Saturday, December 30, 2006

well yesterday sammy came over to my hse and used my internet
finished both uf our eng blog thingy:]
and 'finished' our ace learning maths stuff

she stayed till after 11
then her parents came to fetch her home.

on thurs
i finally did my ic:]
went wif sammy
waited for going to an hour

after that went to chalet
had fun?
went home the next day
was so tiredd

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

well merry christmas:]
was lazy to blog yesterday
sorry people

hooked on to hana kimi aka hua yang shao nian shao nv
its a totally nice 13 episode drama
which only uploads once a week on youtube:
coped up at home for damn long
need to get my ic done
and al my home work
anyone want to help me for my english blog thingy
or my poa!

totally bored la
im lazy to go out but i also wanna go out
as for the r5 chalet im not that interested anymore
for some unknown reason

i think ive grown fatter:in a sense
anyway thats random

ciaz

Friday, December 22, 2006

i chiong finish tokyo juilet liao
infront super boring but behind super nicee:]

and im going out tomolo
like after going to a week i fianally step out of my hse

eh can anybody wan to go make ic with me and anyone know where to take pic anot
wha lau eh. :\

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

finally i chiong finish ko one liao
super nice
after the song start playing dont stop hor
still got behind

the hua yang shao nian shao nv i also watch until 5 liao
i wan to watch 6 but haven come out yet
i wish got vcd nvm
den i can go buy!
argh

i nid to do my ic
anyone wan to pei me?
i nid to take foto 1st
i wan to know where to take
anyone tell me

im so lazy to go out these few days
i got nothing to watch liao
and hua yang only upload one episode per week
so i have to wait until next monday!
ohmygosh!

Monday, December 18, 2006

i was awake for most of the time yesterday
i waited until after 12 mn then slp:]

went to kbox to have fun
but lost 10 bucks to them?
i also donnoe why
anyway its quite a bad experience
YIQIN'S DAMN HOT!
im soo jealous

yuhan should know why
reached home at bout 10-11 lidat
yuhan was the LAST to wish me '''-_-

anyway i think im gonna be at home today:or mayb at the lib

Sunday, December 17, 2006

happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
happy birthday to meeee
happy birthday to me:]

anyway we changed our location to kbox today
hope i dont see that styilst:im so excited
i have soo many songs i wanna sing:]
and i wan many many presents

thank you to everyone who wished me happy birthday
loves to all of you :D

Saturday, December 16, 2006

hellos
im in a super good mood now
cause FYI my birthday is less than 5 hours away

going to go out to celebrate me and tien's birthday tomolo
its at escape
anyone going there mayb i'll see u there:]
duh '''-_-

okay anyway today went out wif family
to ecp until now than reach home
my favorite cousin didnt go today
cause he went biking wif his pals to thai
tsk tsk didnt tell his mummy some more

as you all noe ecp wif family is a real bore
esp there is a picnic:im so beat now
but im still excited
cause tomolo im goin to b one year older:]
and mayb i wanna take my ic foto tomolo

i wan presents
although i dont know exactly what i want
but i'll want whatever you al gif me:]
FYI i love winnie the pooh and frens
so if you al donoe wad to buy u can jus buy anything wif that on it
:D

Friday, December 15, 2006

happy birthday huitien!
one year older liao must be more mature hor
>>>SAGITTARIUS<<<
>Spontaneous.
>Freak in Bed?
>High sex appeal. wolalala :D
>Rare to find. really?
>Great when found. oh yeah
>Loves being in long relationships. totally wrong! well it depends on the person. duh!
>The one
>So much love to give
>Not one to mess wit true true >:O
>Very pretty. thank you:]
>Very romantic. so hurry up and date me
>Nice to everyone They meet. well not everyone
>Their Love is one of a kind. i take that as a compliment
>Silly, fun and sweet thats nice:]

Thursday, December 14, 2006

went to lib today with sammy and yuhan met us at 5!
can you al believe it
i actually STUDIED

then went to pp
ate then played arcade:]
sat the machine thingy
so lame, and shaky
then ps yuhan and sammy and went home with my family

decided to go ESCAPE :D
happy people?
if try's gonna reach sing in the morning then mayb we go tomolo okay?
but if she reach very late
then we just have to go without sammy wammy
*pouts*

anyway i can go out on 17! who wanna ask me out on my bday
and bring light into my life?
cause if no one wanna ask me out on that day
i have to either spend it alone at home or spend it with my family
which is a bore

anyway im BROKE
so broke i tell you
ohmygod
how am i suppose to go out

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

today's facial was good:]
super comfortable

at first im pissed then im angry then i felt sad?
i HATE it when people use me esp to ask me do something
like so ohmygod la
if u al want to find her
you al have her freaking number
cant you al go find her urself?
im not trying to say that ur are wrong
but dont you think you al vv what meh
like normally dont talk msn also nv even hello
then suddenly cal me ask me to like say happy birthday
so weird
then finally you al say wad you al wan

if you're me dont you find that you're used?
anyway whatever

i think my __ is coming maybe thats why:\

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

the haircut was okay
but i made my neck look short
and yuhan said i look more mature and i look like those people who like to go clubbing?

had a good? time filrting with the stylist
hey its not my fault okay
he started it
anyway this kind of people sure less than 2 hours already forget how i look:but it was still fun

yuhan was so unhappy with the haircut
cus its too ex and its short

she keep imaginating that i will be together with the stylist :D
hahss ya ritee
im so into the song i believe now:]
its sooo nicee

anyway i have totally no mood to do my homework now
i know i have o levels next year but it just seem so far away now
i feel so slack now
wth i hate it:\

Monday, December 11, 2006

i'm going to cut hair tomolo:]
plus im gonna take my ic photo
hope my hair cut dont come out so bad

until now i haven even do any of my homework yet
i wanna do it
but on the other hand im lazy to do it

my head's like cracking into half now
dont tell me that im gona be sick AGAIN
its so stupid
i keep getting sick during this hoilday

anyway my bday celebrationg will either be at escape or kbox
the pros and cons

- well escape will be cheaper cause its 6 bucks only for some reason
- but kbox will be fun i have loads of songs i wanna sing
- but i wanna go escape too cause it's been quite a while since i gone there

and the biggest reason is
tryphena lim wan xin will be back on 15 at night i suppose
and the next morning i suppose samantha ker xin min's going to america
how the hell am i suppose to plan for anything if lidat sia

okay joking im not scolding
but 16 morning- afternoon my cousins gonna come over toos
so its really busy
plus 17 i wanna be wif my mummy
cause as you guys know we have te same bday

some people say its lucky but i find it quite suay:imagine even you're out wif your frens that day
you will feel damn bad
cause ITS YOUR MUMMY BDAY TOO:
well i'll jus end here
but people pls vote where u wanna go:]
tag my board.

Sunday, December 10, 2006

today a boring day but it ended with a twist.
which i can say is a bad thing
cause i rather things be boring rather then me feeling sad? and angry

thats al folks.

