forgive me for ranting.
im not being emo, its just random thoughts.

have any of you actually thought of why are we born? i mean we do die once our life ends and everything we experience and felt all come to an end. sorry but i dont believe in after-life, heaven or hell. but if these really happen, then i think i will go to hell anyway.
some people say we are born to meet our other half, some say we are born to redeem ourself. what do you think?
if its to meet my other half, i wanna shout out to him or maybe her depends if i will turn gay or not. please come meet me soon. im so bored with a life without you. if i am to redeem myself of my sins, well i think i created more sins then redeem them.
i seriously think life is a waste of time. we live by everyday and then we die. i mean whats the point. people that remember us will die too. usless you are so great that everyone remembers you, like erm hitler or lance armstrong. okay bad examples but still you get my point.
so what is your purpose in life? well, im still looking for mine. but i hope it comes up soon.

another random thought came up when i was bathing.
where did human come from? i mean some people say we evolve from apes, but seriouly if we really were evolved from apes then why are there still apes around, wont all of them evolved already?
and if i came from my parents their parents came from their parents and so on so forth. then the cycle never ends. so who actually is the start?
god? i dont know. but thats the only explaination that i cannot argue even though i dont believe it. i mean, theres alot of kinda god. i use to think, if there alot of god, do they all share the same heaven? or maybe they are all the same, but different people just call them different names.

okay its getting abit far of and too deep for some simplton. so thats all for the long and thoughful post. once again, im not being emo. just some thoughts i wanna get out of my head.