm a bitch. Deal with it.
[ ] I play video games, evenwhen there are other people around.
[x] My friends are the best, andthey're VERY important to me.
[x] I can be crazy.
[x] I really want to be with a certain someone right now.
[ ] I smoke way too much
[x] I have a tattoo or I want one
[ ] I have been to more than 5 concerts
1. Name - yuanlin:]
2. Religion - freetinker
3. Single/Taken - totally single
4. Zodiac Sign - goat
5. Male/Female - female
6. School - nass
7. Race- chinese
9. MSN Name - Lullabies and sad goodbyes
10. Hair Color - prefer the term brownish black
12. Hair Long/Short - its short i think
14. Eye Color - black with a tint of brown:]
15. Health Freak - nope
16. Height ; 159 :17. Do you have a crush on someone? wang da dong!
18. Do you like yourself? - nope. FYI i hate myself
19. Braces - nope
21. Piercing - 3
22. Tattoo - i want!
23. Righty or Lefty - right

___YOUR FIRSTS___
24. Surgery ; nope
25. First piercing - cant rmb
26. First best friend - cant rmb too
27. First Award ; p6 second in class?
28. First Sport You Joined ; volley
29. First pet ; tortoise
30. First Vacation ; my mother lost my old passport
31. First Concert - i donnoe!
32. First love ; humph..is a crush counted?

___FAVOURITES___
33. Movie ; not many, just alot
34. Favorite TV Show - drama. esp taiwan dramas!
35. Colour ; white, black, grey
36. Music - all types
39. Drink - cold water
41. Sport To Play - im lazy
42. Favorite piece of clothing - jeans?
43. Brand - mango, esprit loads and loads more
44. What do you sleep with? a pillow two bolster a blanket and a bed
45. Favorite School ; none. i hate skools
46. Favorite Animal ; wolf. is vamp counted?

___CURRENTLY___
49. Im eating - nothing
50. Im drinking - nothing
52. Im about to ring - nobody
53. Listening to - nothing
55. Waiting For - the angel of death to take my life
56. Watching - this
57. Wearing - pjs
58. Want Kids? - nope i was thinking of adopting
59. Want to Get Married? - maybe.
60. Careers in Mind - singer, actress, host. i like glamour:]

___RANDOM___
68. Lips or Eyes - eyes
69. Hugs or Kisses ; hugs
70. Shorter or Taller- taller! duh
72. Romantic, Spontaneous - i cant decide
73. nice stomach or nice arms - arms
74. Sensitive or Loud ; sensitive
75. Hook-up or Relationship - i like both:]
76. Sweet or caring - isnt both the same
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant? i nlike trouble makers

___HAVE YOU EVER___
78. Kissed a Stranger - dont think so. wanna try?
79. Drank bubbles - eww thats gross
80. Lost glasses/contacts - nope. i only break them
81. Ran Away From Home - yupps. once
82. Broken a bone - nope
83. Got an X-ray ; yupps. it was dumb
84. Broken Someones Heart - think so. im guilty
87. Cried When Someone Died - yupps. duh
___DO YOU BELIEVE IN___
89. God - sorry but no
90. Miracles - nope
93. Aliens - nope.
94. Magic- yupps
95. Heaven - nope
97. Sex on the first date - im a virgin get it!
98. Kissing on the FirstDate - think so. u mean on the cheeks?
99. Angels - dont think so

___ANSWER TRUTHFULLY___
100. Is there someone you want to be with now? - wang da dong!
Guys cry because...

1. Girls screw them over...

2. They just got hit in the balls...

3. They're about to die...

4. Their heart is broken...

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Girls cry because...

1. They're sad...

2. They're scared...

3. They're nervous...

4. They're frustrated...

5. They're missing someone...

6. They're alone...

7. They're PMSing...

8. They're pregnant..

9. Their heart is broken...

10. They're in love...

11. Their souls have been torn...

12. THEY MET A BOY THEY CANT HAVE...

13. They fell in love with a boy...

14. They hurt so bad inside...

15. They're mad...

16. JUST BECAUSE THEY FEEL LIKE CRYING

Friday, January 26, 2007

today was okay.
watched the bball match yest
we won:]
later going out to bugis, but i want go to far east!
anyway
i hate this particular sec 1 girl who takes bus 12 every morning
so so freaking noisy
everyone is so tired but she actually can yak yak and yak until we reach skool
so irritating

and i think some of the sec 1s are a disgrace to our skool
like hello
the bus is not ur hse can u not walk around and talk like ur granpa owns it.

fei lun hai's in s'pore!!!
ohmygosh. loves <3s

Thursday, January 25, 2007

argh i jus corrected my post.
whatever

she's disappointed. well i think disappointed is worst den angry.
to me it is
well it's normal to me

everyday i disappoint my parents anyway
im a TOTAL disgrace to them
i should get use to it sooner anyway

this post suck. i sux. but who cares.

