as usually im at home with my maid
my other 'family' members are somewhere in singapore
only god knows where they are

they went out without telling me where they are headed to, what time they'll be back
and they didnt ask if i wanted to go
well typical of them anyway

i guess i should have gotten used to it already

sometimes i really dont feel like im apart of this family
when i see them together for afar or just stand outside the door and listen
i think to myself
ya that's what a family should be

oh well,
who cares

as a matter of fact
no one does

feel so lonely now
some people say phones can make lonely people feel better
cause at least they got messages and stuff
well all i can say is my phone is off total no use to me

cause it doesn't make me feel better


hahhahahhass..
what an emo post i have today
well better stop here in case some people stumble upon this post and start calling me a emo freak or worst act-emo

toodles..