its time to let go.

so last night was my first time at butter. it was...not bad i guess. not much comments, but at least i had some fun after a long while. and it helped me decide on some stuff. its the holidays now. but we still have projects to rush and i have another interview on Monday. hopefully i pass this one, i really dont want anymore interviews coming my way.

after yesterday, i think i can fully let go. these 2 years, of watching you from afar to chatting to you on facebook. i guess, you're not worth it and i hope a better one will come by soon. even though its saddening to not being able to know you better, to be friends. but after last night, i realize im not as into you as i though i was. you're just someone nice to look at. even though i have many negative feelings towards you now, i will remember the times when i can just look at you once and my whole day brightens up. its a beautiful memory and i want it to stay that way.

Only time will tell.