so many things had happened in the past fews wks
things dat i thought wont happen

im so tired
tired about everything in the world
relationships wif frens family n blah
if only it was like last yr
if only everything hasnt happen
if only i wasnt born
if only my parents werent married
(okay, tis is getting far)
if only..

i hate my life
i hate everything
i hate myself for me
i hate hate hate

i wish im dead
i wish i wasnt me
:[

but wishes dont come true

in reality
ppl betray each other
ppl hate each other
ppl kill each other

i hate reality
it sucks
there's no fairytale in tis world

im not strong any more
i thought i am
i hate the weakness in me
i hate crying for no reasons
no one understands
no one believes
no one bothers


....if only i was dead