I hate it when my name is used just for the sake of making others look better infront of others. I hate it when you pull me up then throw me down. YOU did both.

Family is suppose to love you for who you are. Did you?

Family is suppose to be there for you whenever and where ever. Were you?

Family is suppose to believe in you no matter what. Have you?

So who are you?

Boy, that's just low.

i find it hard to not give personal attacks to people like -. but i managed to keep it down for a whole good 2 years. the rollarcoaster - has brought me through is totally out of this world. From frustration to anger to guilt to disappointment sometimes i find it in me to forgive them. but the ride just starts all over again. it's truly tiring when you have to face such people in class everyday giving them the smile when you are actually cursing and swearing with all your might inside.

Theater as a metaphor thats what Ms Ooi had taught us, and it truly is beneficial to a certain extend in work as well as in life. as what she also said, we are all SHARKS, one day we are all gonna go out in the working world and compete with each other. so with this in mind, even though - brings me through what i call a rollarcoaster of hell, i am happy. why you may ask. because i know through this journey i have to take up with all these shit, and i had learnt alot more, maybe more then what i want to. but still life is a learning process, yadah yadah yadah.

anyways my point is, i will definitely go further in life then - will. so i hope - continues to wallow in their self-pity, self-righteousness as well as ignorance, for the benefit of people like me, who takes up his shit work.

so for all who are currently facing such shits in life, be gracious. we do more, we learn more. even though its hard to think that way most of the time, especially facing with such shits (i dont wanna refer them as human beings). use this to calm yourself down. dont go down to their level, cause you know you are so much better than that.

This is so inspirational, by my standards of course. i have to congratulate myself for it:)

I know I'll get on top of you somehow.

After all the projects stressing me out last week. i finally had some time off to myself.

Finish 'Club Dead' by Charlaine Harris and got started on her next book in the series, and i finally got to catch trueblood season3. it was terrific! can't wait for the next episode.

today is like total vampy day for me:) not that i object.

Completely gratuitous:)

Someone tell me he's NOT hot and i'll beat your ass!

He's 34 this year and still looks so smoking hot! please marry me. age is just a number if it's you.

I don't expect you to remember. I don't expect you to know. I don't expect you to feel. I don't expect you to see.

but I just want to tell you i still do. I still remember. I still know. I still feel. I still see.

Imu. I will always be standing right here where you left me, waiting for you to come back to get me.

friends&lovers alike, this is for you.

I'll leave so you can live.

night fes is so fantastic, it messed up my body clock and messed up my weekend and MESSED UP MY PROJECTS. well at least i manage to meet some new awesome people, and get to bond with my awesome girls:)

i couldnt go out to stjames on friday night cause of it and i couldnt go out with fel and co. the next morning cause i was so tired and i need to do my projects:(

another 5-7 more projects? im sick and tired of doing projects i can vomit on the sight of word documents-.- yes it's that bad!

so now im waiting for ANY project groupmate to send me ANYTHING so i can start doing SOMETHING. cause im totally done with my parts.

If only time passes slower or we can have more then 24 hours per day.

i promised sean.t no more IFs:)

project deadlines here i come! senses the sarcasm please.

Since you never notice the way that we belong, i'll sing it in this love song.



NO MORE! no wait, theres more-.-
tomorrow will be rest day for me. anyways other then the presentation today, i also signed my contract for attachment! happy much. im damn excited to start work, and STOP project:)\

finally tomorrow everything will end, and congratulations, you are the first bloody ass form class who manage to seriously piss me off to the extend that i flare up.
thank god i exercise self control and believe in karma, or i would totally tear your head off on the spot! bloody self-righteous and stubborn bastard:)

i have a mom that looks and talks down on me everytime i wanna do something. im so sick and tired of hearing negative in my life. maybe thats why im so negative. with all the things i hear everyday, i find it amazing how i can survive without ever breaking down infront of anyone at home.

some people seriously need to learn how to clean their own ass. seriously if even in project you cant do your simple parts, WHY ARE YOU ALIVE? seriously just go bang wall or something. like hello, you're year 3 already, don't you realize!

and seriously stop. being. so. UN-initiative. if you dont want to do your part. FINE. i'll give it to people who actually give a shit about the project and guess what your tasklist will be EMPTY. yes thats what im gonna do starting today, dont expect me to give you the task after i split it. if others are done, why are yours not done? and seriously i give most of the bloody shitwork to myself! and i can be done like what THE FIRST.

dont waste my time chasing you anymore. i dont have all day and this is not my only project.

if you're not happy. DEAL WITH IT.

I GOT FKING SLIVER FOR NAPFA! awesome much~

Today is fking NAFA day! awesome much-.-

i love my life.