im awake so early, ive got nothing to do. dont feel like watching my drama nor reading anything. my stomach feels like somebody had punched it yestetday while i was sleeping, not good. i seriousy hate my stomach, fking annoying. i hate it when it refuses to disgest my meals everytime i eat, im not bulimic, nor am i on a diet. i fking wanna eat my food! but everytime i eat something, or even DRINK something, i feel like vomitting and i just cant stop salivating. i seriousy think im gonna die early cause of these complications. and im considering if i need to go to the doctors.
i need something to vent my fustration, like gimme someone to throw punches at, i'll gladly take it, on one condition that i dont get punched back that is.

anyways i went to do my hair treatment yesterday, and it cost a BOMB! as big as when the second world war japanese mushroom bomb. how am i ever gonna recover from this HUGE hole in my pocket. and this thurs is my facial treatment. im going through almost every beauty regime to try to look good when i go back to school. the keyword is TRY.

and yesterday i finally got my timetable, its so fking screwed up, like thurs and fri i have 3 hours break inbetween lessons and ive got classes until 6 on thurs because of that! WTF. and on tues my lessons start at 3. WTF. totally crazily screwed up timetable. im totally not looking forward to school reopen.