everyones busy with their lives except me.
im so bored at home, practically dying!
sometimes i cant help but feel that lifes left me behind.

skipped my tan tock seng check up yesterday.
i didnt tell my mum, so hopfully the people there wont be an ass and call her:(
my throats not bothering me anymore, even though if choy choy anything happen to me i also think it doesnt matter. lifes a bore, so what if i die tomorrow right? :)

now other then my throat, my bloody gastric is killing me. seriously feel like vomitting when i look at food, and it still hurts like mad. its like every morning i wake up, thats the first thing i feel! and i cant eat, cause i feel like vomitting. my gastric is really confusing me. it hurts but when i wanna do something like eat to make it feel better, it just feels worst!
WTF- im pissed with myself now.

and i cant tell my mum bout my gastric cause she'l just lecture me on my dail routine, how unhealthy i am, lalalala.
and i can be bothered to go to the doc, cause they always say the same thing. and i swear meds for gastric sucks! real bad!

im done complaining.
byebye.