i just felt like crying i dont know why
i miss you
esp when im feeling emo
i'll think of what you did for me and everything
it makes me feel worst knowing what i did to you
i hope we'll become the best of friends

you're the only one ,well until now, that can make me feel better
sometimes i just want a person to be there
just let all my anger fustration out
but the only time i can remember when i feel good after crying
is when im with you :D

well enough with all the emo
todays okay
chems actually easy in a way:\
thanks wanxins mummy for sending us home:D

once i reach home bathe
then came out told my mummy that i wasted 12 bucks on taxi this morning
cause the bloodly bus was late and those that were early were all full!
the my bro was like 'wha i feel so sorry for you sia' in a sarcastic tone
then i was like 'whats your problem'
then my mummy was like 'he's just saying hes feeling sorry'

its like so obvious that he's being sarcastic la
its so unfair
last time i just say 'wha so ke lian hor'
then i'll get scolded by her

its like so unfair to have a younger bro thats retarded in a way or sick in the head
i know he's vv ke lian cause he's born this way but hello im here too you know
liek everytime when we go out its only him him him
its never bout me
i know its damn bad to feel so but i cant help it
no matter im right or wrong im always in the wrong
im human i have feelings too you know

maybe its cause im having my menses now thats why im so emo and having mood swings.
im feeling damn emo now

ciaoz