hello peeps. its like one of the latest that ive stayed up.
emo-ing now. so just allow me to rant okay.
i feel so sorry to everyone ive hurt in the past few years.
i really cherish everyone in my life. trust me you all are more important to me then you al ever imagine. i cant imagine a day living without you al.
to all that i dislike, thanks for making me grow and understand this cold cold world. to al i love, thanks for walking beside me al these while. without you al. the days will seem longer, the lonliness will be greater and the pain and sufferings will feel worst then ever.
i really hope our friendship will last throughout the years to come and we can laugh at how dumb we were in the past.
as i write this post and tears are uncomprehensively clouding up my vision. i feel so alone and invisible sometimes. but those are the times that made me grew stronger. but i had also unknowingly became more reliant on the people around me, expecting them to always live up to my expectations. thats wrong and selfish.
but thats what humans are like too. humans are selfish beings, thinking of only themselves and ,mostly, themselves only. and when they make mistakes they will give excuses like 'im a human being, i make mistakes.'. as i said these are all excuses. if its others who made the mistake they will be unwilling to give others a second chance. why? because they are selfish.
i hate being able to think to such depth, cause it also made me realise what kind of life i had been living and what kind of a person i am.
to think that im like those very people im writing about now. i really feel very ashame of myself

done ranting:)
byebye peeps.