i swear i hate the sense of lonliness. especially since i start polylife.
i have a new class a new cca new people around me.
i found out i can seem to click with people as easily as last time round already.
i dont have my strength around me.
im afraid of new grounds. now i wont even feel like going to frisbee without my friends, even if i want to go so badly.
i just cant be like me again.
gosh i hate my emoing.

im off to watch my do re mi
bye