Friday, December 08, 2006

went to the chalet
had fun?
but dear yuhan was not there
more people came than i expected:]
they drank but I DIDNT!
okay abit
but i have to say im not drank okay
im just tired :D
didnt sleep much, like 3hours i think
was so tired

after checking out
some of us went to xin's auntie's shop to eat our breakfast- lunch
then we decided to go to ed's hse to play mahjong
went totally crazy at his hse:]
fell aslp after being crazy

then finally went home
reached home at 4-5 i think
so tired!

my dad bought dinner
im feeling super duper full now
feel like puking!

think i gonna slp early tonight
the hoilday is going to end liao
but my homework like haven even touch lo
SHIT damnit
think i gonna die
dont even feel like doing la :\

Thursday, December 07, 2006

i donnoe if i should go to the chalet
im broke plus i owe people money
wtf
its so stupid
cus i've been waiting for this chalet like a long time
then now im broke cus of a barcadi
stupid
i really donnoe if i should go
i know im gonna have fun if i go
maybe la not so sure
and i know i will gbe soo bored if i stay at home
cus my maid and bro is at my cousin's hse

BUT i have totally no money
i even have negetive 8 bucks
cus i owe my maid

and IF i go i will have negetive 15 bucks
then my next week allowence will left 20 bucks after i clear al my debts

argh i hate being a accountance student
cus i know im making sense!
i hate it when im rights
well maybe not everytime
but i hate it now

in singapore you're really very pitiful if you're broke
cause you cant go anywhere
like FARK!

i really feel like drink up the whole bottle of barcadi now
but im alone
i hate to be alone when i drink
cus i donnoe what i'll do
but i know i'll be drunk '''-_-

i need to rant, i wanna bitch, i want to be valgur
i want to be a bitch for one day and let the whole world hate me
i need to let out ALOT of things inside
argh!
forget it FUCK.

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

ARGH
i feel so fucked up now
i jus feeling like hurling valguries at everyone
wtf
i think barcadi makes my valgur

anyway bye FUCK!
went out to pp to buy the bbq stuff today
then went to bugis to meet mummy
ate my favourite wan ton noodle:]

den bought barcardi for the chalet
so paiseh actually wanted to pay for all
but my parents dowan pay
so i paid den now left like 2 bucks
wth..
hahss im broke
then tomolo the chalet no $$ pay
those who wants to share then pay bout 2-3 bucks lo
the rest i pay lo
anyway it was my suggestion:
stupid suggestion of mine '''-_-

forget it next time i'll jus keep my mouth shut :D
the stupid barcardi is like 30 plus la
wth i thought it was like 20plus nia
anywau i think i gonna drink alot cus i dont think many people wanna share
so if im drank jus leave me alone inside a rom by myself:]
then i wont bother anyone
hahhss

cant wait for tomolo yeah.

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

My japanese name is ?? Yuki (meaningful value) 三千代 Michiyo (three thousand generations). translated from yuanlin

My japanese name is 坂本 Sakamoto (book of the hill) 三千代 Michiyo (three thousand generations). translated from soh yuanlin and soh yuan lin

My japanese name is 山田 Yamada (mountain field) 弓美 Yumi (beautiful bow, as in bow and arrow).translated from yuan lin

see the how much differences a spacing can make:]

im just bored la. tralalalalalalalalalalalalalass

gotta go. nights peopls

went to prom yest:]
it was soo tiring
esp wif heels
wore heels from 4pm-1am
cus i reached home at 1:
woke up cus my bro was watchin tv
and ate breakfast
my foot were still aching
and fell aslp again!
woke up at 1-2 i tink

then try and yuhan came my hse
we watched high skool musical togather
den went to bran's hse
played abit mahjong
den watching KO ONE:]
sooooo nice

then went home..
i think tonight i gonna slp quite late

chalet's two days away
cant wait..
i think?

Saturday, December 02, 2006

hellos im back!!
miss me?
come on i know all of you did:]

went to malaysia
bought tons of stuff!
bought shirts and jeans and vcds and jus stuff lo

and i realise mostly malaysian guys are quite cute?
anyway at least they are sweet
went to two theme parks
damn fun
sat most of the rides alone:cus mostly my cousin dont dare sit
boohoo..

next time i wanna go wif my frens
im sure yuhan you all will like one..

didnt watch superstar
can anyone tell me who got out??

and prom!
i'll be standing at the door?
wif jimmy:]
at least its not so boring..

pris gonna come back today!
i miss you man! :]

i miss all of you okay
dont be jealous:]

Monday, November 27, 2006

im feeling so much better today
went to the doc today
go to the noobie doc:]
waited damn long
have to thank sam cus she pei me :D
i guess im stupid cus i actually asked for the noob doc

then after that some thing really funny happened
we waited to pay
wait for like 1 hour plus
like wtf
so we decided to ask the counter
and lucky before that sam saw a A4 paper on the counter writing

IF YOU DO NOT HAVE A PRESCRIPTION YOU CAN COME TO THE COUNTER ANYTIME FOR YOUR PAYMENT

lucky she stopped me before asking that person or i will be soooo malu

then went to pp
bought cheese cake:]
saw darren and his sis
and he got a laptop la
damnit

then waited for mummy at the hello shop cus the modem got prob
sam went home
then when mummy came i was already at the counter
so she came to me
then got 2 ladies behind me
i am already kind enuff to call them ladies not ahmas
wth how old already wear until like wad lidat
i know im mean
but please look at urself in the mirror can

they still say wha lau cut queue ar
wtf before then they say
if is behind them they sure wont say one lo
i mean hey i also got qeue properly lo
is not like i nv queue rite
i queue longer then them somemore

then to the service counter
the lady that was infront of me was out so the poor girl had to serve my mummy 1st la
correct
then after less then 1 min she came
then she started complaining
she like reciting lidat
keep saying "this is madness"
madness? then got mph la
i mean wtf
is not like she own the shop right
wad u expect?
people to wait for you meh
please la
and stop scolding the girl la
she's jus doing her job rite

anyway singapore's jus full of this kind of people -_-'''


and pris if you are reading this
jus wanna let you know that you are missed:]

Sunday, November 26, 2006

i hate my family man!
they are so abcdefg!
all they know is acting that they are real nice ion front of all our cousins and frens and stuff
like wtf
if we are not that then dont be la
who ask for ur acting
act so good go mediacorp la
fuck


some family even though they dont have enuff family feeling at least the parents try to gif stuff to them
but me i dont even have both
like wtf
damn blood pathetic la

for my father
he only know hoe to listen to my bro
my bro tell him everything he jus come and blame the me
like jus mintues ago
he actually ask me why i dont let my bro play com
like wtf he got two ears one is for listening to him then the other for wad
to rot isit
damn bloodly fucker
like thus morning my parents fought
then mummy stop liao he still keep yakkin and yakking
like wtf
can you jus shut up!
hes never there when we needed but when we dont need him
hes forever trying to get into our lives
like~!
can you jus go away
i already live my life without u for so long and now u wan to interupt my life wif ur old so wise speeches
i think you dont even listen to urself

to my mummy
everytime jus ask me to shut up
say my bro also cannot if shes so go to scold him and discipline him
the why would i bother to to say him sia
afterall his my bro i wouldnt wan him to die a terrible death
even my maid knows that shes spoiling him la
everytime say cannot play com or playstation
then afternoon my bro call her only less then 5 mins talk he gets to play liao
wtf!
everyones whos close to me or live in my hse can vouch for this bloody scene la

fuck

then my bro leiis
only know how to complain
weakling, bloody loser
one day he's going to get beaten up and i'll be there to help the person see if anyones coming
or hack i'll be even joining that person

i know im not that good of a sis, daughter, fren, girlfren whatever u can think of
mayb im not even gd as a person
but at least i tried to make everyone around me happy
even though some dont
even though some pretended
at least i tired

todays a fucking day!