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

IM SO SORRY PRISCILLA SIAH XIN YI
this post is jus for you.
im really sorry i shouted at you
forgive me please
its not ur fault or anyone there
i guess im jus pms-ing
i donnoe wad's wrong with me these few days

im really really sorry.

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

DECEMBER BABY
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking person possible thats a TOTAL lie
better than all of these other months!
Loyal and generous.
Patriotic.
Competitive in everything.
Active in games and interactions.
Impatient and hasty.
Ambitious.
Influential in organizations.
Fun to be with.
Easy to talk to, though hard to understand.
Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know.
Easily influenced by kindness.
Polite and soft-spoken.
Having lots of ideas.
Sensitive.
Active mind.
Hesitating, tends to delay.
Choosy and always wants the best.
Temperamental.
Funny and humorous.
Loves to joke.
Good debating skills.
Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative.
Daydreamer.
Friendly.
Knows how to make friends.
Abiding.
Able to show character.
one guy/girl kind of person.
Loveable.
Easily hurt.
Prone to getting colds.
loves music.
pretty/handsome.
Loves to dress up.
Easily bored.
Fussy.
Seldom shows emotions.
Takes time to recover when hurt.
Sensitive.




most probably al fake :D

Friday, January 19, 2007

crazy stuff i did and didnt do

Level 1
( ) smoked a cigarette eww i hate smokers
( ) smoked a cigar isn't it the same?!
( ) done weed wad the hell is that? some kinda drugs?
(x) kissed a member of the same sex totally FYI i have 3 girlfrens:]
(x) drank alcohol i love barcadi!
SO FAR: 2

Level 2
(x) been in love yeah. like soo long ago
(x) been dumped like 3times by the stupid same guy
(x) shoplifted its was fun:D
( ) been fired i dont even have a job!
( ) been in a fist fight nope. if not i'll be disfigured
SO FAR: 5

Level 3
(x) snuck out of a parent's house to meet that once special someone
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them yes! like alot of times
( ) been arrested i would wanna try:]
( ) made out with a stranger i want! its so cool
( ) gone out on a blind date nope. thats quite dumb. wad if the person rape me!
SO FAR: 7

Level 4
(x) had a crush on an older person al of my crushes are like older den me
( ) skipped school i wanna try.
( ) slept with a co-worker or classm8 no way!
(x) seen someone/something die a mosquito?
SO FAR: 9

Level 5
(x) had/have a crush on one of yourFRIENDSTER friends ya! like my idol!
( ) been to Paris i wanna go!
( ) been to Spain not THAT interested
(x) been on a plane loved it
( ) thrown up from drinking thats like the dumbest thing
SO FAR: 11

Level 6
(x) eaten Sushi i love it!
( ) been snowboarding i think it would be fun:]
( ) met someone BECAUSE of friendster eww. no its like a blind date
( ) been mosh pitting wad's that?
SO FAR: 12

Level 7
(x)been in an abusive relationship(emotionally exhausting / abusive) emotionally. yes. but not abusive
(x) taken pain killers i have menses pain you know!
(x) love/like someone right now but im not allowed to. the Os rmb!
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by its soo relexing
( ) made a snow angel s'pore dont even snow!
SO FAR: 16

Level 8
( ) had a tea party its would be fun
(x) flown a kite i sux at it
(x) built a sand castle it failed!
(x) gone puddle jumping not purposely
(x) played dress up i love dressing up
SO FAR: 20

Level 9
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves its disgusting
( ) gone sledding not interested
(x) cheated while playing a game who doesnt
(x) been lonely i hate it
(x) fallen asleep at work/school cant help it. its too boring
SO FAR: 24

