i stop cutting myself already
even though it's starting to be fun:

dance was okay
and the apex was changed to skool reopen
stoopid

history test was dumb
i actually studied
den i study the wrong thing
fu*k

anyway cant wait for thurs then we can go out:]
but i can wait for tomolo
its results day
prepare my funeral...

my maid just told me her dad had cancer
and it was at the fourth stage

even though she wont be reading this but i have to write it out
auntie you have to be strong
no matter what i'll be there for you:]

people treasure your life
dont regret what you did
dont make the people around you worry and cry

i have decided i must try to forget him