but at least im still kicking
or mayb if tomolos a fucking day
i'll wish i died..

anyway im damn emo now so mayb jus read and forget
if you have the time to read anyway

Thursday, November 23, 2006




i think she's uber cute:]
averil chan
must support her okay

she's the only one that i think is cute now
but must wait until a long time
cause makeup and clothes make people pretty
so mayb others will catch up soon

the guys will b up next
cant wait to hear them sing

but seriously this time round the contestants sing better:not offence okay..
its been a longg time since i updated
yeah, mummy got a new internet plan
and it's suppose to be faster
but..erm..not so leiis
anyways i noe its kinda late
but i still have to wish my two jie meis happy birthday
so HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY TO TRYPHENA LIM WAN XIN AND CHARRISA CHU MING EN:]
as you all noe there's alot of people wif same name so i'll jus have to spend more time to write out your names
see i soo nice

anyway i'll be leaving next wed for malaysia AGAIN
got end year sale wad
can buy more stuff:]

btw i bought 3 new bags again..
but as you all know things are never enuff:]

had an x-ray
is that cool or what!
hae been eating and sleeping and eating and sleeping
cause i have to eat to take my meds and after i take my meds i feel so tired:so all these result to ___
all my previous hard work all gone
well i jus have to work again

but i think i got grow taller leiis:i hope

Friday, November 17, 2006

i jus found out there is no dance this week
so i didnt pon any in the end:]

yesterday went out with hc fel pris liangzhi kenneth sean nic leo ziera joel huiting
to bugis
waited for people
played the children arcade:]
took neos, ate soeul gardens and slacked
reached home at like 10.20 i think
was sucha fun day :D

BUDEN...
went to skool today
got draged out of my lovely bed by my maid!
so tired cans

alot, and i mean ALOT of poeple came late today
then actually wanted to go out after skool
while waiting for the gz poeple
i got dragged into prom thingy by yuhan
actually im really excited:]

then for some particle reason ____ took of home without us
the person should know who she is
and its not the first time she's doing this ANYWAY
i didnt do anything okay

well it all ended up with yuhan try and abi coming to my hse to slacked
watched a movie then ended up crapping with the horoscope book :
skool's so over!!
no more skool!
so happy, shall we celebrate?

BUT I'M BROKE LA!


and pris is going to japan tomolo, i will miss her!
but i wont cry:]

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

skipped dance again
i felt guilty you know
anyway i think im going to skool tomolo
but im gonna skip dance on friday again
i promise to go to dance next week okay:]

pris haven sent me the neos yet so i cant update dont blame me
going to bugis tomolo for fel's thingy
so excited
donnoe how will she react when she see my present for her
i wrap it like siao la
and its pretty

played tons of poker cards today
skool is like wasting our time
i haven even started on the eng blog yet
cannot even get a nice template

created a new hairstyle wif my hair:]
think i gonna use it to skool tomolo


cant you see im waiting for you to make the right move?

Saturday, November 11, 2006

left home at 12 to meet pris at the mrt station
den went to orchard to shop and eat
den to bugis to walk walk and to eat and took neos
saw people there:]
den went to ray's bbq
r4 de ray hors
reached at bout 5 plus
bbq-ed and played cards and jus simply slacked around
den went home at bout 9 plus 10
was so tired..

maybe when im free i woould upload the neos

p.s. today's my first time wearing skirt out, felt so awkard. next time i wont do it anymore unless there's a need to :

anyway i wanna thank YUHAN for the wonderful blogskin :D
Yay! New skin for Miss Soh Yuanlin :D

Okay, go figure out where is the the scroll bar yourself. It is meant to be hidden so you better not complain that there isn't any :D

Enjoy your day! Bye!!

Blog by: Lalalalala

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

JANUARY TALKER
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them.Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated.Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable.Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them.

FEBRUARY SMARTS
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract.Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon.Has more than one best friend.Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt.Gets angry really easily but does not show it.Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
MARCH CUTIE
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous.Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal.Doeswork well with others. Very confident. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to lookfor information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around.Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and travelling. Systematic. hot and has brains.

APRIL GORGEOUS
Drop dead gorgeous!!!Attractive personality.Very!sexy.Affectionate & Secretive. Naturally honest,generous and sympathetic.Chatterbox! Loves to talk alot! Loves to get their way! . Unbelievable kisser! Easily angered. Very stubborn in the most way possible! Loves to get noticed! Willing to take risks for others. Makes good choices. Has a great fashion sense! Maybe a little too popular with others * wink wink*. Outgoing and crazy at times!Intelligent. Can sometimes be a heartbreaker!Can love as much as possible! Hates insults. Loves compliments! Just one of the clumsiest people you will ever meet. A very big flirt! Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings.Observant and assesses others.

MAY FREAK
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered.Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings.Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Stand point.Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex.Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding.Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing.Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children.Hardworking. High spirited.

JUNE SHYNESS
Fun to be with. Loves to try new things.Boy/girlsLOVE you.You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed.Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally.S ensitiveand forms impressions carefully. Caring andloving. Treats others equally. Strong sense ofsympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

JULY FLIRT
You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirtand more than likely have an a very attractive partner. a wicked hottie. like somebody with a august brithday. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck,you've got the looks for it!!!

AUGUST ATTITUDE
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. no self control. kind hearted. self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful.easy to get along with and talk to. has an "everything's peachy" attitude. likes talking and singing.loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted.Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to beloved. hates studying. in need of "thatsomeone". longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by "no pain no gain" caring. always a suspect. playful.mysterious. "charming"or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious.independent. strong willed. a fighter.

SEPTEMBER LOVER
Hella sexy, loves sex n makin luv, tends to beSOOOOO hott!!Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself.Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic.Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems.Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional.Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore.Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.you are a great match with somebodyin july.

OCTOBER BABE
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them.Loves to takes things at the centre. Great in bed.Inner and physical beauty. Doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. A meaningful love life partner. Makes right choices.Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Does not harm others.It is all about love and fairness.Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Horny but does fullfill Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions.Know what to do to have fun.Unpredictable.Someone to have close to you.Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.

NOVEMBER HOTTIE
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun.Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towardsyour inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month,hold on to them because their one of a kind.

DECEMBER BEAUTY.
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions.Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to,though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision,yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best.
todays super boring
i'm getting sicker by the day
but at least my girlfrens back in skool
thay lost:dont worry
u guys are still theee best:]

yuhan told me something damn funny:D

watched superstar
damn funny bodoh, lol
anyway its cus of people like those then i will bother to watch:]

anyway im SO NOT looking forward to skool tomolo:

boy are childish, so as girls we have to forgive them.
cus they are born like that :D

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

watched the convenant today:]
its damn nice
steven strait's damn cute!!