Level 10
( ) used a fake/someone else's ID wads the use?
(x) watched the sun set its totally cool
( ) felt an earthquake nope
( ) killed a snake i dont even wanna go near it
SO FAR: 25

Level 11
(x) been tickled like ALOT of time
( ) been robbed/vandalized erm. wad it means
( ) robbed someone is a fren counted
(x) been misunderstood TOTALLY!
SO FAR: 27

Level 12
( ) won a contest i wish?!
( ) been suspended from school ....
( ) had detention by a teacher only
( ) been in a car/motorcycle accident if yes i think i would lose a leg or something
SO FAR: 27

Level 13
( ) had/have braces my teeth is perfecto
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night i love cookies and cream:]
(x) had deja vu yes! ohmygosh its soo scary
( ) danced in the moonlight i'll consider
SO FAR: 29

Level 14
(x) hated the way you look i hate it like all the time
( ) witnessed a crime is helpping a fren do it considered
( ) pole danced wolala. i wanna try. but sadly i dont have a pole:]
(x) questioned your heart yeah. alot
( ) been obsessed with post-it notes who would do that?!
SO FAR: 30

Level 15
( ) squished barefoot through the mud thats jus purly disgusting
(x) been lost i sux at directions
( ) been to the opposite side of the world nope!
(x) swam in the ocean when i was damn young
(x) felt like you were dying esp when im studying
SO FAR: 33

Level 16
(x) cried yourself to sleep i do that like once a month:]
( ) played cops and robbers wad's that game?
(x) recently coloured withcrayons/colored pencils/markers markers:]
(x) sang karaoke i loove singinggg
(x) paid for a meal with only coins i was totally broke then
SO FAR: 37

Level 17
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't like skipping tuition
(x) made prank phone calls it was hilarious
( ) laughed until some kind ofbeverage came out of your nose thats gross
( ) kissed in the rain i wan!! who wanna do that wif me :D i think its totally romantic
SO FAR: 39

Level 18
( ) written a letter to Santa Claus thats dumb
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe can anyone get me a guy and a misletoe
( ) watched the sun set with someoneyou care/cared about nooo!
(x) blown bubbles that is my childhood
( ) made a bonfire on the beach i donnoe how to make one
SO FAR: 40

Level 19
( ) crashed a party nope. thats bad
(x) have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people yes! and i hate it
(x) gone roller skating/ blading in my hse carpark:]
( ) had a wish come true saddly no
( ) humped a monkey wad is that suppose to mean?
SO FAR: 42

Level 20
(x) worn pearls duh! which gal didnt
( ) jumped off a bridge i would be dead by now
( ) screamed "penis" at a football game and the point is?
( ) swimming with dolphins i wanna try
SO FAR: 43

Level 21
(x) got your tongue stuck to apole/freezer/ice cube ice cube. im addicted to them
(x) kissed a fish a cooked one
(x) worn the opposite sex clothes i love guys clothes!
(x) Sat on a roof top yupps the skool one:]
SO FAR: 47

Level 22
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs like everyday
( ) can do a one-handed cartwheel i would fall!
(x) talked on the phone for more than3 hours thruout the night baby!
(x) stayed up all night yes. during chalets
SO FAR: 50

Level 23
( ) picked and ate an apple right off the tree that's like illegal
( ) climbed a tree i think i'll be crazy to do that
( ) had/been in a tree house s'pore not that big you know
( ) aren't scared to watch scarymovies alone are you crazy? i would die in my seat
SO FAR: 50

Level 25
(x) believe in ghosts i am soo afraid of them.
( ) have/had more then 30 pairs ofshoes i share shoes wif my mom and my maid
( ) gone streaking is the word suppose to be stripping?
( ) been in jail hellos im not even 18 yet
so far: 51

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

i wan a dollie from taiwan!
I WANT IT!
its super cute
plus i like it!

go www.walilie.com.tw
i wan the look like lion one and the keychain
its like freaking ex can!!

Friday, January 12, 2007

OHMYGOSH
why is averil out *pout
that is totally unfair okay!
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went to dance today
erm like one hours late
i didnt know okay
then the other hour like slack only
then went to look for chen yuhan waited for xin
xin's mummy send us home :]
how nice

before that went to tmart
crapped ALOT wif my idol
WEI XIAN!!! :D


anyway i think i gonna skip dinner again
must save stomach for tomolo

goin to bugis's seoul garden
i think i LOVE bbq sutff:]
and the soup there is soo nice can!

