sometimes i just cant stand my dad! argh
who the fcuk he think he is
he dont even care about my life
then all of the suddenly he comes in and scolds me for the stuff i do
wtf?!

anyway theres chem test tomorrow
feel totally spaced out
im still addicted to reading and coco crunch :D

the more i read up on the stuff i wanna study in SP
the more i wanna die!
i dont even understand a single shit man
whatever
i guess i'll just know when the time comes right?

seriously im totally scared out of my wist or whatever you spell it
even though i dont show
im really afraid that if i do badly and i have no future
am i thinking too far?

my chinese oral was a breeze
I HOPE!
if only i wasnt that nervous
shit right!

anyway i got to go so
ciaoz