:D

i didnt noe that he acted in sky high
but he's still cute:]

i think our eyes should b all black
cus its nice:]

Monday, November 06, 2006

im soo bored...
well firstly i think im gonna b sick:caught a heavy flu
and abit of sore throat after eating a whole bar of sweets that i bought this morning
and the thing is i finished it before the first lesson ended!

gonna skip dance tomolo
gonna go for my amaths
see im guai
and gonna wait half an hour for the two baobeis of mine :D

argh..
im having a spilting headache now!
damn painful can
need to write a stupid blog post on the epotral ltr:wad the **** :X

Saturday, November 04, 2006

this morning the neighbours can hear my bro's wailing:]
he have a blister and my mummy wan to poke for him
haven even touch he cry liao
wad a wimp:
anyway mummy treated me hagen daz today:]
so xing fu:D
jealous anot

well other then that my day was boring...

Friday, November 03, 2006

my dad and mummy started to love goong liao
hahss
at first they like say it suxs la
:]

today's boring also
didnt do anything much
skool and then come home den go pp
so boring rite..

i want to watch convenent!!!
can anyone go wif me~~

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

extracted this from pris, who extracted it from Xh

A-Damn good kisser.

B- Good all around person.

C- You're wild & crazy.

D- You have one of the best personalities ever

E-You have a nice ass

F- People totally adore you.

G- You never let people tell you what to do.

H- You have a very good personality and looks.

I- You get hyper easily.

J- Everyone loves you.

K- You like to try new things.

L- You live to have fun.

M- Success comes easily to you.

N- You are absolutely beautiful.

O- You're an awesome person.

P- You are popular with all types of people.

Q- You are a hypocrite.

R- Sexy!

S- Easy to fall in love with.

T- You're loyal to those you love.

U- You really like to chill

V- You are not judgemental.

W- You are very broad minded.

X- You never let people tell you what to do.

Y- One of the best bfs/gfs anyone could ask for.

Z- You're a little too hard to find


Y- One of the best bfs/gfs anyone could ask for - yeah i wish:\
U- You really like to chill - it's true
A- Damn good kisser - really? wow
N- You are absolutely beautiful - i hope its true:]

L- You live to have fun - yeah man :D
I- You get hyper easily - i agree
N- You are absolutely beautiful - as stated above:\













well today's the 1st day of skool during the hoildays:so tired plus yesterday and today got dance
fell aslp for like all the classes

now my knee cap got blue black
pain like shit la
my backbone also:\

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

i finally finish watching ai qing mo fa shi
the ending is qute lame lo
but the show is nice:]
er qi aka wang shao wei is damn cute inside!!

tomolo got skool liao:so not fair
haizz..
good night people:D

Monday, October 30, 2006

been watching ai qing mo fa shi until now
the episode 18.5 made me cry like shit man:now my eyes like so swollen la
ew..tomolo how to go to skool
hope it gets better by 1 tomolo:D
well didnt do anything today
except watch tv and online:im addicted to ai qing mo fa shi
been watching it on youutbe tis few days
soo nice
finally in one show i think wang shao wei is handsome:]
no offense:
every episode is cut into 7 or 8 parts
so i have to load it like siao man

tomolo have dance
so not feel like going..

Saturday, October 28, 2006

reached home at like 7-8 i think
had so much fun at ecp wif try tien sam and joel:]
saw xu zheng rong and quan yi feng
rode a two seater wif sam again
but tis time i got try wif tien and try
hahss

saw guo hao and wan there also
returned the bike
went to some shop ate something
den go mac eat again!
went home
sam gave me a cookie monster plushie:D

was so tired but i managed to watch tv until 1 plus:]
saw something that i wanted to buy

gonna stay at home today i think:nid to study
stupid chinese bk!

Friday, October 27, 2006

congrats to 3R5 soccer team:]
we are the winner of the soccer thingy:D

well yest yuhan came to my hse and used com
we did loads of things
and she went home bout 8plus 9 i think?

today we decided to go ecp:]
yay
to ride bike

joel and fs going also but not together
so hope we'll meet up:]

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

totally spies on kids central now
its soo nice:]

okay back to the topic
went to see jamila today
took report books
ate at t mart

went to novena shopped awhile den pei mummy to the doc
waited damn long for her
den papa fetched us home
then here am i now:
so bored i want to go out

i'm still waiting for you to do something..and im getting impatient :D

Monday, October 23, 2006

went to bugis today:]
used my new bag
hahss..
but i still want more bags okay
bags are never enuff

didnt buy anything much
only food food and more food :D

followed sam try tien and isaac around to look for presents for their class birthday babies:]
so sweet, wish our class also have:
got tons of hoilday homework la
still got 3 weeks of skool
stupid!

actually i have tons more to write but its all personal so..
hehe
sorry:]

maybe i'm just waiting and expecting you to do something.

Saturday, October 21, 2006

been at home all day
watched tv chatted online and just simply slacked
well heres some news for goong lovers
this these are the cast for goong 2 aka prince hours:]


Seven aka Choi Dong-Wook plays the character: Lee HooHuh
Lee-Jae plays the character: Yang Soon-Ae
Kang Doo plays the character: Lee Joon (he's from the group 'The Jadu')
Park Shin Hye plays the character: Shin Sae-Ryung

for more information go
HERE :D

happy reading..


Friday, October 20, 2006

had a surprise this morning :D

today started off fine
was not left out

had lessons :
so bored...

had dance
tiring like shit man
cause of the SYF thingy

stupid lo

finally its friday
two days break:]

but i wanna go out.
can u people ask me out? :




anyway..
im not angry at her
im just bu shuang
so would you rather me going to kbox wif you all wif a bu shuang face or i go home and cool down
obviously i know my own temper so i went home

and you cant blame me for thinking like ____ sometimes right
after all we are the same kind of people
so dont blame me
jus because i dont act like her doesnt mean i dont think like her
as in sometimes la obviously
if i really do think lidat already jump down the building
but dont rule out that option
i may do that :D

Thursday, October 19, 2006

stoning and stoning and more stoning
that's wad i did in class
wth
why must i go to skool
i just wanna be at home when i can jus do wadever i wan

anyway.....
the dots are what im thinking and what you will not find out:]

went home alone
i didnt say there's anything about going home alone
actually its quite okay
cause i've got my best friend with me
my MP3 :D

cried after listening to some songs
its soo embrassing to cry in the bus
hope no one saw me doing that

well im writing all these things here because its my blog and i have the right to write whatever shit i like here
im NOT writing for sympathy or anything okay

dont worry im not crying over stupid things you think that i will cry
in other words these things just dont
its jus the songs:]

okay call it whatever you want
i call it 'zhi wo an wei' okay

maybe i should just stop going over and make myself feel so out:\
even though its no better in class
at least i can just sit there and stone without others thinking 'why the hell is she here for'

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

well today was an even more boring day
tiring toos
need to stay in the hall to listen to the same thing over and over again
deepavali and hari raya things
:
rushed home after that
bath then went to my short trip to malaysia
really short though
reached there like 2-3 den reached home like 6plus
wth rites
bought shoes bag and wallet:]
and loads of tibits of course
and vcds:]

hahss
finally my days wont be soo boring
cause i got vcds to watch:]

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

went to skool today
feel so weird in my uni
hahss..
early in the morning got a damn bad news
i have to present the powerpoint slides tomolo
how suay is that :

anyway i already ask joel and huiting to help me:]
thanks you guys

i anyhow do also kena
how clever am i man:]

hhass..

