o ya i have more to blog about..

yesterday i went totally kuku!
i kepp layghing and laughing after my maid reached home
den i went into the toliet and i sat down ready to pee
hahss
den a damn bloody humongous xiao qiang crawled pass my toes!
i stoned for a few secs den i ran out of the toliet
of course wear everything properly le la
screaming like a mad women!
den my maid chiong in the toliet:]
i have to thank her..loves
then i stared crying like shit!
i feel like a helpless child suddenly
my mother still scold me for screaming
sometimes i think im jus so out of the family and she doesnt care for me
wtf who cares anyway
i cried for like 1hour plus
the i went inside my maids room
the i started laughing again!
OMG
i think im crazy!
then whe i was goin to slp
i wanted to cry again!

sometimes i just feel so helpless and there's always no one there for me