Os are coming!
and my pimples are here
but that not the main point
the main point is im still slacky


i feel like dating again
after hearing some stuff today
from chen yuhan bout ___
i feel totally insulted in a way
but im not a good girlfriend :D

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

i went to dance yesterday
see im guai :D
i think i can split
but have to wait bout 2 weeks ltr?
thats my target :]

i thought i wont have to join SYF
but guess wad i have to
but only like 2 mins of showtime for me

didnt do much today
but i did my hist homework
the essay questions
see im guai

plus im gonna study for amaths ltr
hope i can slp well tonight
didnt slp that well yesterday
donnoe for wad reason

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i feel that my hairs damn oily
i think i need to go do something about it
i rather have dry hair
plus dry hair can spike
imagine me with spiky hair
so cool right :D


alright ciaoz people

Sunday, January 07, 2007

had a celebration for my gran yesterday at some random quite-cheap resturant
had the V.I.P room
inside it had two tv and four mics
the adults watching programmes with one
and one for singing

i swear my ear drums gonna burst
its not because of the bad singing
its because of the bad singing plus loud music
there are two tv why cant the adults have one and the 'childrens' have one
since no one is watching the tv prog. la
and the adults keep snatching the mic
esp my big auntie with the horrible singing
i dont mean to be bad
but if you were there i swear u'll die

the food was okay
didnt get to eat much
only got to sing one songs
p.s the songs are like half a year ago!
almost al my girl cousins brought their 'dear'
with the exception of the ones younger then me
DUH!

i dont know how i got the courage to sing infront of like 20 people
mayb its because my cousin dared me plus i had a whole glass of alcoholic drink
anyway i still cant believe it now :
actually im suppose to go out with pris and felicia today
but i cancelled it
cause i thought my mummy got plans
and it turned out that her plans suxs


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the important subject again
I NEED TUITION!
ESP SCIENCE AND MATHS
okay i dont need maths cause my mom can teach me
but i'll die if she teach me
cus she'll scold me like no tomolo

and i think my poa is going to fail also
cus i already forgotten most of last years work

oh shit i totally hate the Os

Friday, January 05, 2007

so pissed wif imeem
only can upload mp3 format files
i have so many freaking wma files la

anyway forget it
after skool went to huogang mall
whatever the spelling is

ate pepperlunch
super nice but i jus hate beef:and the glutinous balls there is super nice too
the peanut ones:]

walked about
crapped ALOT :D
and took neos

super nice neos
under my favorites
together with the ones wif pris of course:]

anyway i need tuition!
please anyone can intro tuition teacher
but i dowan the group to be too big or anything
I NEED TO GET SERIOUS
or i SERIOUSLY gonna flunk my Os

got to go mum-mum liao
ciaoz people

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

well today was the first day of skool
it wasnt that bad la

good news
our classes have air-con:D
i am siting beside pris
she asked me to write something here but i cant remember
i think its something like
pris loves boxers :D

bad news
yuhan's class is directly below mine:o level's this year
we gonna have no canteen for like half a year
and new building will only start working in like 2009
by the time we already graduated in poly or jc liao lo :
anyway got to go do some stuff
ciaoz

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

skool's gonna start tomolo and i haven even finish my work yet!
wow yuanlin nice start

anyway gonna cycle? to try's hse later to try to finish our work
hope we dont end up talking again!

about the cycling thing is cause of miss chen yuhan
the reason is i dont wanna tell
anyway its good excersize

i've got a new bag but i've seen people using it before
hack it anyway
i haven got a new pencil case
i've got a new file given to me by pris
its winnie the pooh by the way:]
and i've got a new umbrella?
my mother's been complaining that i dont have one
so she bought me a new one with winnie the pooh
and forced me to bring it everyday
since its winnie the pooh im glad to bring it :D
i've got my new books
if thats a good news

and i've got my new year clothes:but clothes are never enuff
why cant my mother understand
sometimes i wonder if she's even a girl
she doesnt like shopping for gods sake
which girl wont like shopping
not offence to those girls

and i've got a new year ahead of me
which means more homework and exams
and scary spotchecks information that will never happen:
ciaoz people
have a great day ahead cause it will be the last

Monday, January 01, 2007