Monday, October 16, 2006

stayed home for like 3 whole hoildays
ar cant believe it

made baked rice today:]
nt bad for a first time

tried a new hairstyle too
but i cant used it to skool
cause others will say act cute :D
so forgive me

im bored to death..
ask me out already!!

Saturday, October 14, 2006

as usually im at home with my maid
my other 'family' members are somewhere in singapore
only god knows where they are

they went out without telling me where they are headed to, what time they'll be back
and they didnt ask if i wanted to go
well typical of them anyway

i guess i should have gotten used to it already

sometimes i really dont feel like im apart of this family
when i see them together for afar or just stand outside the door and listen
i think to myself
ya that's what a family should be

oh well,
who cares

as a matter of fact
no one does

feel so lonely now
some people say phones can make lonely people feel better
cause at least they got messages and stuff
well all i can say is my phone is off total no use to me

cause it doesn't make me feel better


hahhahahhass..
what an emo post i have today
well better stop here in case some people stumble upon this post and start calling me a emo freak or worst act-emo

toodles..

Friday, October 13, 2006



















spot the similarities??
its all over :D
i didnt mean to be so harsh
but he just dont get my point when im nice:
what can i say

anyway todays friday the thirteen!
and my bro's birthday
dont bother getting him a present
cus he got two hongbaos and present from my family liao

dont need to go to skool cus of the e learning thingy
stoopid
i think i forgot my pw liao
shit..

feel like watching a movie but now mostly all horror or ghost lo
then no one pei wo

gonna do the e learning thing early
so i can slack the whole afternoon:]

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

"I'm Not Missing You" by stacie orrico
Oh, Oh
Im not missing you
Been through just about everything that I could go through
When it comes to relationships
Dont know what I was missing or why I aint listen
When I told myself that was it
Now here I go, hurt again
Cause of my curiousity
Now that its over
What else could it be he just had to cheat
I made a promise never to settle
Why didnt I keep it?
Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating, the fooling around
[Chorus]
(But) Im not missing you
Im not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me
Im not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going becauseI got life to do
I know Im usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone
But this time its different
I dont even feel the distance
Im not missing
Im not missing you
Its a shame in a way cause
I feel that I may not ever find the right one for me
Did I leave him, is he right in front of my face oh
Will my true love ever be?
Why would I go on a search again
When I know what the end will be
What good is love when it keeps on hurting me?
I made a promise never to settle
Why didnt I keep it?
Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating, the fooling around
[Chorus x2]
No I cant be with you
Cause I'm scared felt like I was falling when you left me
I cant keep going through life
Unaware of what I missed
And the person I could be
Love's good when its right
And when it's left in your memory
All the times I let you down
I guess love will be nice for someone elses life
[Chorus]
Im not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me
You might have had me open
But I must be going because I know Im usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone
Oh different, feel the distance
Im not missing
Im not missing you
this is for that YOU
im enjoying my life now
and can you stop popping into my life everytime you feel like
and mess up what i builded up after you left
if you still wanna still be frens
please leave me alone
at least in the future we could still be smiling as we walk pass each other
stop what you are doing cause im not missing the realtionship we had before
leave me alone before we cannot treat each other as friends
behave like your age
you know that we cant go back to the past
why bother trying
cause it will NEVER happen
i will never look at you the way i looked at you during those times

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

just came back from pp
so tired..
actually not just la
:]
watching tv ma

exams finally over
i burned the exam timetable :D
so shoik sia

going out tomolo
maybe, maybe not
feel so tired

ohh ya..
im not using my fone this few days
my bill bursting liao so i will only on but i wont reply or ans any call
so forgive kaes:]

msn i will also go in lesser
it's so boring online now...

bought the horoscope thingy
so fun to read sia:]

went to char hse played majong
so long nv play lo
fun fun fun...

den went pp for a mission!
that is to find abigail's present!

cannot find
so maybe tomolo going out to find again
but not in pp cus its so boring there already...

zzzzzzzzzz

so tired:]

Monday, October 09, 2006


soo cute!!! lee yul :D
KIM JUNG HOON!
first epi of goong just ended on channel u
hope all of you caught it
it's damn nice:]
must watch!!

even i rushed home from wan xin's hse to watch it
me and yuhan cabbed

went to xin's hse watched 2 disc of goong
FANTASTIC!
then sam went home (or library)
then we went into her room and just chatted and chatted
until vv late
we were so bored that we started to play with our hair:]
we look spazztic sia

im addicited to korean songs
esp by kim jung hoon or you all may know him at lee yul in goong :D

Saturday, October 07, 2006

since im boredd and got nothing better to do
i'll blog:]

yesterday waited and waited until everyone reached
played arcade! ocean hunter!!
spent 5 freaking bucks

go eat:]

den bought sparklers and spray thingy
only me and han bought the spray

went to ecp:]
played loads of sparklers:D
scared dem wif the spray
hahass

den after that some went home

we went to ride bike
rode the two person one wif sammy-wammy
eh nice name :

keep screaming like an ass
loads of people staring

finally the screaming stopped and we sang songs:]
yes while we were riding

reached home at 11 plus
lucky police bei bei nv catch


it was so hazy yesterday man
really
and alot of people were at ecp playing :]

was so tired that after i bath i fell aslp

to conclude :

it was a fun day :D
but vv hot and stuffy and hazy...but its still fun:]
so boredd...

during the exams everyday chiong work
den go home chiong goong

now suddenly got nothing to do
feel so empty..

i jus found out kim jung hoon can sing
and nicely toos:]

okay people you all have to admit that he is cute okay
he really is

im boredd im broke
i wan to go out!!

- pulls hair!

Friday, October 06, 2006

i finally watch finish:]
damn nice canss

people its a must watch
if u dont have the vcd nvm
jus watch it on channel u can le:]

damn freaking nice bodohs :D

later going out to play:]

lalalalalalalaaaass

Thursday, October 05, 2006

Hello!! Yuanlin must be rushing through 'Princess Hours' now. Anyway, its a super super nice show because there's this super cute guy inside :D

I was so bored so I decided to make a new skin for this lady here. Super striking, so Yuanlin.. kindly please adjust the contrast and brightness before coming here :/

Dumbdumb! My eyes are hurting so badly now ):

Exams are sort of over, I'm left with one paper. Unfortunately, Miss Soh Yuan Lin is left with two :D Its a day-off for me on tuesday but she has to attend school to take her POA exam. Awwww... poor thing :D Lalalala!

How nice can this be :D She has to wake up at 6am in the morning, as for me.. 1pm in the afternoon is not a problem I guess. Ahahaha! Okay I'm evil.. very very evil :D

Yuanlin and I are addicted to one stupid arcade game aka 'Ocean Hunter'. Its so fun... and we are going to play it tomorrow since its a hoilday for us.

Gonna go out and enjoy ourselves. Ocean Hunters followed by lanterns.. oh ya tommorrow is also the Lantern Day I have been waiting for! The moon will be as round as my face :D & Tien, Lin, Sam, Xin.. and many many other people will be playing burning lantern at the beach. Wahahaha.

