i hate my family man!
they are so abcdefg!
all they know is acting that they are real nice ion front of all our cousins and frens and stuff
like wtf
if we are not that then dont be la
who ask for ur acting
act so good go mediacorp la
fuck


some family even though they dont have enuff family feeling at least the parents try to gif stuff to them
but me i dont even have both
like wtf
damn blood pathetic la

for my father
he only know hoe to listen to my bro
my bro tell him everything he jus come and blame the me
like jus mintues ago
he actually ask me why i dont let my bro play com
like wtf he got two ears one is for listening to him then the other for wad
to rot isit
damn bloodly fucker
like thus morning my parents fought
then mummy stop liao he still keep yakkin and yakking
like wtf
can you jus shut up!
hes never there when we needed but when we dont need him
hes forever trying to get into our lives
like~!
can you jus go away
i already live my life without u for so long and now u wan to interupt my life wif ur old so wise speeches
i think you dont even listen to urself

to my mummy
everytime jus ask me to shut up
say my bro also cannot if shes so go to scold him and discipline him
the why would i bother to to say him sia
afterall his my bro i wouldnt wan him to die a terrible death
even my maid knows that shes spoiling him la
everytime say cannot play com or playstation
then afternoon my bro call her only less then 5 mins talk he gets to play liao
wtf!
everyones whos close to me or live in my hse can vouch for this bloody scene la

fuck

then my bro leiis
only know how to complain
weakling, bloody loser
one day he's going to get beaten up and i'll be there to help the person see if anyones coming
or hack i'll be even joining that person

i know im not that good of a sis, daughter, fren, girlfren whatever u can think of
mayb im not even gd as a person
but at least i tried to make everyone around me happy
even though some dont
even though some pretended
at least i tired

todays a fucking day!

but at least im still kicking
or mayb if tomolos a fucking day
i'll wish i died..

anyway im damn emo now so mayb jus read and forget
if you have the time to read anyway