Funfunfun! Bye humans.
Blogged by her one and only girlfriend :D :D

Lalalalalalalalala
exams are like goin to be over soon
but im going to flunk most of my subs i think
all last minute one lo

gong is super nice
i bought the discs
and watch until 17 liao:]

dont ask to borrow cus its my bao bei
and i have to lend to sooo many people already

nonono actually two only la
but its alot okay..

going to partye tomolo:]

Monday, October 02, 2006

fei lun hai is like the most cutest boyband on earth:]
oh my gosh
wang dong chen and yan ya lun!!
cute-ness

well my major papers are al gone:]
yay!!
more relexd now
so many stress pimple poping out!!
eww

and im addicted to gong's song:]
damn nice
and the arcade game
ocean hunter is fun fun fun!!

Saturday, September 30, 2006

i feel like crying
but why when tears fill my eyes im laughing
laughing at my thoughts
my thoughts of crying

as stupidity fills me up-
finally almost half the exams are over:]
another week of suffering and its over
i think i gonna fail alot of subs la
al last minute chiong to lib and study de

anyway study for one whole week liao
im so tired of studying!!
but only left amaths and hist nid to study!
SO MUST CHIONG!

i feel so left out at times, i dont even know if im really there.

Friday, September 22, 2006

both apex over liao
the upper sec one i was like stoning thru out man
ohmygosh
so pai seh

anyway exams are coming
ive been going to lib this few days to study:]
yes STUDY
well i nid to buck up:so mayb i wont be online so often

dont miss me okay:]

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

im so nervous and excited for the apex tomolo
and the worst thing is we have to wear long pants
well for those who dont have
like me
have to wear those pants
that were wore by some random people

eww..

anyway
todays like damn suay
i got hit on the head for like more than 5 times
and that stoopid birthday boy
if you know who im saying
brought a pen knife stick thingy and a cane for protection
but in the end also kana snatched away
plus people used those things to wack him:
classes were like okay
but i hate e maths

stoopid robot
she was like in front of me
took my paper and smiled and walked away
when i was asking her a question bout the paper
then terry asked me why im like so pissed
so i told him
then he go and raise his hand and say "miss chua yuan lin say she angry cus you dao her"
then she reply
"obviously i didnt hear her"

i mean how can she not hear me when she was beside my table

then during the test she came and ask me what i wanted to ask
i was like no need already..
duh the test is already going to finish
how the hell she going to explain the qestions to me
she still ask me i got clearify anot
wth

Sunday, September 17, 2006

went out till damn late yesterday
fun
took neos, ate swensons, fooled around, being spastic, played at the children arcade:]
reached home at bout 10 plus
spent loads of 'bling bling'
took loads and loads of pics:]

http://www.imagestation.com/album/review.html?id=2101837776

if u wanna see it's all here
most of them:]

i just wanna highlight one pic:D
me of course



is my hair that long?

Friday, September 15, 2006

hellos pepps:]
miss me??
so long never blog liao

lazy to go online ma:D
well exams are coming
even though i dont study
i can feel the pressure
im so scared!

tomolo going out to celebrate pris's bday even thought pass vv long le la

lazy leiis
but promise liao:im still excited though:]

Sunday, September 10, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRIS:]

i slept in my mommy's room yesterday
hahsss
wth right
cause i had a damn bad nightmare the day before
so i was so scared it was going to happen again
that's why i moved in with my mommy:]

not going to do much today i think
just going to prepare for tomolo:
gonna have to cut my nails again!!
hate jamila!!
ggrrrr...

Saturday, September 09, 2006

im feeling so much better now:]
im blogging so early cause i have nothing to do while waiting for 'it started with a kiss' to load
it's so cute

do not go blue max to buy vcds or anything japen anime nvm la
cause they cut alot!!
i thought i watch until epi 15 liao
but when i go youtube its only epi 12 sia
cut so much!!

but if u really have not much money den you jus have to go there
cause it's so much cheaper
but you shld have an idea of wad you will get den

did a little work just now:]
not bad!!
at least i did a little :D

Thursday, September 07, 2006

i was sick
i am sick
and im still sick
i keep getting sick these few days
grrr...

anyway i still love 'devil beside you'
but im watching the other show now
damn stoopid:]

going for the stoopid field trip tomolo
didnt know it is going to be so damn long man!
until 6.30 leiis
wha lau
die die...

i think i should buy the protable dvd player
den i can watch shows anywhere
den it wont be soo boring..

well lets hope i wont get mosqito bites tomolo:\

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

just came back from airport
:]
before that went to lib study
den go pp eat and bought presents:]

didnt do much today:]

Monday, September 04, 2006












i just feel so left out sometimes....
i am so freaking fu*ked up now!!
went to ecp yesterday for picnic
so long and boring...

didnt eat much anyway
cus of my weight mangement:]

goin well:]

watched finish 'devil beside you'
so damn freaking nice
the guy's hot i tell u:D

Friday, September 01, 2006

oh gosh didnt do much today
stayed at home the whole day
feeling weak and all
cause im sick!
oh my gosh
feel so tired and all
didnt eat much but slept alot

was slacking the whole day
flu is so irritating
plus i think i gonna have sore throat soon

my mummy finally saw the cut today:is she slow or what

i promise i will try not to cut myself anymore :D
i wore the earring out yesterday:]
damn nice

anyway i miss yuhan already!!
6 days will pass quickly right?

okay yesterday after skool end we went to naps
waited for damn long cant see mr foo
den i cabbed home :

den went to sam's hse
waited for the da xiao jie to bath
den me try guan and her laft the hse
we were nearly late la

went we were at the airport it was already 6
lucky dey goin in at 7.20

den wha lau
that stoopid bunny go hug me say good bye
and make me cry sia:and the point is she is not even goin in yet
not for another hour or so

we chatted and chatted and chatted outside the glass gate
soon 7.20!!
she made me cry AGAIN!
ohmygosh
i mean its only 6 days ma
why i cry sia:
den went to bugis and ate at sam's uncle there
the cafe was so nice
the food was yummy-licous :D

den we go walk walksat at starbucks
saw my cousin
but i didnt say hello

den went home
reached home at 11 plus
bath and al

guess what my weight had gonna down!!
:]
happy happy

study study study
maybe later going studying lo :

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

thank you for the presents i like it very much:]

studied at the lib
i mean really studied:]

lessons were okay
was so call forced to sign the card for jamila

my weight managment is working:]
my stomach getting smaller:]

tomolo's teachers day
half day
going back to pri skool
after that go home to change
den out we go:]

den han will be going off to new zealand
i will miss you my girlfriend :'(

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

i stop cutting myself already
even though it's starting to be fun:

dance was okay
and the apex was changed to skool reopen
stoopid

history test was dumb
i actually studied
den i study the wrong thing
fu*k

anyway cant wait for thurs then we can go out:]
but i can wait for tomolo
its results day
prepare my funeral...

my maid just told me her dad had cancer
and it was at the fourth stage

even though she wont be reading this but i have to write it out
auntie you have to be strong
no matter what i'll be there for you:]

people treasure your life
dont regret what you did
dont make the people around you worry and cry

i have decided i must try to forget him

Monday, August 28, 2006

i started my new weight managment:]
should be working well
got a history test tomolo
haven even started studying yet
just now went jogging with my father:

i totally hate jamila man
she suxs
this morning she changed vl lesson to eng
which is wat she always do
but after vl is eng
so we have to have 2hrs of eng straight
wtf rights

den i asked her during vl can i go to the toilet
she say no
okay nvmm

i ask again during eng
she say no again
grrr.....
lucky next is recess
or i think my pee is going to crystallize inside man :


hope xh will feel better
there are better guys for you okay:]
dont broad over him

better start studying NOW

tomolo's the last dance practice for wed's apex performance
den thurs going out to study maths wif sam and try


my mummy still haven realise the cut marks on my wrist
she didnt even look at me for more den 5 mins after i reached home
well wad can i say:\
i'm a loser...

Sunday, August 27, 2006

my weight management progrm for myself isn't working out!
grr..
instead of losing fats im gaining muscles
oh my tian!
and im getting heavy cause muscles are 3 times the weight of fats!
GREAT!

anyway my cousin's coming over later with her family
we're going out
i hope we go fishing:]
i LOVE fishing
i donnoe why
its fun
you all should try it :D

Friday, August 25, 2006

i have decided to be the perfect daughter, girl, friend from today onwards.
i'll be everything that most people want me to be
like soft-spoken well-mannered blah blah blah

i dowan to have people dislike me or hate me anymore
or anyone to give me that you-are-so-irritating look

even there's bound for people to dislike me but all i can do is this
i will try to change for everyone i know
and to prove to my family that i can be someone that they want me to be

i cant stop doing this to myself
i feel like cutting myself everyday
i know its wrong but i cant help it
but it's not that bad
at least there are no blood
hahss
cause i ham ji ma
dont dare cut to hard

and you know what
when i cut myself i hope my mummy would notice
but she didnt:]
is it so hard to get a little attention :D
silly of me for thinking that she will notice

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

i just realise im so weak
so afraid of getting hurt that im hurting everyone around me with all my actions
im really sorry

i really just want to breakdown now
i need someone
just anyone to just be there for me

maybe im not as strong as i think i am
i just hate this part of me

sometimes i really wonder
maybe i hate my brother so much is because im actually jeslous of him..
maybe i hate my father so much because i care for him and i think he doesnt care for me the same way i do..
maybe i hate my mother so much is because she can hurt me in the most heart-breaking way anyone can hurt me..
maybe i hate the world because i think no one cares for me..

i just realise all these reasons are just about me me me
how can i be so selfish

when can the world stop being so selfish and start thinking about how other people think..

i really hope my mother will read this post..

even though im slack and all but everytime when i think about studying is because of her. even though i look like i dont care when she scolds me but actually my heart bleeds without me knowing. and everytime i argue with her im always the one who ends up crying liek a crazy lunatic.
like yesterday when i really wanna studying for the first time this week she actually scolds me for not bringing bak my book. and when i told her that i failed my social studies test she scolds me again. i knew i would get it from her, but i just feel like breaking down.
why cant i get the same treatment as my brother. everytime he passes even if its only abit, she says good job. but to me i only get a lecture about why i didnt get higher. everytime my brother fails she says you can do it better next time just jia you, but to me she scolds and scolds. making me fell like a complete idoit. it is really that hard to say a good job to me, or even encourage me.

the worlds just unfair i guess..

Monday, August 21, 2006

o ya i have more to blog about..

yesterday i went totally kuku!
i kepp layghing and laughing after my maid reached home
den i went into the toliet and i sat down ready to pee
hahss
den a damn bloody humongous xiao qiang crawled pass my toes!
i stoned for a few secs den i ran out of the toliet
of course wear everything properly le la
screaming like a mad women!
den my maid chiong in the toliet:]
i have to thank her..loves
then i stared crying like shit!
i feel like a helpless child suddenly
my mother still scold me for screaming
sometimes i think im jus so out of the family and she doesnt care for me
wtf who cares anyway
i cried for like 1hour plus
the i went inside my maids room
the i started laughing again!
OMG
i think im crazy!
then whe i was goin to slp
i wanted to cry again!

sometimes i just feel so helpless and there's always no one there for me
You Are 22% Fake
The real you is something you embrace and don't mind enhancing.You know that a few beauty secrets aren't a big deal, as long as you look good.
How Fake Are You?
didnt do much today:\
tomolo's the ss test haven even touched the book yet!
omfg
i think i getting more valgur by the day
is that bad?
o ya
and to tell all the people in the world
i finally saved 100 bucks:]

Friday, August 18, 2006

dance was tiring!
my back is damn pain now!!
if during the dance performance u see me in the middle of the lines
is not i wrong hor
its suppose to b lidat
:i feel extra!!

flu flu flu
keep sneezing like shit

nothing much anyway

ni ai wo hai shi ta..

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

Dec

This straight-up means you are the most good-looking person possible... Better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. One guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves music. Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive.

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

school was okay
i guess
nothing much to say about
was so tired when i came to school
didnt have a proper sleep:
this morning me try and sam decided
since we are al from 'shi lian jue le bu'
lets go to malaysia the twin tower to commit suicide
hahhahhss
they will stand at the top and i'll be at the connector:]
im afraid of heights:]

lamee...

dance was okay
at least i have something to do now
that is to dance of course
and have more people to talk to

wont feel so out anymore
the malays are soo nice:]

anyway came home with try and sam
as per normal

goin to watch the pirates of carribean 'dead man's chest'

have to thank YOU for lending me the disc:]

oh wells..nothing more
have a nice night people

tune in to 93.3 it's so nice:]

Sunday, August 13, 2006

You Are 18 Years Old
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.
What Age Do You Act?
Your Love Style is Ludus
You like to think of love as the ultimate game
And you love to play... even if it means lying a little
You're a bit afraid to be close, and you don't get too attached
A serial dater, you tend to date a few people at once
And it's all good, until one of your sweeties finds out!


no i dont do that! do i?

Your Body Image is 36% Unhealthy, 64% Healthy
You're body image is quite healthy, though you're sometimes a little bit too hard on yourself.Chances are you've got a rockin' body - so enjoy it!

You May Be a Bit Antisocial...
Antisocial? That may be a bit of an understatement.
You think rules are meant to be broken - and with gusto!
Having no fear, you don't even think about consequences.
But people love you anyway... you've got a boatload of charm.
What Personality Disorder Are You?

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

jus came back from pp:went to cheng yao's chalet jus now
den after that 3 plus go pp for kbox
lucky we book sia
and we go at the right time
:]
got a damn big room
big enuff for 20 plus ppl
den we only 5 ppl
soooo cold lo....

everyone was freezing
until 8 plus den we stop:]
walked abit den went home

thought my cousin coming but she didnt:\
celebrated sam's bday yesterday
actually wanted to go gym de lo:
we al went home 1st to change except darren edmond charissa and joel
anyway we went to tm
ate pastamania
actually wanted to eat at pizza hut but too many ppl le
den went along to pp togo kbox but too ex
then today got discount so mayb goin there later lo
so we went to bowl at katong
so fun hahss
so long nv play now i so lan liao :P

anyway mayb goin cy aka ah gua chalet ltr
mayb not
i also donnoe went to meet lorhs
aiyo tien msg me the place without the time:]
but i definitely want to go kbox!

lalalalalalalalalallalass :D

Sunday, August 06, 2006

came back early from my gran's hse yesterday to catch superband
:]
lucify and soul lost :
but at least mi lu bing won

well loads of things happen at my grans hse vv funny
me n my cousins was playing blind mice
one of my cousin flew of the bed and fall flat on her face:D
hahss
so funny lo
she keep laughing after that
still got loads more lo
hhass

ltr going out wif try and tien
for a shhhh....
cannot tell :]

Saturday, August 05, 2006

Your Fashion Style is Urban
You've got a style all your own... and it worksNot too trendy, not too freaky - you've got streetwear down to a scienceYou always look cute and put together, but keep it comfortable tooYou're the type of girl that creates trends and inspires others to be funky

You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Shy

When a guy gets to know you, he finds a great catch
Problem is... you're too shy for most guys to get to know.
From meeting someone to dating, you usually have your guard up.
And while you're just holding back, it makes you seem like you've got something to hide.
am i??
You Should Get an Abstract Tattoo
Artistic and uniqueYou're the most likely type to personally design your tattoo
What Tattoo Should You Get?

You Are Most Like Miranda!

While you've had your fair share of romance, men don't come first
Guys are a distant third to your friends and career.
And this independence *is* attractive to some men, in measured doses.
Remember that if you imagine the best outcome, it might just happen.


Romantic prediction: Someone from your past is waiting to reconnect...

But you'll have to think of him differently, if you want things to work.
You Are A Woman!
Congratulations, you've made it to adulthood.You're emotionally mature, responsible, and unlikely to act out.You accept that life is hard - and do your best to keep things upbeat.This makes you the perfect girlfriend... or even wife!
Are You A Girl Or a Woman?
You Are Most Like Gisele Bundchen
Slightly exotic and perfectly gorgeous
Which Victoria's Secret Angel Are You?
You Are a Fun Girl!
You are all about having fun - and you don't need to drink to have a good timeSure, you've thrown back more than a few every so oftenBut getting totally stupid and wasted is not your styleYou're the life of the party, by keeping everyone laughing and smiling
Are You a Party Girl?
Your Toes Should Be Black
A total rulebreaker (and heartbreaker), you're always a little punk rock.
Your flirting style: Wacky and a bit shocking
Your ideal guy: An accomplished artist, musician, or writer
Stay away from: Preppy guys looking for a quick bad girl fling
What Color Should Your Toenails Be?
Your Inner Eye Color Is Blue
You've got the personality of a blue eyed womenYou're intense and expressive - and always on the goYou've also got a sweet, playful side - which draws men in
You Are Independent Sexy
You drive men crazy with your "playing hard to get act"Except, it's really not an act at all.You're a strong, sexy woman with her own life and interests.And that makes men even more interested in you!
What Kind of Sexy Are You?
You Don't Need a Man, but You Want One!
You like having a guy in your life, and overall, you prefer not to be single.You won't go out with a guy out of desperation.. you rather be alone.However, when you're single, you do tend to obsess a little over dating.Because no matter how good your single life is, it's better with a great guy around.
Do You Need a Man?
You are a Mild Mama
You don't have to be screaming at the top of your lungs to have a good timeYou rather chill, soak in the moment, and appreciate life for what it isGuys appreciate your "take life as it comes" approach...(Though they wouldn't mind if you got a little wild from time to time!)
How Daring Are You?
You Are 28% Bitchy
You're a pretty sweet person, and you're definitely not prone to bitchy outbursts.Sometimes, though, you can't help thinking mean thoughts about people. But at least you don't act on them!
How Bitchy Are You?
You Go For Brains!
You want a guy with a big... brain.And of course it would be nice if he were a total hottie, but you're not counting on it.What's on the inside is what counts for you. (Besides, you can always change the outside later!)
Do You Go For Brains or Body?
You Are a Tiny Tease
You like to flirt and show off your body, but what confident woman doesn't.You enjoy male attention, and you're usually pretty good at not leading men on.However, there are times when you get carried away with your sexy behavior.It's okay to use your amazing flirting powers for good - but never for evil!
Are You a Tease?
You've Got a Bit of a Crush
Maybe your guy friend is a crush of convenience - easy enough to happenDid you just break up with someone? Or are you more lonely than usual?If no to both, then this small crush could be the real deal.Find out if he feels the same - because he just might!
Guys Like That You're Fun
You're the type of girl guys brag about knowingThat's because you're cool, funny, and laid backYou're smart enough to know how to be one of the guysBut flirty enough to know how to make them all want you
What Do Guys Like About You?
You Are 44% Girly
You're a little girly, a little boyish, and probably a whole lot indie.You have your own unique style, and it pretty much defies gender lines.
How Girly Are You?
You Are Aphrodite!
A total shining star with a ton of admirersAnd no wonder: you live life to the fullest!When things get bad, you can easily take off to a happier placeBut occasionally, you need to deal with problems head on
What Goddess Are You?
Your Flirt Quotient
You are 53% Flirt
How Much of a Flirt Are You?
Your True Sign Is Cancer
CozyMoodyRomanticTraditionalUltra-SensitiveUnable to Let GoThe Most Loving EverIntuitive and Imaginative
Your Candy Heart Is "HOT STUF"
Got a date for V-day? You've probably got a few!You're playing the field right now, which is coolYou've certainly got the charm to bring in tons of prospectsIt's just a matter of deciding between dinner dates
What Candy Conversation Heart Are You?
You've Got Guys Lined Up Around the Block
While your little black book isn't as thick as Paris Hilton's...You get the most dates of any girl you knowIt's your whole five star package that attracts men -Your looks, your charm, and your ability tie a cherry with your tongue.
Are You Attractive?
You are Milk Chocolate
A total dreamer, you spend most of your time with your head in the clouds.You often think of the future, and you are always working toward your ideal life.Also nostelgic, you rarely forget a meaningful moment... even those from long ago.
What Kind of Chocolate Are You?
You are Almost Ready to Date Again
You're over him... well, mostly.Truth be told, you still think of your ex on occasion.Enough to effect any new relationship you may start.Give yourself time and space - you are 90% there.And don't swear off men, just make sure to play the field.
Are You Ready To Date Again?
Your Vibe Is Secretly Sexy
Sexy isn't exactly a word you'd use to describe yourselfBut you have a quite allure that certain men feel appealingYou don't need to flaunt your stuff to be sexierA little more confidence in yourself, and you'll really light up a room!
How Sexy Is Your Vibe?
damn tired now:later goin to my ah ma hse to pray for my ah gong something

yesterday was great!!
not the hist test part of course
after al lesson i studied hist like siao until i gave up
at the lib we were scolded by some sec4 black gal!
wtf! cause we keep shoo-ing people
den she came over and said
'whats the freaking problem here? you've been shoo-ing since jus now"
wtf! den we went back to class
ate 1 char shao bao:]

3.30 the test starts!!
until 5 me sam n try rush to char
who is so kind to buy dinner for us:]
i onyl have an ice lemon tea cause im not hungry
den we changed to white long sleeve (me n sam)
den went to the bs to meet some other ppl
den we bussed down to kallang to watch the FOP
:D

it was like a party except the talking part
i was yawning like shit
saw *and * there

reached home at 11 plus
the bus was so crowded me n sam was the one standing at the door
lucky huh!
reach home i was so hungry so after i bath i cooked instant noodle for myself:]
yummy!
den about 12 plus den i slp :O

yesterday was great! :D